2014-2020 blog (6 yrs)

disregard everything I said on here, I was an uneducated kid and I'll do my best from now on

[kaylabow]

Hi and Goodbye

Hey guys it’s Kayla!! It’s been a year since I went offline and I did get the medical help I needed. I was mentally and physically unwell last year so I took that time to fix myself before going back on the blog.

There’s a lot of content on here that I wish to erase so I’m leaving this blog for a new one. I might deactivate this blog but if there’s enough asks from my followers, I will keep the posts for you guys.

Thank you guys for supporting me throughout the years!! I had a great time on here with you all and I hope to see you on my new blog :^)

@morkee​ <---------- NEW BLOG

[kaylabow]

I think I will take a break from social media all together since I am having self destructive tendencies and social media isnt helping, but rather hurting it. I want to get better and not depend on fandoms for my coping mechanisms since it wasnt healthy at all. I lost my interest in Hetalia, drawing, and overall history because I hurt myself too much

Thank you everyone for everything. I love all your posts, art, or anything really.

Hopefully one day I'll get back to this blog and have fun again. Whether it takes weeks, months, or years

- Kay ❤

[kaylabow]

Maybe I'll just change this username to have a clearer start and clean out parts of this blog that are so painful for me

[kaylabow]

Sometimes i think about starting a new blog. Of course i would keep this one existing for memories sake. And of course i love my mutuals, i would gladly follow them back if i make a new blog

But i have a lot of painful memories stored here that i cant seem to get rid of

[kaylabow]

I was abandoned again by someone i loved and now my depression became so bad my nervous system is shutting down and i cant eat anymore

This time its different from my past friendships. This was partly a reason why i havent been online lately. Im being admitted to the hospital so i hope things would work out. I just wanted to give yall an update and to vent a bit

[kurukurumaki-blog]

Hetalia World★Stars 2

I bought the new comic today I wanted to share some super cute & never before seen images! Like these full color cuties:

& this precious cinnamon roll of pure goodness

everyone’s favorite eyebrows (with his flying mint bunny)

italy dreaming~~

and last, these three cuties being studious

Sorry the quality isn’t too great (taken with my phone ^^;;) but I hope you enjoy anyway~

[kaylabow]

happy birthday!!

Thank u!!!!

[kaylabow]

Happy Birthday❤❤❤

😳 thank u for ur gift from earlier

[kaylabow]

Happy Birthday!!

Thank uuu ❤❤❤

[kaylabow]

“I don’t need anyone else...”

[kaylabow]

I forgot to mention my birthday is tomorrow oops

[itsmrleorio-deactivated20210107]

There's something so deeply evil about making fun of and blaming regular Chinese people for a virus all while they're the ones suffering through it, dying and losing family members and friends as if the victims created the virus on purpose with their own hands specifically to annoy you like if this had happened in germany or something everyone would be like #prayforgermany #iamparis like i hope you die

[futuremoji]

Your sixth most recent emoji is how your guardian angel feels about you

[futuremoji]

[kirschetalia]

this particular group of characters makes me lose my mind it's like hima went "what if i made a group comprised of bastards and bastards exclusively"

[combustible-lemons]

this comment had me laughing for like 5 mins straight ajfklsadfjkdsfj

[kaylabow]

“There can only be one Korea, after all.“

Mama Korea (Silla/Goryeo/Joseon) was intially an ambitious and bright woman that turned into a stubborn, closed-minded person. 

China supported her in her Silla days but then he felt guilty after she killed off her entire family line to survive

[kaylabow]

I feel bad for not posting anymore but so many factors contributed to this.

Most of my beloved mutuals dont post as much anymore, me getting thrown in discourse in the fandom, and dealing with school work has made me not post on tumblr anymore.

I dont know what to do anymore. I was prepared to make a comeback but I feel like my ideas arent liked anymore

[hws-ukraine]

I like your ideas!! 

[kaylabow]

;;;; thank u bro