I LOVE UR WORK OMGG U INSPIRE ME đâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸ hajime , nagito and fuyu with fem s/o dealing with a panic attack? totally okay if u don't feel comfortable babes:)
I-I-inspire you?! Woah, this is quite the honor! I feel so⌠well, honored that my work has inspired you! Thank you so much! And babes? ;) oh ho ho, thatâs quite the nick name~ what should I call you then? Hmm⌠how about I call you sweetie~
(Fem/Afab reader hinted in Nagitoâs section!!)
Would definitely be the kind of guy to be totally oblivious at first, itâs almost comitic
For instance, as you two would be making your way down the street to get lunch at a local restaurant, you were feeling more and more anxious. You didnât know why, it was just a restaurant, after all, but still. The feeling felt like a blanket of dread was wieghing down on you, making it harder and harder to breath.
Your pace slowed, body shaking as you held your arms close to your chest, eyes darting around very second.
Hajime looked back at you and tilted his head.
âIs everything alright? You look a bit⌠pale.â
âI-I think⌠Iâm having a panic attackâŚâ
You held your head, your thoughts moving so hard it felt like you were going to explode.
And now realizing what was happening, Hajime starts panicking. He canât help it, okay? He just doesnât know what to do!
âI-I, uh, do you need a hug? Do you⌠um, oh, what to do, what to do!!â
He would honestly really appreciate it if you told him what you need. But, if your not in the right headspace to think or if you canât talk while panicking, heâll try his best.
âIt okay, nothing can hurt you here. Everythingâs okay. We can go back to my house if you want? Uh, is that weird? I-Iâm sorry, we can go to your place if you want.â
You slowly nod in response, pressing yourself against him, causing him to let out a small gasp in response. You could feel his body tense at the touch. He cleared his throat and askedâŚ
âSoâŚ. Uh, your place or my place?â
Your voice was barely a whisper, but loud enough for Hajime to hear it.
âOkay, then. Itâs not too far from here. Are you⌠able to walk?â
You only squeezed him tighter in response, the feelings of anxiety rushing back to you at the mention of moving.
âAck! T-thatâs⌠too tight..â Hajimeâs voice sounded strained and caught in his throat. âI-if you canât move right now, then we can wait here a bit⌠just, please let me breathâŚâ he looked down sympathetically at you as you nuzzled your face against his chest. He paused for a minute before sayingâŚ
âDonât worry, Iâm here for you. Always will.â
Would have a small internal panic attack, scared that his luck finally ran out, before shaking his head to dislodge his thoughts and hurrying to your side to see what he could do.
For example, when you two were cuddling out at his house while you both read a book together, the sentence one of the characters said brought back someâŚ. Unwanted memories. The stinging feelings in your heart seemed to only escalate as you continued reading. Nagito looked over at you curiously. You heart seemed to be beating a lot faster the normal and you had a weird look in your eyes.
âIs everything alright, my hope? You seem a bit off.â
Realizing what he said, he chuckled.
âAh, forgive me for being to bold, itâs probably none of my business. But⌠if something is wrong, you have to tell me, okay?â
âNothingâs wrong, I just⌠I just have to use the bathroom. Iâll be right back.â
Nagito nodded in response, his eyes locked onto yours as you left. Nagito immediately closed the book and opened his phone to check one of the apps he downloaded. He used the app to keep track of your period, and according to it, I shouldnât be happening until a week or two. So⌠what could have gotten you so fearful?
Meanwhile, you quickly closed the bathroom door behind you, leaning over the sink to stare back at yourself in the mirror. You wrapped your arms around your body tightly, feeling your breathing begin to quicken. Oh no oh no oh no, whyâd ones this have to be happening now?!
You flinched as you heard a knock on the door.
âI know something is wrong, so please can I come in?â
In response to the voice you fell to the ground and inched away from the door, tucking your head in your arms.
âG-Go away! Please, donât see me like this!â
If Nagito wasnât worried before, he sure as hell was now. Ignoring what you said, he opened the door and gasped slightly at the slight of your crimped sobbing body on the ground.
He quickly rushes to your side, pulling you into his arms. Your body tensed at the feeling of being invaded in his arms.
âIâm here, my beloved, Iâm here for you always. Now, can you match my breathing for a couple seconds?â
You nodded against his shoulder.
After breathing slowly in and out for a few seconds, and with the feeling of Nagito slowly petting your hair, you felt yourself beginning to calm back down.
âThere, thatâs better. You did amazing, so amazing. But⌠please, I know itâs none of my business, but what caused you to react like this. Did I do something? If so, you can punish me a harshly as youâd like.â
âItâs⌠itâs a long story⌠it doesnât matter now though, itâs no big deal.â
âIt if wasnât a big deal, then it wouldnât be affecting you like this. But, you can tell me whenever you feel ready, right now I just want to do everything I can to make you feel better.â
Nagito paused for a second.
âWhy not i give you a nice, warm bath, and after that we can watch your favorite movie and eat some ice cream?â
Your eyes lit up at the suggestion.
Would panic, just like The other two boys up here, but would seem a lot angrier for some reason. He also would kinda need to be told what you wanted to do whenever you were having a panic attack. Would probably put a hit on anyone who even looked at you while he tried to think of ways to calm you down.
For example, Fuyuhiko was waiting for you to return home from work while on the phone with one of his underlings, when suddenly he heard the door open. He quickly sis she had to leave and hung up, immediately walking towards you.
âWhat took you so long? Had me waiting foreve-â
He cut himself off when you saw a distant look in your eyes. You body also seemed to be⌠trembling?
All you could do was continue to space out, the feelings slowly clouding your mind, chasing your o begin to sob.
âThe fuck?! Did something fucking happen?!â
He immediately ran up to you and tried to lift up your chin to get a clear look into your eyes. He felt his heart drop at the look of pure fear he was met with and the slightest outline of a bruise on your cheek.
You yelped as his expression instantly went dark and borderline blood thirsty.
He pulled you close to his body, leaning his head close to your ear? Lowering his vice to a low whisper as to not make you more scared then you were right now.
âTell me. Who did this to you? What stupid piece of disgusting horse shit dared lay their hands on you? Just give me a name and Iâll solve everything for you. Iâll make sure their lives and their families lives are completely destroyed for touching my beautiful partnerâs face. â
After a couple sniffles, you eventually told him the names of the people who jumped you on the streets and threatened you that they would kill Fuyuhiko if you tried to fight back. You were luck to be able to run away before it actually got messy, but you still had a couple bruises. You were too nervous to tell him because you were scared they would actually try to kill him.
He only chuckled, a low and slightly psychotic chuckle.
âBaby, you know who I am, right? Iâm literally the heir to the Yakusa clan, if anyone should be scared, itâs those lowlifes. Aghh⌠they will pay for this.â
You gasped as you felt his grip around you tighten, the rage practically radiating off of his body. Even though you were still nervous for Fuyuhiko, you always knew that he would go down without a fight.
And a fight there would be.
Later that night, while you were nestled down on the couch, Fuyuhiko in the kitchen âtaking a callâ the news suddenly switched on.
âNow live, we just got in a couple reports of three men in their 30âs to 40âs have now been reported missing. The police has been sent to their homes, but no pet her info has come out yet. Stay tuned as we investigate this sudden abduction.â
