iGeek

who am i? are i me? who is you? could us we?

[kandake]

title me

hello world.

[kandake]

favorite pastimes include: riding in my jeep through country roads (cows and corn fields included) just before sunset. windows down.

kizzie

[kandake]

a man gave me his cologne to keep. i think that means we're best friends now. right?!

[kandake]

#OneDayIWill

It’s International Women’s Day. The Google Doodle today is pretty sweet.

#OneDayIWill...

Touch a pyramid

Open a queer gym (complete with dope bois club. i’ve already decided what the secret business card invitations will look like. it’ll be like “The Kingsman” movie minus the killing and danger lol)

Create a queer fitness competition (bikinis not required)

Open an andro clothing store

Jump from a plane

Change a life

Teach someone to code

Have a garden

...cause i’m a woman and that’s how we roll.

[kandake]

hello, how you doing. i just wanna get to know ya. you know, take you out, explore the world. be your base when we acroyoga.

:)

[kandake]

dream TOO big?

is it possible to have too many dreams? too many goals? I feel like my mind is so easily distracted by my next brilliant idea that I forget to follow through on the previous one. how do you overcome that? I can't just stop thinking! I have the mind of a CEO..but see, the way my life is set up...

[kandake]

30x30 poetry challenge

the past few prompts haven't motivated me to write. today's is: good decision. maybe that's the point of the prompts. to write about things you wouldn't normally write about. to look at things from a different perspective. i always used to say I only felt the intense desire to write when I was sad or angry. those are the emotions I have trouble processing so writing always seems to help. Ok, no matter what tomorrow's prompt is, I shall write my thoughta about it!

[kandake]

[ always sir but never ma'am ]

todays prompt: strange looks

strangers stare with their strange looks i must have grown immune or blind to them because they no longer penetrate my thoughts and linger in my head i hardly see them now. but if i do, all strange looks are returned with a bright smile that says "i don't care, this is me."

- koolgeex

[kandake]

This was in my draft folder from many moons ago. I still think this song goes hard and the i love to watch other people create. 

[kandake]

[ no-wait]

It’s Poetry Month! I’m doing the 30x30 Challenge (http://3030poetry.com/index.html).

Today’s prompt: impatience

[begin] sometimes we have a deep desire to do things "now", to know things "now", to want things "now". it provides a false sense of control but really it proves the opposite. being impatient with life adds nothing but stress. the real life changing moments come from waiting. wishing. dreaming. of things you can't have "now". because the taste of a fulfilled dream is...

[/end]

[kandake]

...while at work, in an email.

Me: awesome! I just sent you an IM.

Her: what's an IM? can you eat it??

lol

[kandake]

hello tumblr. :)

[kandake]

*blank stare*

Today's prompt is: constantly risking absurdity. *shrug* [ begin ] If there was an absurdity rating scale, and someone took tweezers and plucked each idea bug poking out of my brain meat, then piled them on top of each other, like little earth worms, i'd break the scale. Then my idea worms would turn on each other and form an army. Battle of the ....bulging brain? This here is the risk folks. The absurdity of precious particles particularly plucked promptly, packaged and priced cause berries are belligerent. What? Oh. Absurdity is the only constant in my life. I risk losing my mind daily. [ /end ]

[kandake]

SATURN'S RING.

Today's prompt is: anywhere out of the world.

[ begin ]

i fell into you. collided with, and tortured you. until i could no longer bear it so i took all the pieces of me, equally broken in the battle, and formed a ring around you a barrier of sorts so that you wouldn't have to experience that pain again.

[ /end ]

[kandake]

weird logic.

Today's prompt is: expect nothing.

[ begin ]

expectations are the assumption that you are owed something. expect nothing and life will unfold before your feet.

[ /end ]

[kandake]

oh, hi Sun.

Today's prompt is: walkers at dawn.

[ begin ]

keep moving until the earth is awake. sit down and high five the Sun. you're both amazing.

- kandake

[ /end ]

[kandake]

Victrola.

Today’s prompt is: extremely loud.

How can something so soft as a plucked string on a bass or trill on a flute, resonate so loudly within one person?

i feel in love with music and my whole world exploded. i couldnt ignore the music in my head anymore. What I thought was chaos, was only music being created as my mind wandered - leaving footprints in the shapes of triplets and quarter notes as I traveled across worlds. I don't speak much but if you were to put one of those old victrola speakers to my ear, you would know what extremely loud sounds like.