Demi 🌻

Sw: 174 - Cw: 117 - gw1: 110 - ugw: 100

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Things to do instead of eating: 🌻

1. Draw

2. Workout

3.think about/write down your goals

4.look at thinspo

5.brush your teeth

6.do your makeup

7.style outfits

8.journal how you feel

9.sleep

10.go for a long walk

11.window shop/shop

12.see a friend

13.play games

14.dye your hair

15.Do your nails

16.play sports

17.look at outfits you’ll wear when you reach ur ugw

18.look at pictures when you started your weight loss to now

19. Take up a new skill

20. FaceTime someone

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Thigh gap workouts :

1 min butterfly stretches (or as long as you want really)

1 min side leg raises ( 1 min per leg)

1 min standing up side leg raises

1 min side leg extensions

1 min sumo squats

1 min donkey kicks (per leg)

1 min jumping jacks

Do as many reps as you want and stay safe 💗

Remember to drink water and do cardio 💗

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Body check 22 hrs into a liquid fast. Had a Starbucks coffee which was 250cals, staying under 500cals in this liquid fast 🍂

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Wish I was this skinny

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I will be weightless

[closure]

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✨Body positivity for everyone✨

(Except myself)

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I’m only posting this because I know no one will see it and I’m not trying to sound happy or make anyone feel sorry for me but I need to get this off my chest.

Like a year ago my life was as perfect as it could have ever been. I had great friends, close family, decent mental health, my education was great and so on. But then the landlord sold our house and we had to move in with my gran who also stays with my uncle ,aunt and her kid. The house was messy and full of junk people were in and out all the time and there was just no relaxation , dignity or privacy. I lost a few of my close friends and my life just really went down hill. My mum started drinking more than usual so the only way we ever really bonded was through drinking we had the type of relationship I could go missing for days and she wouldn’t mind. So then sometime in early September 2019 I was just so depressed and ended up trying to kill my self. My mum got angry at me for having to come up to hospital. Fast forward to 2020- I find out my gran has cancer and she has maximum 3 months to live. We were still staying in her house at the point and we had to watch her there everyday in that hospital bed because she got moved from hospital to in the house with us. Within just 5 weeks of being diagnosed my gran died. my mum was cheating on my stepdad with this guy and now we stay with him. my real dad got put in jail not long after my gran died. My real dad didn’t even show up to my birthday. Now we stay with my mums new boyfriend and I’m probs here 2/5 days of the week because I can’t stand to be in this house most of the time I’m only actually here to get eat dinner with my grans fiancé or to lie my head down because I can’t find anywhere else to stay. Tonight everyone spoke about how I’m a burden and how I bring tension to the atmosphere and it hurts but no one cares. Everyone constantly calls me a liar and an attention seeker but I’m not and it hurts that any of them think that. I am really on the verge of just saying fuck it and trying to overdose again because I can’t deal with the things that get said everyday and all the stupid arguments I endure just to have a place to sleep and eat. Sometimes I even go out with guys just so I have somewhere to sleep. Or I go out drinking for somewhere to sleep. On Friday night I went to stay with my uncles and I was so glad and so happy and so relaxed and over the weekend my mum was arguing with me over phone call about something I’ve apparently done and I had to come home today and I’m just absolutely depressed again. When I woke up and found out I was going home today I just cried lol. I really really do hate my life there’s so much more than just this this is just a summary I wish I could just run away from it all but no matter what I’m still stuck here with her always I’m not old enough to get a house and I don’t want social workers to take me away I just want to be ALONE

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Chanel

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