Kagayakin

Chika Takami Kin Blog

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im getting the book tomorrow. saw this image and took the opportunity.

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:)

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fuck you for the abuse i went through. how many fucking months was i ignored all because you were mad with me. i fucking blamed myself for it and gave myself cuts for each time a made a “mistake”. you made it sound like my fault and i want you dead for it.

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i cant hecking wait for my costume to get in!!!!

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You gave me panic attacks and I called it love

When I broke out of that shell, i felt it again

The warmth of another person

The love of another person

How it feels to be complete again

Blurry

My vision is blurry

1 part tears, 2 parts love

You never cared, did you?

I apologized for what you did to me

Why the fuck do I feel so numb

Why did you do this

I can’t breath

Each ping sends fear into my heart

Victim

I feel like my fear is fake

Am I really just playing victim?

And my emotions...

Concealed

No one can know

My private love kills me

I love you

I hate you

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Honey, I’m home.

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Hi!! Im Chika! I absolutely love mini oranges and I love Orange and Blues! Hehe~ I hope we get along!