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i wish your mom had been a little stronger. i wish she’d stayed around a little longer. i wish your dad were good. i wish grown-ups understood. i wish we’d met before they c o n v i n c e d you LIFE was WAR. – [ i wish i had more TNT ]
❆ merry christmas + karchase ❆
despite what was depicted on television, not everyone loved the holiday season and all of its glory. karmina found herself among those people, even though she tried her hardest to put on the facade that it was her favorite time of year. and part of that was because she really did like the idea of chistmas; the songs, the hot chocolate, the movies, the pretty lights, the gingerbread houses, the tall decorated trees, the best ugly sweaters ever and honestly just the overall feel of the holiday. and there were days where she would sink into the spirit and really thrive in the magic of it all, but at the end of the day she ultimately hated it. hated it because of everyone she didn’t have to spend it with. hated it because year after year all she ever wanted since the day she could walk was a big family with an attentive mother and father to snuggle up in front of the fire and sing carols with her. but that wasn’t the life that she was meant to have. it wasn’t the life she had ever known, and it was one she had only seen in movies or in her friend’s families. which was why she felt particularly bitter not having a real family of her own to spend time with during Christmas -- it was really only ever just her and her father. every major holiday it was the two of them, not more than a couple of days sooner and not more than a couple of days after either, considering her father loved her to death but always stayed busy in his work. if karmina wasn’t so emotional towards the situation, she may see that one of the reasons she father stayed so busy was to distract himself from not only daily monotony but also the thought and fact that he’s living without the love of his life and his daughter is a constant reminder of that loss.
that sort of pain was the kind of thing that karmina really related to, even without having realized it. not only did she feel the worst she ever did during the month of December, but it only made it worse thinking about how chase must feel, too. like karmina, he didn’t really have a family to spend the holidays with either. sure, for the past handful of years he’s had the boys, but never did he ever have a true, blue family to spend what’s supposed to be the most wonderful time of the year with. in fact, the family that he was supposed to be spending his life with decided they didn’t want him. at least karmina had a father who chose to raise her and a mother who chose to keep her, and it was that guilt that only made her feel more heartbroken. which was exactly why she had spent the past couple of weeks ignoring his texts, and his calls, and the occasional knock on her door. because she couldn’t bear the thought of ever feeling like she had a reason to feel bad about herself when at the end of the day, she had a father who loved her and would do anything for her even if that was a torture sometimes. because no matter the fact that she didn’t have a mother anymore, and that being jealous of people who did was like secondhand nature, at least her mother intended on raising her for her entire life and her father carried that out. that was something that chase couldn’t say too, and it kind of killed her that he couldn’t. and it crushed her that she was moping around when she was in love with someone who had such a better reason to hate the way the world worked. how dare she feel sorry for herself when someone else had a much more rough circumstance?
the optimist in karmina didn’t dare try to trump the feeling she had, which was why she had driven all of the way over to the cemetery and sat in front of her mother’s tombstone with a bottle of wine in her lap. and although having rudely ignored her boyfriend for far too long, he had found her, he had to have remembered one of the few nights she brought up going to her grave around this time of year every year. it was one of those ‘double edged sword’ moments that he had shown up to just sit with her, not say a word, and hold her while she continued to sob. because even though having him in her life and by her side was unlike anything she had ever known and it was something that she so desperately needed, he was also the reason she was sobbing harder and harder as soon as she felt his arms wrap around her shoulders and the scent of his cologne. she not only felt bad for him, heartbroken because another year passed without her family, and far worse for feeling so badly for herself when she didn’t deserve to. to top it all off, she was a little drunk, so her emotions were all over the place even more so than usual that day. but she had chase, and he was the reason she was able to see the better in the whole situation instead of it being the other way around (as it usually was) -- karmina making chase see the light in things. he made sure she knew that it was okay, and that she had no reason to feel bad for, well, feeling bad. that the world did work in terrible and unfair ways, but it was okay to accept that instead of trying to lie to herself and be happy and optimistic all of the time. that she had every right to sit there and cry her eyes out without feeling bad for guilty for it.
and with all of that guilt came a lot of opportunity for redemption, and of course no amount of gifts or money spent could account for how sorry she was and how thankful she was to have him, she didn’t think chase would hate the idea of it. she had spent most of the day trying her hardest to wrap the guitar case to the best of her abilities, but honestly it was kind of a bitch due to all of the curves of the case. but inside of it was a 1973 Fender Mustang Bass, one that she thought to be absolutely beautiful. and taped to the outside of that roughly wrapped gift was a couple of bows as well as a hand written note reminding him of where she even got the idea in the first place for the gift. but no matter how many guitars she would get him over the years, nothing would compare to getting to spend time with him, since he had a month off before having to go off onto the road for another massive tour, she also got him another gift. one that was also handwritten, but this time stuffed inside of an envelope that read: you’ve heard of a blank check right? well consider this a blank plane ticket. she just wanted to get out of los angeles and the paparazzi that came with it and fly away some place the cameras and the fans weren’t expecting them to be. really, though, she would buy him any amount of tickets for whoever and wherever, just so he would be able to take some sort of vacation. she didn’t even need to go with him, if he didn’t want her to, she’d be more than happy to let him go off and enjoy the present all on his own.
it was the least that he deserved from her. it was least that she could do for him. he had done so much for her already: he made her feel safe in her own skin more than anyone else, made her smile even when she didn’t know she could, surprised her every single day with both the good and the bad, and more than anything had let her be the one to see him light up with such a beautiful smile and the most loving and considerate heart. their relationship was so dysfunctional. it didn’t ever made sense, literally ever, because they were such polar opposites. but they made it work, and no matter how many negative things their fans and the media and the reporters had to say about them, they made sure it worked out for the best. and even when karmina shed tears because of something chase said or had done, they could always works it out in the end. and even when chase got so furious with kamina because of something she had said or done, they still worked it out. she loved him with all of her heart, and she would keep trying to show that to him until he would believe it. even if that meant having to let him spend weeks away from her all thanks to a present she was more than happy to give him. minnie couldn’t wait to give it to him.
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December 18th: Photos of Karmina at the Good Shepard Shelter & the gifts she bought them, Los Angeles
Karmina Rossi - Christmas & Chill (Full EP)
1. Intro
2. Wit It This Christmas
3. December
4. Not Just On Christmas
5. True Love
6. Winter Things
Simple / Symbolic questions abt your OTP
which one of them always has colder hands: probably minnie, she gets pretty cold easily even in a hotter climate like LA.
which one of them is afraid of thunderstorms: i imagine it’s pretty tough to find something like that that would scare chase, so i’m gonna go with minnie. although she would probably deny that just so she doesn’t sound like a little baby, but she would totally cower at the loud crashes and booms of a thunderstorm.
which one of them gets along better with kids: i think most people would assume karmina would get along better with kids just because she’s a little more gentle, but i think it would actually be a toss up. the same way chase has a soft spot for karm, i’d imagine him having a soft spot for kids too. either way, karmina loves little kids and hates knowing that there are some who grew up subjected to the same tortures that she went through. she feels like she has an obligation to protect them.
which one of them stops to pet stranger’s dogs: definitely minnie. she absolutely adores puppies && wants to adopt one ASAP, so she’ll go up to anyone’s dog if they seem sweet and adorable.
which one of them gets overwhelmed by small acts of kindness: probably karm, more so because she can’t really contain herself even when chase sends her flowers even when they can’t be together -- sobs at that btw omg.
which one of them sleeps in later: hm, probably chase. i’d imagine he gets way less sleep than karmina does, so whenever he gets a chance to sleep in i’m sure he sleeps in way past karmina. besides, she likes to wake up no later than a couple of hours after the sun’s risen so she can eat breakfast before lunch or dinner rolls around.
which sides of the bed do they sleep on: chase sleeps on the left and minnie’s on the right.
do they grocery shop as a unit or do they split up: omg thinking about domestic karchase always gets me. okay, since karmina likes to do a lot of cooking && baking whenever she’s got the chance, she probably pops in && out of the grocery store very quickly, again, whenever she needs to/gets the chance to. but let’s say by some fateful event they’ve both got time off && they can spend that time together -- at home, not obligated to leave it for any press-related thing, they’ll probably go together. karmina hates going out in public alone because she always gets pestered with paparazzi who try to corner her to answer questions and she’ll normally let them bully her enough into answering a couple. but with chase he’ll probably let her hide behind him so they can actually get some grocery shopping done god dammit! i’d also imagine them bickering? exhibit a: “no, ace, i need shallots not onions,” “there’s a difference?” “yes, my love, there is. it’s okay, let me show y-- ” “how different can they really be!?” “very different, mitchell! come here!”
which one is better at mario kart: chase, definitely. he’s got way more practice playing with the guys && karmina’s never really owned a game console before so he could definitely beat her ass in mario kart.
which one of them lost their virginity first: well, technically and indelicately, karmina was. not that karmina associates the loss of her virginity to having been sexually assaulted, but it was a big reason why it took her nearly ten years to even look at a boy in a romantic light. so post that, chase probably lost his virginity before her. but past relationships aren’t something they’ve totally got around to talking about just yet.
which one of them only has a facebook out of obligation: lmfao, chase. out of the two of them? for sure. i feel like his publicist forced him into making one once the band really became known.
which one of them suggests compromise when they know they’re wrong: oh man, oh man, oh man. karmina’s stubborn af, but she will admit when she’s wrong, even if it’s going to take her some serious time, most of the time. if she’s angry, her stubbornness will prevail for hours; but if she’s sad/upset instead, she’s already accepted that she’s wrong && will suggest a compromise. chase can be pretty stubborn too though, but i feel like he would try to compromise above all else just because he wouldn’t like fighting with minnie? i think it would rlly depend on what the situation is.
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I dont want to just entertain, I want to make people feel something.
★ ( pushing each other to our limits ) ★
his jaw clenched with desire at her response. you’ve got me. that meant so much to him, more than he could ever even begin to express in words. sure, they were in an intimate position right now, but he knew that those words rolling off her tongue moved past just the bedroom. his heart overflowed with love and emotions for karmina. it was an unfamiliar feeling in the sense that he’d never let himself fall so deeply for someone before. love and all that came with it had always been off limits in chase’s mind, not just because of its implications but because the doom he knew was inevitable. most marriages these days ended in divorce. most relationships ended in heartache. the pessimist that he was kept him away from even trying to let himself be happy in the moment, but that pessimist became the tiniest speck of a creature when he was with karmina. she made him so unbelievably happy and the fact that she was his simply confused him even more because he didn’t deserve her. today was proof of that.
chase smirked as he saw her reaction to a simple graze of his fingertips against her skin before she swatted his hands away. knowing he could have such an effect on her was an incredible feeling and one he took serious pride in. his hands fell to his sides, itching to reach down and start to relieve himself because he couldn’t take it anymore, but he resisted. it would make the moment that she finally touched him that much sweeter. his eyes followed her closely as she moved down his body, watching with high anticipation as she positioned herself right where she needed to be between his legs. he pushed his knees out at her insistence to give her more room, swallowing thickly just knowing what was coming next. her mouth was so close to him, yet so far. his body screamed for her, his dick needed her. he pleaded her with his eyes, begging to show him some mercy. his chest shuddered as her hot breath lingered over his tip and she took him in her soft palm. “baby,” he groaned, his voice mixing desperation, frustration, and desire all in one. her hot breath was such a tease, one he could barely handle he was so turned on.
blood rushed through his body, his insides tingling already. karmina knew just what to do to drive him mad, keeping him begging her for more, but he couldn’t exactly blame her when he pulled the same tricks on her. but, it was fun to be on the other side of it. being on the receiving end was, as pleasurable as it still was, absolutely torturing. chase had tried to keep their eye contact as long as possible. after all, watching her go down on him and then taking his large length in her hands so teasingly was a huge turn on, but because of the hold she had over his body, creating involuntary reactions, he couldn’t keep the gaze no matter how hard he tried. his body twitched and his eyes shut as his mouth fell agape, a loud moan escaping against his will as he felt her wet tongue drag down his entire length. “fu-uck,” he moaned at the same volume, or louder. his breath hitched in his throat, changing the word to multiple syllables. he lifted his head and opened his eyes to look down at her as he heard her question.
that damn look on her face, those large innocent-looking eyes, with such deep pools of lust swimming behind them. he could take her up against a wall right now. he couldn’t get past how sexy she was and how sexual she could be. she definitely had him wrapped around her finger. “please,” he let out breathlessly, “fuck, baby. you can’t fucking do that to me.” chase reached down with one arm, snaking around to rest against the back of her head and guiding her lips back to his tip. his body shook as he felt the warmth of her mouth against him, her wet tongue making its presence known. “baby,” chase let out another groan as his hips bucked upwards towards her mouth. “fucking take me.”
that groan of his only made the smirk that was spread across her features widen, enjoying every little inflection that he offered her. all of which were completely in her own control as she continued to tease the boy, truly loving every single second of it. as much as he turned her on earlier, he was doing an even better job of it now as she got the chance to see just how happy she could make him, just how well she could torture the boy before she had no other option but to completely give into her desires to please him. not that she would find any reason to complain if he decided to, say, take her up against a wall right now either. karmina hadn’t ever met someone who could get her heart racing at just one touch against her thigh the same way her heart could pound at hearing an ‘i love you’, yet chase did that for her without even trying. without having to think twice. it was no wonder so much of her twitter mentions and instagram comments were flooded with fans of the boy either sending her threats because they were jealous of her or superlatively, still, wishing they were her. he was intoxicating without even noticing.
karmina couldn’t deny how proud she was to get such a reaction out of him all because of a little teasing lick. the smirk on her lips confirmed that, and stuck around as she heard how desperately he responded to her question. the fact that she had him begging her ‘please’ to keep going was enough to satisfy the brunette, and she couldn’t help the sweet giggle that fell from her lips before she very willingly returned to his tip, her tongue swirling around him before slipping his entire length into her mouth. as soon as she felt his hips begin to move, she knew that she had completely won and that he would be eating out of the palm of her hand if she wanted him to. but she didn’t, because this was going to be all about him and she wanted to take the time to show him how much she loved him. that she had forgiven him, even if it took a slap to the face and a lot of tears to get there. that she wanted to make his life better, both in that moment and when he was halfway around the world from her.
she started off slowly, taking him into her mouth more and more each time her head bobbed down against his length and back up again. it wasn’t nearly as teasing as she was being earlier, but still karmina didn’t want to give him what he wanted all at once either. besides, he deserved to savor every moment that her mouth was wrapped around his cock for nothing but his pleasure. her eyes were locked with his, well, for as long as he could keep his eyes open, for much of the time they were squeezed shut especially as she took him deeper into her mouth before meeting the back of her throat. and as much as she wanted to chalk up her taking it slow to just being because she wanted to make him feel as great as she could, that wasn’t the only reason. it would take her a little while before she was able to handle his entire length. just the look on his face once his tip finally reached the back of her throat was enough, and certainly proof that it had been way too long since she had been able to do this to him. ❝ mmm, baby, ❞ she hummed, a small hint of a smirk playing against her features.
slowly, her eyes fluttered shut as she continued to work at his length, quickening her pace as she wrapped her fingers around his shaft to match the movement of her mouth. she paid particular attention to his tip with her tongue each time before she pushed the rest of his considerable length down into her wet mouth, doing everything she could just to make him feel on top of the world. she even found herself humming soft moans against his cock involuntarily; just knowing how good she could make him feel was enough to turn her on. she had never wanted him more,and although she thought that couldn’t be possible, it was -- just to feel so close and connected and loved by him again. god, it really had been far too long, and the arousing thought of what was to come only encouraged her to go deeper and faster as she blew him.
★ ( pushing each other to our limits ) ★
karmina could probably feel his lips turn up into a smirk against her skin as her moans grew in volume. those sweet, sweet sounds of her moans rang through her bedroom and echoed in his ears as pure bliss, igniting his fingers to work harder and his teeth to nip a tiny bit harder at her skin. it was a good thing she lived alone because there was no way the sound was only staying within these four walls. chase had known for years now that he knew how to please a girl. he knew just what to do and figure out a girl’s kinks even as they slept together for the first time. and even if he didn’t try to figure out what a specific girl wanted, he was damn good enough to make them feel like they’d both just had the best fuck of their lives. while chase brought his experience and knowledge to bed with karmina, things were different than how he’d ever gotten intimate with any other girl before. her moans weren’t just confirmation that he was doing something right. her moans meant he was loving her right, that he was doing something to feel on top of the world, and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t proud of how loud he could make her go.
“good,” he murmured the one syllable against her neck as he tilted his head to reach an unexplored (yet tonight – he’d already kissed every inch of her body before) spot on the opposite side of her neck to leave yet another territorial mark. he shoved his hand deeper inside of her, working to get her moans even louder if possible and to help her reach her climax as his dick throbbed inside his jeans. it was begging to be released, both from the denim and with his charge, but they could take care of that later. chase’s focus was solely on the girl underneath him. as her nails dug into him even harder, his hips bucked against her body involuntarily. it was like he lost control of his entire being when he was around her, and especially when she scratched his back like that. he kept his hand inside of her as he felt her warmth spread down his fingers, smirking as he left gentle kisses against her collarbone as he felt her body shudder under him from reaching her peak. the first one of the night, if he had anything to do with it.
chase felt his insides churn as she took his fingers into her mouth, lifting his head to watch her suck them clean. he didn’t think he’d ever been so turned on before. he licked his lips as he watched her taste herself, five pops filling the room each time her lips reached his fingertips. before he could make any sexual comment about how she tasted though, he found himself on his back. he lifted his hand to lick off the remnants against the side of his hand from her cum dripping down his fingers. he didn’t have time to think or recharge, however, as she straddled him and he found himself staring up at the unexpected girl of his dreams. his eyes fluttered shut as he took a deep breath in and out when he felt her soft lips start to pepper his skin with kisses. “i love you too,” he whispered, meaning every word. he meant it more and more every single day, which was a type of love chase had never thought would be in his cards. “baby,” he groaned as he felt her lips continue to attach to different parts of his skin, slowly moving down. his head tilted back, giving her more space at the base of his neck, as he buried his clean hand in her hair, massaging her scalp softly, as they switched roles.
his hand fell to his side as she sat up and he tilted his head downwards so he could look at her, already knowing what was coming next as he felt her flirt with the hem of his jeans this time. his eyes begged her to get rid of them. they were creating too many problems, restricting things that shouldn’t be restricted. he felt immediate relief as his length shot out when she pulled both layers down, but it was still stiff and very much in need of a different kind of relief. chase had never kicked his jeans off faster as they reached his ankles. from the look on her face and the gleam in her eyes, he could feel it in his chest that he was in for quite the birthday gift. “you,” he said breathlessly, already anticipating her hot breath on his shaft. he swallowed hard, his mouth watering at the mere thought of watching her blow him again. it’d really been that long since they’d been together. “blow me. fuck me. anything. just… i need you,” he pleaded desperately, as he ran his hands up and down her outer thighs, eyes glued to hers.
it would still be a fabrication if karmina said she liked being in control, because when it came to the bedroom, she needed to. taking care of someone else was practically a favorite pastime of hers, and she certainly carried that with her in such intimacy. it also didn’t hurt her pride, either, considering it took her a long time to feel comfortable pleasing someone else. karmina and sex weren’t so lovingly introduced, as they should have been, and it took her years to even feel comfortable kissing a boy for the first time. it took years after that first kiss to willingly sleep with someone, and even still she struggled with her confidence in the bedroom. perhaps that was more so because in her previous relationships, she had never really been rewarded when she pleased them, so when she got such verbal confirmations of that pleasure from chase, it meant everything to her. she could literally feel the affect she had over him, and hearing him whisper those three favorite words to her meant a whole lot more.
as karm pulled the two last bits of clothing between them down to his ankles, she couldn’t help but find her eyes traveling up his toned legs at to his length, a deep lust swimming behind her eyes as she bit down onto her lower lip. and just as the question rolled off her tongue, her gaze traveling back up to meet his eyes, the subtle smirk against her features only grew wider at the sight of his reaction to her. you. what a weighted answer. because more than anything, at least in that moment, she knew he meant she wanted her just to give him that same relief he had just given her. but she had to assume that he didn’t just mean her body, but everything else about her too. they wanted each other not only physically but in every other way imaginable too -- which is why karmina found it so god damn easy to be intimate with chase; he was the first person to ever make her feel so turned on and so loved at the same time. which was likely why she was smirking even past the obvious color that rushed to her cheeks once he continued with his answer. ❝ you’ve got me. ❞ what a weighted response.
the brunette caught her lip between her teeth once more, fluttering her eyes closed as his hands ran against her thighs, causing faint goosebumps against her skin. just the mere touch of his finger tips and his unfaltering gaze was enough to get her going, which may have been a little embarrassing but she couldn’t help it, he had too strong of an affect over her. ❝ enough, ❞ she whispered, swatting both of his hands away from her body as she shook her head with a toying smile, opening her eyes once again to meet his attention again. she moved slightly further down the bed, placing her palms against his knees to push them apart so she could position herself between them, her knees digging into the sheets as she leaned down to prop herself up onto her elbows. all the while she kept her eyes locked onto his, taking his length into her hand as she slowly jerked him, although this time looking at him through her long lashes. her lips were so close to his length, and with each passing second she made sure to let out long, hot breaths against such a sensitive spot as she continued to work him in her hand.
of course part of the pleasure was the anticipation, much to karmina’s delight since she loved watching every little inflection that changed in chase’s expression whenever she teased him. he did the same to her, after all, so she was really only being fair when she dragged her tongue from the base of his cock up to the tip, taking him into her mouth only once before returning with her fingers. looking at him with an innocent smile yet lustful eyes, she whispered ❝ do you want me to keep doing that, baby? ❞ with a cocked brow before that smile turned into more of a smirk. she couldn’t really fathom him possibly telling her he didn’t want her to, but more than that, she wanted to keep going. to make him feel as good as he deserved to, to feel better than anyone else had ever made him feel. because karmina couldn’t be certain that she was the best he ever had, but she could guarantee that she loved and cared about him far more than anyone else, and that would at least make up for most of the difference. and after everything that they had been through that night, they both deserved to feel so loved and so pleased.