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♂ only pro for myself gw: 40

[justlikecannibals]

weekly weigh in: 42.30kg [+0.25]

i know its not a massive gain but i genuinely dont understand how i gained when i’ve been doing so much restriction. need to do better next week

[justlikecannibals]

weekly weigh in: 42.05kg (-1.85kg)

i didn’t post the weigh in properly last week cause i was too upset about gaining (was 43.9 😭) im honestly kind of surprised with the loss cause i haven’t been restricting properly, but im definitely not complaining

[justlikecannibals]

yo 1 like ur vibes. U post the best spo imo. Where do u find most of ur pics?

thank you, im honoured 🖤 i mostly use pinterest and sometimes instagram, it helps to look at 80s subcultures and scenes as they tend to unintentionally be great spo :)

[justlikecannibals]

absolute fav sp0 rn

[justlikecannibals]

Oh my goddd I gained like 6lb??? I can’t even restrict properly cause my mum is home all day with me until I go back to school. I want to die fuck christmas

[itwillhurt000]

Since novembers almost over :)

[justlikecannibals]

finally noticed actual progress??? this is gonna be me soon

[justlikecannibals]

weekly weigh in: 41.0 [-1.3kg]

so glad i got back on track this week. ive kinda had to accept that I’m probably gonna end up gaining it back over Christmas though.

[justlikecannibals]

im so worried im not gonna lose weight in my face, it’s probably my biggest struggle right now

[justlikecannibals]

binged on chinese takeout, which I feel wasn’t very Malnourished Goth Boy of me. can’t believe i did this to myself in the lead up to christmas. trying not to die rn hahahahahh

[justlikecannibals]

I <3 my cold hands

[justlikecannibals]

Weekly weigh in: 42.3kg [+0.8kg]

Gonna start posting weekly weigh ins to try and keep me on track. Basically had like a 4 day binge cause I was around people and had to eat. Trying not to get too upset about the gain and just stay focused on doing better.

[justlikecannibals]

Can’t wait till I’m thin enough to look skinny in oversized shirts

[knockmetothefloor]

[zerocalsoup]

Body check

(Old 43.7kg vs now 36.7kg) - 7kg (15lbs) difference

Felt nostalgic so looked through heavier body checks… never been more motivated to keep on going and pushing through the hard times.

Hopefully there is a difference and I’m not just delusional….

[justlikecannibals]

It’s so hard for me to restrict in winter, I just want warm comfort food :( any tips/extra motivation would be greatly appreciated

[tetrapulmonata]