I swear I'm here??

Name: Kais Age: Minor 🖕(NOT FOR LONG BITCH) Likes: Snakes, Art, Poetry, Music, Dance, more Dislikes: my habits, my depression, how mymind works sometimes 🤨 My Content: Life updates, Vents (tw: SH, SH footage, underage intimacy 🙄, TRaAaUMMAaA, d r u g s (not actually, just my meds-), relationship status update, life advice from a broken teenager, fangirling (Hermitcraft, Life Series/TrafficTwT, Sam&Colby, TheBoys, Analogue Horror, ARG, Deep-Dives, etc. My boundaries: Nothing s3xua|, or else you getting blocked. No flirting with me. Dont ask for personal info from me No shaming me for anything I cant control Any "shame" you through at me must be spoken as if you were in court. Aka, no cursing at me, or yelling, or rudeness. I'm not having an argument with some dweeb on the internet. Life sucks enough. You can call me: Pookie, Bestie, B!tch, Girly, Bro, Dumbass, King/Queen, Gay Ass My pronouns: She/they/idgaf S3xUAl¡ty: nunya "The opposite if depression is expression, so create, create, create." -someone on pinterest???

[kais827]

“I want to be stared at when I die but I hate when people stare.” -Jan 26, 2026

“What I meant: I wish I was seen and acknowledged, no observed.” -Jun 5, 2026

[december-lover]

My dear Ocean,

Far below the surface you are

Tears meld into the already salty waters

The creatures watch in sadness

At their queen's silent cry

Far below the surface you are

Unable to see the ripples on the waters waves

Clouds crowd a starry night

The sky cries for you

Far below the surface you are

Blind to the light above

Covered by the darkness of the depths

The moon sings for you

By the stars above

Very truly yours,

The Moon

[kais827]

I feel like I need it. I feel like whatever fucking curse I have on me just keeps getting worse unless I do it. I don’t want to. But I do. Itms an action urge. I know it’s wrong. I know I have coping mechanisms for them. I know how to distract myself. But that distraction becomes avoidance. And I’m just… so… I need it…

I need it.

[kais827]

Just when I thought today couldnt get anyworse bc I can’t cry, Nature tell’s me that it isn’t bad. It’s just change. I’m allowed ro cry, but since I can’t, she’ll cry for me

[kais827]

I feel so fucking disgusting.

[wandersoffdoodling]

I was looking for this post and wasn't able to find it a while ago. reposting bc OP has disabled reblogs

[kais827]

Ughhh, another promot to add to my to-do list… (OMG THE STUFF I COULD DO UUUGGHHH)

[kais827]

I feel like I’m a lil too close to doin something stupid. Aka I’m sore everywhere and really want to relieve the pain.

[kais827]

This is a happy house. We’re happy here. In a happy house. —TheWeeknd

Lol ok, so I am masking. I am not ok. I have been spiraling. And I just used a coping method that Imm not supposed to use, (i am not hurt tho, don’t worry abt that) and now I have regrets and I feel gross.

Lowk here is just a vent on whats been stuck in my mind.

I have been abandoned by most of my family. I have lost almost everyone. In fact I have lost everyone at least once, and I currently feel like I only have 2 people. And even then I feel like I have none. I keep on trying to get better, I keep on trying to tell myself I am getting better. I know I am. But it never feels like it. And thats the main sucky part of why I am currently really wishing I was a lil more temporary rn. But the rest? Anger, grief, disappointment, anxiety, depression, differences, rested emergy. I hate it.

It hurts to breathe. But there’s not window..

[kais827]

“Punching all the lights out

Life has me so stressed out”

“I don’t even care that it’s over.

I don’t even care there’s a wall.”

Good Kid is me constantly in denial. Halp

[lnsert-name]

Ya'll seemed to actually enjoy my aro-ace headcanons for green and purple so for fun i drew this minicomic of king trying his best lol

God i adore these two i can't wait for the cg to reunite in avm,, wonder if purple will be the first to find green (especially if the thing that kidnapped green has to do with the end, since purple was who introduced blue and green to it)

I also wonder if green, whilst in the end (if he is in the end), will get another elytra for purple since it broke, only to come back and see purple just straight up has wings now lmao

[kais827]

BRUH

[kais827]

The school system kinda failed me, but its also my fault. I can’t explain much other than I was pulled out of doing a test because it wouldn’t let me log in, and I could only take that test once. I was the first person to walk out of that room. And it wasn’t because I finished the test. I kept telling myself “I failed before I even started.” I spiraled. I was not ok.

That happened yesterday. Today I go back to school as normal. I have to I am going to see the people who watched me leave with tears in my eyes. I have to I am going to feel stared at, on of my worst fears.

I’m terrified, but you can’t be brave without being scared…

[kais827]

Is it normal to feel like your physically spiraling when your mentally spiraling and sitting still? No? Oh yeah, ur right, I probably am dizzy

[kais827]

Masking so badly that everyone knows I’m fucked but me-

[kais827]

Iw ijtuhsotu tw awnatt choi

ncgl omsyes emlyf edyiees.

[dairrhea]

Comic 2

[dairrhea]

Comic

[kais827]

I live for this shi, please feed me more 😭

[kais827]

I do not grieve your loss the way you do. But I grieve the you before your loss, and welcome a new you, as a new chapter comes along. I know it may hurt, I know it may not hurt and it may feel wrong for not hurting, and I know it may simply just not hurt. No matter the case, I am here for you. You’ve been here for me, I’ll be here for you.