I am no longer Me but a We

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kalarphx:

@xthimble holls.

*chinhands at* you called

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I miss you xoxox

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@xthimble holls.

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I live less than an hour from where that shooting occurred today, in Virginia. Just stunned rn.

[holmvs]

sense8 meme: the eight sensates

Kala Dandekar → “I was always afraid as a child. I couldn’t sleep if the light was off or if it was too quiet. I don’t like the quiet. I used to fall asleep in my father’s restaurant. I’ve always hated being alone.”

[andersongillian]

[omnipotentmoon]

Inbox me what Hogwarts house you think mun and muse belong in.

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doctorjoemd:

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kalarphx​ | ѕтαятєя cαƖƖ | αccєρтιηg

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xuntier:

      ❝ — you’ve come back. ❞

“I-- I try but I have a hard time staying away.”

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on the one hand, i rlly do otp kala and wolfgang. but there’s still a large part of me that wants her to be with rajan ?? like ok, i know she doesn’t love him and it’s real shitty to jump into a marriage with that kind of belief (idk what i’m saying here). but basically he’s the sensible partner for her and i think she knows it ?? like she knows she’s not in love with him. but it’s like a different thing for her, it’s safe and stable. he’s reliable. she could trust him to be at point a when he says so and point b when he also says so. he’s comforting in that sense. 

so i mean yeah i definitely like that whole romanticized aspect where wolfgang is dangerous and passionate and they genuinely complement one another in a yin yang light vs dark kind of way. but kala is responsible. and she’s also hella naive. but there’s an underlying part of her that knows better and knows what’s a safe option. is it settling? probably. but is it really? i don’t think so. 

idk i think she should be with him tbh. 

[adamosgood]

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adamosgood:

I am also a We. 

[wordsnquotes]

I’m still a bit of a romantic and an idealist and hopelessly naive.

Brit Marling (via winterblooded)

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xthimble​ liked for a starter !

She was married now. Such a simple word with a far greater complexity than Kala wanted to experience. But she made her choice. Made it even with a vision from her ever present demon. A test from Ganesha himself, surely. So, why did she feel like she was drowning?

Drowning in “-- oof. Oh ! I’m so sorry !” embarrassment. So great was her inner torment that she bumped straight into a lithe woman. “I didn’t mean to be so clumsy.” 

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officersensate:

                                     kalarphx liked for a starter

     “No, yeah, I chili peppers. There’s a little      restaurant a few blocks down from my place      that sells ‘em. I can handle heat, trust me.” Hubris was killer. Will thought a poblano had some spice to it? He was in for a treat then. What Will didn’t know was that the usual peppers he ate were nowhere close to being mild. The native ghost pepper (bhut jolokia)  of India was quite a different story. Biting down at the stem and completely consuming the pepper in a flash of arrogance would soon bite him in the ass… and throat, and everywhere else the  spice would travel.           Features blanked and his mouth open. Every           breath felt as though he were a fire spitting           gasoline can. Covering his open mouth, his fingers           shook slightly. Eating that pepper felt like he was           put in a heating oven and he had reached max heat.         “Oh my fucking GOD that’s hot.”

“Oh no, no !”

It was odd how someone else’s bad decision could make her feel JUST as bad. It was like she could feel how his taste buds were not nearly as experienced with the world of spice and flavor. How one moment she was consuming her hot and flavorful curry lunch and the next, she felt like her entire mouth was seared in pain.

A blink and she could see Will– could feel how his throat seemed to close up. She brushed away hot tears that leaked from her own eyes. Daredevil.

“What were you thinking ? !”

Dairy, he needed dairy. It would soothe his tongue and stop the capsaicin oil from clinging to every inch of his mouth and throat. If she took a sip of her lassi would he feel it?

[stevenrogered]

Happy Birthday, Sensates! (August 8th)

             I am not just a me. I’m also a we. 

[just-wanna-travel]

Mumbai, India

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wearealsoboats:

disgustingly cute domestic scenes to imagine your otp in:

getting slightly too drunk in the middle of the afternoon and slow dancing to dumb cheesy old music and kissing in a way that’s more laughter than actual kissing, mouths clumsy and hands gripping tight and sunlight slanting over them as they move lazily together 

curling up on the sofa together, feet tucked under thighs and arms around shoulders, watch the kind of crap tv that only airs at 3am because they don’t want to go to untangle themselves to go to bed

hectic mornings when they each need to be somewhere and they’re rushing around each other, ducking into bathrooms and bedrooms and kitchen cupboards, pausing to straighten tops and press kisses to cheeks

going through old photos together and collapsing into laughter every three pictures, and zooming in on ones where they’re pulling awful faces or ones that were taken at just the wrong moment

getting ready for nights out together, standing shoulder to shoulder as they brush their teeth or get their faces ready or style their hair, knocking elbows and hips as they try and hog more space

standing quietly together in the kitchen after long, exhausting days, leaning into each other for support, breathing in the smell of home, fingers carding through hair and stroking down spines, until they feel like they can relax and smile properly again

[panatmansam]