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@katanher
𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐋 / 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐍. private, highly selective, headcanon heavy & multiverse. heavily influenced by the deadpool corps comics & deadpool kills deadpool. 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽 𝙱𝚈 𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙹𝙰. she / her ( 26. ) british. established august 24th, 2024. have written lady since september 29th, 2022. read my rules! triggering content present & tagged.
𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳 / / spotify playlist / / development hub / / sideblog / / find ask prompts here.
i've moved wanda to my multi for the time being @asocialconduct. feel free to follow and interact there!
soundtrack, a muse playlist study ! list 5 songs that you associate with your muse .… ( bonus: include lyrics if you'd like. )
stela cole / rhapsody in pink.
bludnymph / the things i do for love.
raye / where is my husband!
king mala / i only smoke to feel bad.
bambie thug / tsunami.
spotify playlist.
tagged by: @soruteika.
i'll hopefully be around more in november
read rules before following. 𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐋 / 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐍. heavily influenced by the deadpool corps comics & deadpool kills deadpool. private, highly selective, headcanon heavy & multiverse. 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽 𝙱𝚈 𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙹𝙰. personals do not reblog. 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳.
@laesarus said: “ you just gotta decide early on on what type of cunt you wanna be. ” from sol / prompt.
wanda sits with her head in her hands. she's having a crisis. the statement sol says creates a much deeper and complex thought process than it realistically should. " just? " she sighs, shaking her head. " you make it sound so easy. " wanda has no idea what type of cunt she wants to be. there's two very different voices in her head that are unique to even her. frustration swells behind her ribs and she crosses her arms over her chest, closing herself off. " how do i do that? " do you just... decide? as simple as that. ( what if we don't want to be one type? ) [ you understand that we are you, right? ] duh! i totally understand that. she doesn't understand.
" what type of cunt are you? " perhaps sol, as an experiment, can lend wanda some wisdom given they share a similar background. across the floor, daisy the tortoise storms the living room and insistently rams the couch. subconsciously, wanda knows she's hungry and fetches her box of food to pour into the bowl in the corner. the tortoise proceeds over to the food and wanda considers what kind of a life daisy has. simple, no social demand, no territory to protect or dignity to defend. she huffs and says no to one specifically, " oh to be a tortoise. "
interaction call. please like if you want me to send asks, hop into your dms to plot, continue asks into threads etc. i'm really uncomfortable with absent (online but never interact) mutuals and hate a growing follower count of people who don't interact with me. i'm also uncomfortable approaching people who end up disinterested in plotting. by liking this, you are basically telling me you're a mutual and you are interested in interacting.
winding down for the night and will get to sending asks / reaching out to people tomorrow but, in the meantime, feel free to peruse my prompts and send some.
interaction call. please like if you want me to send asks, hop into your dms to plot, continue asks into threads etc. i'm really uncomfortable with absent (online but never interact) mutuals and hate a growing follower count of people who don't interact with me. i'm also uncomfortable approaching people who end up disinterested in plotting. by liking this, you are basically telling me you're a mutual and you are interested in interacting.
@glorykill said: “ you are a ray of sunshine, aren’t ya? ” from kyle / prompt.
wanda paces back and forth, her palms pressed to the sides of her head as she considers the possibilities. " what if they kidnap me? " she stresses. " what if they come after me because i betrayed them? " ( maybe we should take him back! ) [ a second betrayal? ] ( eh, we've done it before... ) nobody is betraying anyone, okay? we'll figure this out. [ is that what you're doing right now? ] you are a ray of sunshine, aren't ya? lady turns on her heel and storms towards kyle with brows furrowed behind her mask.
" listen, bucko. " finger is pointed to his chest. " i'm putting myself at risk, turning my back on these... GRE folks. get it? i'm in danger just by talking to you. " it's not like they can kill her, but from what she's hearing about regarding infecting people it sounds like she'd be the ideal candidate. one that cannot die or be killed. " and not even a thank you, by the way. i could'a handed you over to those assholes without blinking. but i didn't. and that's all you've gotta say? " she mimics his voice. " you are a ray of sunshine, aren't ya? " a scoff, she shakes her head. " unbelievable! "
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@katanher said: " why don't you join me for a drink? " / prompt.
eyes narrow behind veil. like a tiresome blister, wanda persists. he searches the bodyguard's corpse for a key card, checking his pockets. no luck. off to his right, his partner for this mission has settled beside the drinks cabinet and is gesturing to the various whiskeys they have on show. " 'ow many times 'ave you asked me now? " iglu sighs, continuing his search. " we don't 'ave time for drinks. this job needs completing. "
he knows wanda well enough — the two have worked together various times, and even have a history together in the military. brief as it was. and while she's troublesome, she's a solid shot. that, and she's the best in the business when it comes to distractions. when he fails to find the key card on the guard, he manoeuvres to a second body.
" 'elp me find this key and i will treat you to a drink later... " he offers. whether he means it or not is another matter, but if she needs a little incentive, he isn't against providing it. " oui? arrête d'être inutile... "
fingertips tap at the necks of the whiskey bottles curiously, listening to each clink. she is, however, offended at his insinuation — that she's asked a lot. " i asked once! " she hisses. " maybe twice. " a pause, another clink. " okay, so i've asked four times. maybe more. i just think we'd be good company outside of all the death and destruction, y' know? i find that's when you can really get to know someone. " [ stop talking. ] " we can talk about all kinds of things... " [ stop. talking. ] wanda watches as iglu searches the corpses at their feet. she says nothing. then, help me find this key and i will treat you to a drink later.
immediately, a finger reaches into one of her pouches and she retrieves the key card she'd found upon their arrival. she's had it for fucking ages. " ta-da! " ( what did he call us? ) [ useless. ] ( uhh rude! ) " oh, and b-t-w... je parle français, connard. " holds the key card close. " maybe i keep it, after that. maybe i make you fight me for it. "
* 𝐀 𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐍.
feel free to change pronouns / wording!
“ it’s up to you how it plays out. ”
“ in the end, it all lies with you. ”
“ last chance. ”
“ your decision is the final one. ”
“ this will not happen unless you clear it. ”
“ we know you’re a fucking grass. ”
“ you’re a fucking dead man! ”
“ thanks for the tea. ”
“ you stand like a hard-man, don’t ya? ”
“ this ain’t no fucking street fight no more, kid. ”
“ don’t you fucking move. ”
“ don’t you ever fucking bring it here. ”
“ do you fucking understand me? ”
“ just keep them away from the vitals. ”
“ you’ll have to be okay with your own company for a bit. ”
“ the mug you want will be off-guard. that’s the time to take him. ”
“ was it worth it? ”
“ you just gotta decide early on on what type of cunt you wanna be. ”
“ i ain’t a funny cunt. ”
“ i deserve to be here and by the sounds of it, so do you. ”
“ we’re not animals. ”
“ look out for me and i’ll look out for you. ”
“ you come at me with your aggression, you come at me with your bottle, you have to fuck me off, otherwise i’m gonna come on, and i’m gonna end you. ”
“ i will stab the shit out of you until you stop moving. ”
“ this is your doing. ”
“ i couldn’t care less how he feels about that. ”
“ i will lock you up for the fucking peace, do you hear me? ”
“ this is a way of life. i chose it, i live it and i accept it. ”
“ i’ll take his fucking throat out next time if he don’t drop it. ”
“ they can do whatever they fucking please. ”
“ an act so vile, but i did it, just like that. ”
“ it’s amazing how easy it was. ”
“ you don’t know how, you don’t wanna know how, you can’t take it to know how. ”
“ don’t tell me not to defend and survive in a place where my life can end in an instant. ”
“ don’t pretend to understand that. ”
“ you mix violence with violence, you watch for the outcome. i mean, what do you expect? ”
“ you take away a man’s civility and he adjusts to it. ”
“ you keep smiling at the monsters that you create, ‘cause eventually they’re gonna fucking chew you to the bone. ”
“ i’ll have every fucking one of ya. ”
“ it’ll make a man out of you. ”
“ different people, different reactions. ”
“ i’d like to know if i was meeting a monster. ”
“ is that how you see yourself? ”
“ that’s how most perceive me. ”
“ do you feel uneasy, knowing what i did? ”
“ how about i keep my feelings to myself? ”
“ being forgiven can release you of many burdens. ”
“ do what you have to, survive how you can. ”
“ leave this place be. ”
“ it don’t simmer a man, it only begins to boil. ”
“ don’t be sorry, it’s good to stretch. ”
“ lost my fucking mind since you’ve been gone, man. ”
“ i’m a fucking target! ”
“ do you wanna let me in? ”
“ how do you see this playing out? ”
“ i’m fucking warning ya, you chuck piss on me, i’m gonna knock your fucking spark out. ”
“ you gotta earn your muscle. ”
“ i am telling you as nicely as i’m willing to be. ”
“ i got no fear. ”
“ my fear factor is fucking zilch. ”
“ next time, i’m telling you now, you’re gonna fucking ask nicely. ”
“ this is the fucking nicest i’m gonna be. i’ll take your fucking head right off, do you understand me? ”
“ you leave a mark on me and i’ll have ya. ”
“ do you have a weapon on you? ”
“ reminds me of me. ”
“ i’m a violent man, i got ire in the blood. ”
“ the difference with me is i could go further. ”
“ i don’t feel nothing, i don’t feel shit. ”
“ i’ve tried to feel something, anything. ”
“ that was the first time that i’d seen anything lifeless. ”
“ i heard that skull crack, and the skin split from the bone. ”
“ that was the first time… the first time that i felt true rage. ”
“ i ain’t ever killed no one, i ain’t ever opened anybody up, i don’t know what to do or how that’s done. ”
“ you are not allowed to crack, smarten up. ”
“ i hope you can forget the suffering you’ve endured. ”
“ i gave up on hope a long time ago. ”
“ that’s the good thing about time, it passes. ”
“ it’s interesting that you think you’ll be leaving. ”
“ you are a ray of sunshine, aren’t ya? ”
“ you kiss too much arse you end up choking on shit. ”
“ i belong to no man, and no one. ”
“ you’re comfortable with hate, it’s how you function. ”
“ i’m my father’s son. ”
“ makes you jumpy and shit. ”
“ your family don’t wanna see you with your teeth knocked out. ”
“ game ain’t based on sympathy. ”
“ fuck do i have to lose? ”
“ i know i’m a dead man walking. ”
“ what’s this supposed to do, stir up emotions? ”
“ there’s no shame in feeling nervous and scared, it’s perfectly normal - human. ”
“ yeah, i’m scared. ”
“ you’re gonna have to be smarter than that. ”
“ i kill in dreams, i kill awake. makes no difference as they’ve become the same thing to me now. ”
“ you’re being fucking manipulated. ”
“ don’t start with the fucking mouth, not in here. ”
“ taking your mind off it might help. ”
“ there’s always a way. ”
“ i decided to do this on me own. ”
“ makes me realize how human you are, in a way. ”
“ you don’t owe me anything, you know. ”
“ somewhere inside this horrifically violent, angry person, is a man - who is capable of bringing in good into this world. ”
“ i’m sorry that your path has led you here to this place that feels so real to you. ”
“ i won’t be a victim. ”
“ i’m not a good man. ”
“ i don’t know how to be a good man. ”
“ i’m glad you realize your beauty, and your light. ”
“ all i can do is give you false hope. ”
sorry you went through that. lips curve upwards, unbeknownst to her, as he swipes another streak across the brick. " i'm not. " a necessary evil, and while some might call him overdramatic, his tragedy is his own and he holds it close to his heart. it'd made him who he is today, after all, and for that he is eternally grateful. even if lives had to be lost to get him there. " i use it, " he corrects, " there's a difference. " wanda's a tiresome but welcome presence. admittedly, between the blood, gore and dead bodies, he finds himself lonely from time to time. bastian had always been a social kid, despite his past suggesting otherwise. craving acceptance and affection all his life, he seeks company like a worm seeks soil.
" i can't tell you that... it'll ruin the surprise. " muse gives a chuckle at her following words. blood bath is correct, in the literal sense. she doesn't need to know how right she is. " all good things start off a little messy, " he shrugs, turning to face her. " don't you think? "
wanda nods. " i use my tragedy too. when i'm slicing and punching and... you get the idea. " ( and when we're demolishing a bag of chips. ) [ and when we're crying ourselves to sleep... ] that got dark fast. " ohhh, it's a surprise! " she notes, crossing her arms over her chest and leaning back to try and appreciate the mess from a different perspective. nope, still a mess. " do they? " she asks curiously, rocking on her heels.
" i wouldn't know, i don't usually... experience good things. " it sounds sad but it's true. wanda has to go out of her way for nice things, and even then she doesn't always get them. " but i'll take your word for it. i've seen your other works. think this one'll turn out like 'em? you're really talented. " ( now say something nice about us, muse... ) [ why would he do that? ] because it's nice to return compliments, duh!
she knows what she's talking about <333
anyways, my dni has been updated (the actual hub linked in my dni) to convey a more concise and structured callout re: the individuals stalking me. there's also a very helpful list of their primary supporters there that you can protect yourselves from, now you've seen the lengths they'll go to in order to harass me, including harassing and spreading lies about mutuals. some of these individuals have anonymously sent r*pe and assault threats. please don't underestimate the effects of stalking and harassment as "petty drama," i have now been dealing with this for 2 years by the end of october.
