cherry

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[youre-the-blood-in-my-veinss]

[grungedoll]

i saw ringo starr last night with my aunt

[vxrsace-deactivated20190301]

[aarons-abditory]

[sotick]

[itwascoolbackthen]

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

A father is supposed to be a woman’s first love. He didn’t love me. Grown men “did” when I was 12.

Now I find myself with men who don’t love me.

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

My hate towards my father is forever ingrained into my skin, for that being the way he presented himself to me.

[pirouetten]

she said she can’t feel her face, right now i can’t feel my heart

[heartbreakhur]

[grungyghost]

[justsomeoneovertherainbow]

Your malicious intent will forever be ingrained into my soul.

That day, I didn’t come home. That day, I died on that intersection. That day, my bicycle was abandoned on the sidewalk.

I taste the vanilla, I feel the fur from my cat’s coat, I see the truest of the blues from the sky, I smell the soap I clean my hands with, I hear my mother’s voice,

Oh mama, mama, I’m catatonic, mama, mama please.

That day, shards of me came back home. You didn’t take me, and I didn’t take you, but in that moment,

All I wanted to do was scream.

I’m always going to have to look after my shadow? I can’t even figure what any of this is.

How I love being a woman.

[asdelyon]

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