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Coffee date outfit 💜

I feel pretty~

I might give too many fucks. I been going through it, helping people, making others feel better, but I swear I'm okay.. I'm okay when I'm crying at night by myself, I'm okay when I haven't showered in a week, I swear I'm okay.. I'm okay when I'm silently screaming out for help, I'm okay when I'm pleading with my eyes because my mouth is silent. I promise I'm okay

#spotify #real life #soundcloud #feelingsfuckingsuck

Do you think I'm cute?? 🥺🥰

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Hehehehe Snapchat filters 💕

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My favorite filter, Gives off sad girl hour vibes. I love it, the last one is just sparkly.

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I'm so saddd

YUNGBLUD has a concert on the 26th and I can't get tickets 😔😭

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I didn't get to my point on the last post lmao

I'm proud of myself because I got my therapy scheduled and I made myself really good coffee. It's all pretty.

Sex all night coffee and Tumblr in the morning 🥵❤️

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My favorite rules are the Satanic Rules of Earth. I have to go to a Christian church and I hate churches but the bishop has to be the one to refer me to get stuff I need. So I'm drinking coffee (since I heard that's a rule, no drinking coffee) and posting satanic rules to remind myself I'm not one with "God" but I am one with multiple Gods.

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peeweemimi

Normalize combining baby and adult things in regression. Let me put coffee in my bottle like the twenty year old child I am

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— Nitya Prakash

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I absolutely love this quote. In my opinion it's talking about the person being afraid of being violent and now being too gentle. An example, myself as a teenager, I was violent and loud, very aggressive and confused and scared all the time which just made me more violent and aggressive, now as an adult I barely raise my voice, I'm terrified of becoming violent and mean again because that isn't who I am and being pushed to that level was absolute hell. My mum consistently acts like I was the only one with an issue but it takes more than one to fight unless you're fighting your inner demons and even then you're still fighting something. My mum had me on depression medication when I wasn't depressed, I wasn't (still am not because I have to get re-diagnosed) on ADHD medication, I was bullied, scared, angry, but it wasn't my fault, obviously I shouldn't have gotten violent and I take full blame for the violence, however the medication fucked with my head along with being a hormonal teenager who was in constant pain because of the constant anxiety.

#My inner child didn't deserve this pain she took.#she didn't need to learn resilience.#she needed a person to talk her feelings out properly to. someone who acted like they loved her #asked her why she didn't want to go to school #I feel so bad for that child. she went through so much.#she's so strong.

I got my husband and me a dragon each. Am so happy!

They look like they're fighting but really they're married and just bickering back and forth.