HONOR IN THE HUNT

FLESH & BONES WON'T LIE

[karnakas]

𝑹𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆. 30𝒔. 𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒅, 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅, 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆. 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑺𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅. 𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒎𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒇𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒂 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌.

[karnakas]

First blood part 2 is so funny the army is really like now Rambo we can trust you to be a good little boy and follow orders right 🥺

And Rambo is like [deadpan, lying] yeah

[karnakas]

they killed his new girlfriend and im actually so mad

[karnakas]

First blood part 2 is so funny the army is really like now Rambo we can trust you to be a good little boy and follow orders right 🥺

And Rambo is like [deadpan, lying] yeah

[karnakas]

damn i fear i have run out of cheesy kurt russell action dramas now thanks to having already watched some last week when i started my 80s action binge. why'd this man ever get into serious character movies smh who cares.

[karnakas]

im sorry i'm sorry for losing it again. im trying so hard to keep it together but this fucking job after last week just has me so fucking scared all the time that i don't even want to leave my house now. i was scared to even leave to drop that application off last night even though i mostly know everyone at the vape shop and logically knew nothing would happen i just still didn't want to leave my fucking house. i want to talk to hr but because the team on the retail side is already small and my side of it is even smaller with just the three people i'm even more terrified because if the hr lady wants to ask anyone else any questions they'll know it was because i was calling and i'm scared i will get fired before i find a new job and i only have 1100 in savings and 237$ in my checking right now after paying my bills and that's less than one month of expenses and it doesn't look like i can find a new job in a month and it doesn't look like i qualify for unemployment. leaving lowes was supposed to make things fucking better!!

[karnakas]

Not for the first time thank you all again for always being so nice and supportive of me with all this going on. I was not in a good place mentally to get thrown into the meat grinder with all this at this new job and it's done nothing but make stuff I was trying to heal from my mom get even worse, and now that I know my thyroid has been making my periods worse over time (I have been on this one for three weeks) it's all compounding in a way that's not good! I thought 2026 was going to be a better year and it's turned out to kind of being more of the same in a lot of ways and I appreciate the grace I'm always given.

[karnakas]

lester thinking we're gonna watch horror movies but i'm just about to make him watch like 4 or 5 kurt russell movies in a row

[karnakas]

update: it took four searches on the tv before he finally asked "are you just looking up kurt russell movies?"

[karnakas]

lester thinking we're gonna watch horror movies but i'm just about to make him watch like 4 or 5 kurt russell movies in a row

[karnakas]

you know what will save me. i know what will save me. hold on.

[karnakas]

KURT RUSSELL'S 1980-1999ISH FILMOGRAPHY SAVE ME-

[karnakas]

you know what will save me. i know what will save me. hold on.

[karnakas]

okay i got the walmart site to work and was able to apply for three jobs at the local walmart at once so thats four jobs i've done today + the other one was hiring for two locations so even if one doesn't work out they may be interested for a different location so we could maybe be nice to me and stretch it out and say five. can i go lay down now. i feel like a small dog outside in a thunderstorm.

[karnakas]

im sorry i'm sorry for losing it again. im trying so hard to keep it together but this fucking job after last week just has me so fucking scared all the time that i don't even want to leave my house now. i was scared to even leave to drop that application off last night even though i mostly know everyone at the vape shop and logically knew nothing would happen i just still didn't want to leave my fucking house. i want to talk to hr but because the team on the retail side is already small and my side of it is even smaller with just the three people i'm even more terrified because if the hr lady wants to ask anyone else any questions they'll know it was because i was calling and i'm scared i will get fired before i find a new job and i only have 1100 in savings and 237$ in my checking right now after paying my bills and that's less than one month of expenses and it doesn't look like i can find a new job in a month and it doesn't look like i qualify for unemployment. leaving lowes was supposed to make things fucking better!!

[karnakas]

just discovered these and the fact that i don't have 11$ to try them right now is making me so fucking mad i'm already having to spend 20$ on fucking bladder medication lmao

[karnakas]

God I just remembered the trans filmmaker I used to follow when I was on Twitter whose directorial debut was stuck in limbo because she ran out of money for final edits and shit. The art we're missing out on because indie filmmakers are still broke but again, Marky Marks never before seen feat-

[karnakas]

Markypoos lil 3 million dollar indie darling vs the indie horror movies I've watched where the budgets have been 2500 and boy can you tell

[karnakas]

Man I finally watched iron lung and I was finally gonna make a post I've had in my head regarding the way people have been dick riding Markiplier about it but I just a review on letterboxd from someone so CLEARLY biased against him that I'm like well now I'm joining the war against Markiplier on the side of Markiplier because you specifically are fucking stupid-

[karnakas]

My issue by the way is people acting like one of the biggest youtubers in the world making a movie is the same as like some indie filmmaker making a movie fresh out of school. I'm sorry but he still had plenty of money to start with leagues above what your average filmmaker on the indie scene does. It's not the same thing. It's great what he did, yes, and I thought the movie was good. I enjoyed it and I DO think he's gotten better at acting from when I watched the edge of sleep, which I also enjoyed, but like.

Terrifier 1 was made on like 35k vs iron lung having 3 million. Damien leone didn't get 3 million until TWO MOVIES LATER lol! It's not the same playing field y'all!!!

[karnakas]

Ranting to Lester about this and just realized literally! People are acting like Markiplier releasing this in theaters without a company backing him is some breakout thing when Damien Leone, again, has been doing this FOR TEN YEARS!

And people before HIM have managed to get theatrical releases without big name companies catering to them. It's not impossible, it's just hard and rare and is again, much easier when you are I cannot stress this enough, one of the biggest youtubers in the world, a massive micro celebrity in your own right and already incredibly wealthy to begin with.

This does NOT take away the fact that iron lung is a GOOD movie, a good piece of art and something that was clearly made with love! I WANT to see more movies and art made with love for the sake of making art! I'm glad he got to do this! I just wish his, like, average fan wasn't acting like they've never seen a movie before or don't have any knowledge of filmmaking and who I am kidding they probably don't.

[karnakas]

Anyway the letterboxd review said iron lung, among other things, had no story and no themes and I'm like hello for the love of god did we watch the same movie. DID YOU WATCH THE MOVIE AT ALL.

[karnakas]

Do you know the kind of art we could be seeing if every up and coming filmmaker had 3 mil to drop for their first projects?? Y'all are like omg mark turned his bathroom into a gpu farm to save money!

Okay. But like. The cost of gpus rn are still astronomical right now though you realize this yes. You realize you still need a significant amount of money to make your own gpu farm 😭