just.hold.(ing).still

"I believe the subtext here is rapidly becoming, uh...text." I follow you as northernhearts. I'm a sometimes writer of fic & poetry; you can find me on AO3 here. I post whatever the hell I please from various fandoms and ships. Kindness makes the world go 'round.

[deancaspinefest]

Long Haul  |  Explicit |  40,226 words

Author: justholdingstill Artist: casarts

Quarantine is a bitch and lockdown is worse, but Dean’s got a brand new neighbor with a balcony across from his who’s about to make things a lot more interesting.

Link to fic and art

Pairings: Dean/Cas (background Sam/Eileen/Max, background Charlie/Dorothy, past Dean/Lisa)

Warnings:  Bad Parent John Winchester, Recreational Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Mental Health Issues, Reference to past suicidal thoughts

[justholdingstill]

Oh hey, it’s just a fic I’ve been working on for 2 whole freaking years, and some truly gorgeous art by @casarts    😱💖

[shirtsthatgohard]

[dindjarism]

Naboo (Chommell sector of the Mid Rim; Trailing Sectors) STAR WARS: EPISODE I – THE PHANTOM MENACE 1999 | dir. George Lucas

[genderqueerpositivity]

Minnesota’s Giant Rainbow and Leather Pride Flags

June 28, 1998. Both flags measured approximately 50 feet wide and 75 feet long.

[ryuutchi]

Friendly reminder that the leather flag predates almost every other flag. We owe this community to leather daddies and kinksters

[nightmarechamillian]

In the era of corporate sanitization never forget it was leather daddies and S&M folks who protected some of the earliest pride parades.

[swedenis-h]

only god knows, only god would believe,

[lamiasage]

late to the party for restraintstiel week but I am here hi 🧍‍♂️

I kind of did multiple prompts whoops... | reference | patreon

[simply-a-dream]

“don’t take it personally” how would you like me to take it then? professionally? romantically? academically?

[creative-anchorage]

[suriandtaal]

[jorolle]

project hail mary + book quotes 6/?

PROJECT HAIL MARY (2026) dir. Phil Lord & Christopher Miller // PROJECT HAIL MARY (2021) by Andy Weir

[rhinco]

i love you semicolon. no one look at my 80 word sentence

[youmynock]

I'm so proud of my 80-word sentences though and everyone should look at them and marvel at how good they are

thank u semicolon for making this possible

[hoodlumwitchh]

This is to inform you that I didn’t die young.

Jim Harrison, Barking

[fellshish]

reading other comments on the fic you’ve just commented on is like. asynchronous book club meeting 🫶

[pbeeanjay]

he’s gay for real. isn’t that so awesome

[str-ngeloop]

probably tomorrow i'm gonna somehow be more organized and disciplined than i ever have been in my whole life so i'm fine probably

[excitementshewrote]

[bucketofli]

[the-mpreg-guy]

dean subdropping is a godtier concept. local touch starved yearning boy gets sexed so hard he feels bad about everything twice as hard which means he gets cuddled for eight hours straight and hand fed pizza while watching every single mission impossible movie

[the-mpreg-guy]

but do you know what’s ALSO a godtier concept? castiel domdropping. oopsy he maybe was too mean to his favorite person on earth in bed and feels like a Bad Person which means he gets to be straddled for approximately half a day and told how sexy and badass and awesome he is while having his wings groomed

[carrotfricker]

i do my best to be brave.