I have to hide my thoughts here when I can. When you have to watch someone you love, love someone else, that is a pain worse than death. Yet here I am standing by because I can’t imagine him out of my life. There are days I don’t know what I’d do without him and I’m so thankful for him. I’m thankful for the memories but that’s all I seem to have anymore. I know I’ll never find someone like him again in a lifetime but I had a lifetime with him.
I have so many thoughts built up on the inside and I just want someone to talk to but I feel like such a damn nag.


















