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You want a duel? I'll fight you. You want the Lanyun spear? Let's see if you can have it.

The First Jasmine 莫离 2026

#amazing scene #the first jasmine #mo li #cheng lei #cdrama #mo xiuyao

My guess before ep33 was that there had been some kind of assassination plot that Ye Li had narrowly escaped and that's why everyone was gone. Sweet lord, the reality is so much worse...

Watching everyone around you - your family, your whole world, the people you love most - get more and more ill as you stand there, helplessly watching them die. It clearly didn't happen overnight, seeing as the buildings were already in disrepair and there clearly was a quarantine system to try to halt the spread of disease.

And the most tragic part is that, in their pride, they stop you from getting the help that could possible save them. They lock you away, for your own safety, but mostly to save the image of Lishan academy. And you sit there, helplessly in the dark, completely healthy, while your loved ones are suffering.

And then suddenly, they're all dead. And you're the only one left. The only one to carry the bodies away, the only one to dig all the graves, the only one to commemorate their names on the tombstones. It must have taken weeks to get everyone from down below to the graveyard on the back mountain...

Sweet Ye Li, it's a miracle you're not leagues more fucked up and mentally ill. This is the kind of thing nobody could live through without buckets of survivor's guilt, mental illness and hallucinations

#all of this and more #my heart break for her #the first jasmine #mo li #Bai Lu #Cheng lei

xishimonz

A'Yao, do not be afraid. I will be by you side. I'm not afraid. I will also be by your side, A'Li. Do not be afraid.

#these are so sweet #them being domestic #the first jasmine #mo li #Bai Lu #cheng lei

Sister in law with the help of the nanny trying to baby trap our couple….

Presumably to discourage Mo Xiayui from going to border/war….

The First Jasmine, episode 35

#the first Jasmine #Bai Lu #cheng lei #I’m horrified but also amused?#cause technically this will be considered coercion….

Love that Ye Li’s idea of a date is to snoop on his new steward whereabouts and inevitably catching said steward with his beau 🤣🤣🤣

The First Jasmine, episode 35

#I’m cackling #the first Jasmine #Mo li #bai lu #cheng lei

A jealous and clingy Mo Xiayui is a sight to see 😂😂😂

The First Jasmine, episode 35

#lmao #him saying he is no idle by outlining step by step his fishing habits hehe #the first Jasmine #bai lu #cheng lei

Me watching Episode 32 of The First Jasmine

I don’t know what is more painful - Mo Xiayui noticing all the little details that show just how isolated and lonely Ye Li is or Mo Xiayui realising how hard Ye Li worked to heal his legs or them having a family dinner with Ye Li’s hallucinations

#the pain #the angst #someone help my poor girl #Mo Xiayui holding back tears the whole time he was in Linshan academy #Bai Lu #cheng lei #the first Jasmine

Chief Eunach from Anping Palace needs to join Ye Li in her morning run 🏃‍♂️

The First Jasmine, episode 31

#terrible stamina to the point he needed 2 other eunachs to help him walk in Lishan Academy lmao #the first Jasmine #mo li

Seeing Jin feeling helpless as he sees his master unraveling is painful ☹️😥

The First Jasmine, episode 30

#the poor boy #he sees his master suffering but unable to do anything #cheng lei

Well, she is now hallucinating 3 individuals rather than 1….☹️😥

The First Jasmine, episode 30

#the first Jasmine #Bai Lu #cheng lei #husband breaking her wife even further

Getting stabbed in the heart will be less painful than this 😭💔

The First Jasmine, episode 30

#he burnt his sole light #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the first Jasmine #mo li #Bai Lu #cheng lei

Oh 😟….Ye Li went to the story teller place on her own because Mo Xiayui did not return home

But I think, she went cause she needed to hear the ill-fated lovers in the story will have a happy ending..something for her to hope for…

Alas, it was a tragedy 😭

The First Jasmine, episode 30

#Urgh my heart 💔💔💔💔#the first Jasmine #mo li #Bai Lu #cheng lei

Only in C drama land can you see the ML spitting blood from poisonous words rather than actual physical poison

🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

The First Jasmine, episode 30

#what did I just watch lmao #the first jasmine #cheng lei #mo li

What do you mean tricked? You bastard, Marquis Muyong! Yu Wenzhou did not tricked Mu Xioyou’s brother!

She was assaulted by her own family! The edict was stolen from her!

Urgh, even in your final days you can’t be decent to the 2 families you wronged most!!!

The worst man.

But wow..the Dowager Empress basically using his own son to deliver the final blow…that’s cold blood, even for her.

(Although he deserves to die)

The First Jasmine, ep 30

#the first Jasmine #poor sons (both of them)#Marquis Muyong you deserves the death but for your son sake I wished he wasn’t the one who delivered it #mo li

Everytime I see QingShuang on screen, my heart sink cause it really tells us the turmoil in Ye Li’s fractured soul

The First Jasmine, episose 28

#the first Jasmine #Bai Lu

Ooffff I do feel bad for the Consort Dowager, finding out your one true love used you for his true love, her own sworn sister and best friend, the Empress Dowager

And what makes it worse, the Empress Dowager knew all along…they are all pawn to her

The First Jasmine, episode 26

#the first Jasmine #mo li #power struggle are brutal

archdweller

The First Jasmine || episode 24

#I honestly laughed out loud for this scene #ex-fiancée sprouting poetries like anything and Mo Xiayui just coolly downgraded him to as acquaintance lmao #the first jasmine #episode 24 #cheng lei #bai lu

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