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Capricorn - 28

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I feel like I make my ancestors proud when I become obsessed with another Irish actor or singer

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Hearing my next door neighbors having sex while I’m working from home was not on my bingo card 😬

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just take me out back and shoot me at this point

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Getting diagnosed with adhd at 27 was honestly life altering. So many of my habits suddenly had an explanation.

The downside is that only my brother recognizes my diagnosis and lets me speak about it with him. My mom and sister both don’t believe I have it, despite two different doctors diagnosing it and being medicated for it.

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To my dearest Moonbinie 💗

I hope you’re doing okay up there in the great big sky. The moon started shinning brighter when you joined it.

I think being barely two weeks older than you makes this harder. I felt connected to you because we were experiencing life at the same time and hitting life’s milestones together. I still struggle to watch or listen to things you were apart of, but I appreciate that there is still so much left of you in this world.

I hope you’re at peace and that you know how loved you are. I miss you endlessly.

I love you evermore🩷🌙

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Fourth year in a row of my mom telling me I’m mean but not explaining why I’m “mean.” This year was the closest though since my mom told me that I “care a lot about certain things, but I’m mean.”

Happy new year! 🫠

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My mom just called my weight “the elephant in the room”

Feeling great

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It hurts so much but yet doesn’t feel real

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My favorite star in the sky 🤍

I hope you rest well and know how truly loved you were.

I’ll miss you always

And finally, the moon meets the star

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Nothing tears your self esteem more than when the boy you’re talking to and flirting with for half the night asks your sister for their number instead of yours. Your sister who barely spoke to him, but she’s a size 6/8 and you’re a 16.

Don’t know if I was delusional or stupid to think he might’ve liked me

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I wonder if Vernon has ever watched Derry Girls because I feel like he’d really appreciate Orla

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Will the guilt of putting my sister in a psych ward ever disappear? I know she tried to kill herself multiple times in a day, and I couldn’t help her anymore, but the guilt is there.

I don’t know what to do anymore

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24 hours post-Seventeen concert:

still tired

throat hurts from screaming like a banshee

I don’t think my post-concert pizza was actually gluten free - upset tummy

did NOT want to work today

upset that the I can’t experience the concert for the first time again

depressed

rewatching ttt hyperrealism to feel joy

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Wonwoo was in the same parts of Georgetown and around the same time as me and I DIDNT SEE HIM. I’m NOT OKAY!!!!!!

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I blame watching Tokyo Drift at a young age for my taste in men

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Late night showers with the lights off and listening to cigarettes after sex is top tier

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I just sat in my car and drank a prebiotic “soda” listening to radiohead. I don’t know how to feel that this is what my life is