Youโre not that good a liar Pt. 1
Kai Anderson x Fem!Reader
Warnings: NSFW! Masturbation, slight Voyeurism, Kai things.
This is part 1 of my long awaited pregnancy fic! There will likely be at least a few more parts released but I really wanted to at least get this out to you all after such a long wait. Thank you for your patience. Iโm excited about this one and I hope you all like it! ๐ฅน
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You found yourself hunched over the cold porcelain of the toilet seat, tightly gripping a pregnancy test in your trembling hands, nervously awaiting its verdict. Nausea swirled in your gut, along with the daunting prospect of motherhood. It was a notion you hadnโt dwelled on before, buried under the weight of college midterms and mounting debts. How could you possibly manage a child, let alone provide for one? How had life led you to this moment? Memories surged back, to a time of innocence before Kai, before being drawn into his cult.
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It all began with Winter, a familiar face from your college English class. She was more of a study partner than a close friend, the kind youโd team up with for assignments and occasionally chat with between classes. During the final stretch of the school semester, you and Winter agreed to collaborate on a particularly challenging essay. It seemed like a straightforward arrangementโjust a couple of students pooling their knowledge to tackle an academic task.
After class, you headed to Winter's place to work on the assignment together. Seated on her bed, you both delved into the essay until you needed a bathroom break. Following Winter's directions, you made your way past the kitchen toward the bathroom. It was there that you spotted him โ a tall, oddly attractive man with greasy blue hair, popping prescription pills into his mouth like tictacs. Winter had never mentioned a boyfriend, though your conversations rarely strayed from homework. As you passed, his piercing stare followed, sending a chill down your spine.
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"You never mentioned you had a boyfriend," you had teased, slipping back onto her bed. Winter glanced up from her laptop, a puzzled expression briefly crossing her features before she reached a realization.
"What? Oh, you mean Kai? Ew! That freak with the ugly blue mop on his head is my brother," she replied with a mixture of amusement and revulsion.
โOh, my bad,โ you laughed sheepishly, feeling a blush creep up your neck. โNot to make things weirder, but your brotherโs kinda hot,โ you added with a half-hearted joke, attempting to lighten the awkward atmosphere as you turned back to your laptop, prepared to get back to your essay.
"Ew, no way," Winter wrinkled her nose in mock horror. "I would rather discuss this stupid essay than talk about Kai. Seriously, he's not someone you want to get to know," she insisted, the distaste evident in her voice as you both refocused on the task at hand.
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The hours slipped by as you worked diligently on your shared assignment, the rhythm of typing and occasional murmured discussions filling the room. What was supposed to be a brief study session stretched into the evening, with Winter slowly starting to nod off as darkness enveloped the world outside.
With a tired yawn, Winter suggested you stay the night to avoid driving while tired. You agreed, grateful for her offer and too drained from studying to consider driving home.
As you shut off your laptop, Winter had already drifted off to sleep beside you on her bed, her soft breaths a gentle melody in the quiet room. Deciding to make one final trip to the bathroom before calling it a night, you quietly slipped off her bed and padded down the hallway, the carpet soft beneath your feet. Just before reaching the bathroom door, you heard a low, guttural groan to your right. You paused for a moment in confusion. Another groan, more intense this time, reverberated through the hallway, beckoning you closer. Slowly, you tiptoed towards the source of the sound, your breath catching in your throat as you reached a cracked door. Without knowing why, you pushed it open ever so slightly, just enough to peer inside, curiosity getting the best of you. But curiosity killed the cat, and you should have known better.
There, sprawled out on his bed, was Winterโs brother, Kai, bathed in the soft glow of moonlight filtering through his bedroom window. His bright blue hair, tousled and unkempt, stuck to his forehead in sweaty strands. Beads of sweat trickled down his temples, tracing the contours of his face, his features contorted in a mixture of pleasure and concentration. He held his large cock in his hand with a grip so tight his knuckles were white. His swollen tip glistened with precum as his hand stroked quickly with practiced precision. Your heart raced in a similar rhythm. His eyes were squeezed shut in rapture, his lips parted as he let out a series of ragged moans that echoed through the room, the same ones that you had overheard moments ago.
You stood there, unable to peel your eyes away from the scene unfolding before you. Mentally, you knew you needed to turn away, to pretend youโd never seen it, but physically, you were paralyzed by the sheer shock of it all. He was such a sight to beholdโhis tousled blue hair clinging to his forehead, his chest rising and falling with each ragged breath, his hips rocking with desperation. You couldn't tear your gaze away as his hand moved with urgency.
โAgh- fuck,โ He hissed through gritted teeth as his toes curled involuntarily, his entire being consumed by the overwhelming need for release. His room was filled with the sound of his heavy breathing, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing off the walls. His balls bounced and slapped against his skin with each desperate stroke. Every muscle in his body tensed and flexed with anticipation. Kaiโs hips lifted off the bed desperately, his body moving in perfect harmony with the rhythm of his hand. His breath hitched in his throat, his lips parting in silent moans of pleasure. Kai was undeniably a work of art, and you were a sick admirer.
Then, those dark eyes snapped open, which bore into yours with an intensity that made your heart stop in pure panic. You recoiled as realization hit you like a brick, your mind racing with thoughts of escape. Had he seen you? Could he tell youโd been watching? With trembling hands, you hurried to the bathroom, locking the door behind you with a shaky click. The hallway was shrouded in darkness, offering a slim hope that maybe your spying had gone unnoticed.
As you leaned against the bathroom door, the weight of guilt settled heavily on your shoulders. You couldn't shake the feeling of shame, the knowledge that you had crossed a line you couldn't uncross. Surely, you hadn't just witnessed your classmate's brother jerking himself off. Surely, you hadnโt stood there and watched like some voyeuristic creep.
Fuckโฆ fuckโฆ fuck!
You sat on the toilet and took a deep breath, trying to calm the frantic pounding of your heart as you concocted an excuse to salvage the situation. Maybe you could blame it on being half-asleep? No, that excuse sounded feeble even in your own mind. Youโd have to face reality if Kai caught you, own up to your mistake, and hope for the best. After all, it wasnโt your fault he left the door cracked open, right? You were just an innocent bystander who happened to stumble upon an unexpected scene.
As you flushed the toilet and washed your trembling hands, you couldnโt shake the feeling of dread gnawing at your insides. Your heart raced, your palms already slick with sweat, as you finally mustered the courage to open the bathroom door. But as you took a hesitant step forward, you were met with an unexpected obstacleโa tall, imposing figure blocking your path.
Kai loomed over you, his blue hair soaked in sweat cascading around his face as he fixed you with a piercing gaze. Panic surged through you as you realized that he knew, that there was no hiding from the truth now. Your mind raced with a million thoughts, each more frantic than the last. What would you tell him? How could you explain your presence without sounding like a complete creep? You opened your mouth to speak, but no words came out, your mind a jumbled mess of excuses and apologies. You were well and truly fucked. Before you could utter a single word, Kaiโs voice cut through the silence,
โOh, sorry. Didnโt mean to scare you, just need to take a piss. I never got the chance to introduce myself to you, by the way. My nameโs Kai, Iโm Winters older brother,โ He stated with a friendly but somewhat sinister smile, reaching his hand out for you to shake. You stood there, dumbfounded, as his words registered in your mind. He hadn't noticed? He really hadn't noticed you peeking? Relief flooded through you, washing away the waves of panic that had threatened to drown you moments before. You hastily shook his outstretched hand, the warmth and stickiness of his grip a harsh reminder of his previous activities. You suppressed a shudder of disgust, not wanting to push your luck.
"N-nice to meet you," you stammered, your voice barely above a whisper as you struggled to regain your composure. You were terrible at saving face. "Sorry, I'll get out of your way." With a clumsy step to the side, you made room for Kai to pass, your cheeks burning with embarrassment as you avoided his gaze.
Kai didn't seem to notice your discomfort, stepping into the bathroom without a second thought. You let out a shaky breath, relief flooding through you as you turned to make your escape. But before you could take a single step, Kai's voice cut through the air, freezing you in place.
"Oh, and by the way," he called out, his tone smug and self-assured, "if you want to join me next time, just ask, doll." With a sly grin, he shut the bathroom door behind him.
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