Since this is getting a lot of notes i feel i should speak up before some tr*nsmed does:
At the time most of this was happening i had been out for 4-5 years. I have now been out for 7 years.
I wore a binder for 5 years and it destroyed my body. I am not exaggerating. I cant sleep on my stomach because my sternum clicks in and out. I have a dent in my ribcage because of it. When i wore my binder for the last time it got to the point that i could not sit or stand fully upright, even when not wearing it, and i wheezed while walking up stairs. I’m a dancer. I’m an athlete. It literally destroyed my breath capacity and it took months for me to get back to normal. I had to drop out of dance because i couldnt get through a combination. I cannot wear my binder now, years later, for more than 5-7 minutes without shooting pains down my spine and in my lungs and feeling like i am suffocating. My dysphoria has not gone away: i simply physically cannot bind
I have been directly hatecrimed multiple times, but by far the most damage to my psyche and perception of myself has been caused by other trans people. The actions that have made me the most dysphoric have all been done by other trans people. Specifically: tr*nsmeds.
Tr*nsmed ideology is not petty internet drama: it effects real life people. Tr*nsmed ideology is transphobic and racist and all around evil, full stop.
You will not be able to bully me, full stop. Not into changing how i dress, not back into the closet, not off of the internet, not at all, not ever.
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