Darkness
I’ve been through a lot in my life. But one thing’s for sure, I stand strong. I live my life the way I want it to be. I am happy, or I thought so.
Few years back, I’ve met these people whom I thought were my friends. I gave them my trust only to find out that I was being used. I was used for cover up for all the lies to their parents. I was used as an assistant in the works that they do. I was used for my money in times of their need. I can’t blame them though. I gave them the reason to. I always allow them to do it on me. At first, they reciprocate whatever I give them. May it be financial, emotional, intellectual, what have you. But that only lasted for a while. Because they got used to taking from me and never giving back, even simple honesty. I never asked for too much. All I want is an honest person that I can trust and believe. Unfortunately, they all used honesty as their facade to earn my trust. Should I stop making real friends and just get more online friends? At least with them, there’s no expectation not boundaries.
