Just le AJ

I'm bored. Creative to-do list: Compose at least 6 cohesive songs, finish my small painting, more to be added or removed later

[aro-culture-is]

Aro polyam culture is dreaming of sharing a house so full of life and love (regardless of type) and queer joy that you never again feel a lack of it <3

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[justleaj]

Ah yes, it's the time in spring where all the tree flowers are falling and everything smells of rot

[justleaj]

Happy April fools Day

[gemini-enthusiast]

Not a joke or a rickroll, folks, we're actually launching people to the Moon! For information on how to follow the launch and continued mission, click here.

[justleaj]

Aaaah it's happening (today)

[justleaj]

It launched successfully! Woohoo. I am so happy with this information

[gemini-enthusiast]

Not a joke or a rickroll, folks, we're actually launching people to the Moon! For information on how to follow the launch and continued mission, click here.

[justleaj]

Aaaah it's happening (today)

[justleaj]

I love eating my sweet colorful pellets

Wonderful crunchy rock yum yum

[piro-things]

“The president just did this!! The president just said THIS!” And???? I want him DEAD. I’ve WANTED him dead!! I have been SO far past behaving like anything he says or does is worth my consideration of discussion. I’ve WANTED him dead for so long already!! People’e didint hate him nearly enough!! They still don’t!! People have been tortured to death for lifetimes less of what he’s done!!

[justleaj]

Literally

There are so many horrible people in positions of power and the world would be better if these people were never able to be in power in the first place.

[pukicho]

There are only 3,000 billionaires. Just saying.

[justleaj]

Just enough for a small city

[justleaj]

Now that I'm taking calculus 3 this semester, I can definitely say that calculus 2 is the weird middle child of the three calculus classes. You're learning the basics of calculus in calculus 1, like derivatives and integrals. Calculus 2 does weird stuff with polar coordinates and infinite series, then calculus 3 is like calculus 1, but more and in 3D.

[justleaj]

Haha I'm back outside again

[justleaj]

I'm back at college yay

[totalstupidityaddict]

am i. am i real. like do i exist

[totalstupidityaddict]

it's all pixels on a screen like this is a flat world there is nothing here. does this go anywhere. do i know any anybodys

[totalstupidityaddict]

are these thoughts that go nowhere. have i lived yet

[totalstupidityaddict]

why is it hollow? is it worse that i could have seen it as more before

have i said anything? am I just talking into my own head?

[totalstupidityaddict]

i think this goes nowhere. i think there might be nothing alive

[totalstupidityaddict]

elaborate world that i imagined into place

[justleaj]

Excuse me, this is a Wendy's drive thru.

[pukicho]

My crappy first attempt at astrophotography on a 50mm lens went better than expected. I got a fucking PLANET in there.

[justleaj]

I saw Jupiter and it's moons with my dad's binoculars when I was younger. It was so cool, I felt like an astronomer. I tried seeing Saturn but I lost interest :/

[justleaj]

There's just something about water being vital to my survival that keeps me coming back for more.

[justleaj]

We're about to leave 2025 behind, a perfect square of a year.

[justleaj]

We're about to leave 2025 behind, a perfect square of a year.

[piro-things]

You like Jacob Collier's music too! That's so cool, I think I've been listening to Djessie vol 2 a lot lately. What's your fav album/song at the moment?

YESSS omg oh goodness ok. Last year was the year when I listened to Jacob SO much he was my top artist. This year ive been exploring other things over jacob but still listen to him. As of now I don’t have super strong, varying opinions like i did last year as i discovered everything one by one.

Id sayyy that the Djesse project is so much cooler together than it is as single albums, and the djesse project is my favorite THING Jacob has made but if i HADD to choose one album (and I will), I’ll say Djesse volume one. I love every single song and the scale and splendor. As Jacob says volume one feels enormous, there is so much space! I’d say it’s potentially djesse’s most balanced album, and in that it sets up the rest of the experience very well. I just love everything about the album. Thematically and in subject wise it’s the most personally cool and interesting. Themes of creation, fundamentality, concepts beyond reality and scale and logic. Agh I just eat these things up. And as I said before, every single song is absolutely perfect to me, and the mini narrative it tells is something I’d wish to illustrate and maybeeee even animate one day). And Djesse volume one contains what I’d have to choose as my favorite song.

The SONG Djesse hits so incredibly close to me with some previously un described and unnspoken things about the energy, vastness, impossibility and invisible, private, absurdity of having ideas and dreams. Listening to it fully and completely for the first time was the first time in my i ever felt as if the way in which i imagined and wanted was ever shared by another person, proving that it was a real thing, that having vast worlds of seemingly unobtainable ideas and ambitions was ok, that other people felt it!! That other people have chosen to chase their impossibly enormous imaginations and have created intense beauty out of it.

Like, the message of Djesse is so so so important to me, and on top of it all the song came to me at a time where i was choosing to tentatively, maybe, chase those vast unobtainable ideas and dreams for the first time, and it felt so stupid. It can’t be overstayed how much that song meant to me at the time and how much it still does.

[justleaj]

I feel like the reason why I've been revisiting vol 2 lately is for a similar reason; I enjoy the closeness he conveys in vol 2. As someone who does not experience love the same way as many people, this album (and all other Djessie albums) helps me understand love in a different light. It's very fascinating how Jacob can convey so much!