a messy lan zhan from a bit ago
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a messy lan zhan from a bit ago
witch wwx and familiar lwj, inspired by a wonderful fic!!!! (link in the replies)
it's because you're always identifying with that damn character
I burned enough bridges to light my way home Through the darkest night
Eileen Myles, “Holes.” I Must Be Living Twice: New and Selected Poems 1975 - 2014
Seoul, South Korea
I remember one time I got INSANELY high off of edibles while playing Among Us, and it quickly became apparent to the other players online. I forget how honestly but literally anything "sus" I did was ignored by everyone because I was so fucking high. I tested this theory by standing in front of a body and the person that actually reported it didn't even mention me. The funniest part was when I was trying to do wires, I kept fucking up over and over again, so I was just standing in front of wires for actual minutes trying to figure it out. A small crowd of players gathered around me to watch and would get mad every time someone reported a body or emergency meeting because "she's never going to get her tasks done if you keep interrupting them." I don't think anyone cared about winning at that point, they just wanted to see the high crew mate succeed in her tasks.
"Come back to Gusu with me" or "Come back to a simpler time. Come back to endless days spent in the library pretending I don't find comfort in your laughter. Come back to breaking my rules and my walls and my indifference. Come back to safety and comfort and happiness. Come back to my home. Come back to me."
"Go away!" Or "I can't return to a world that doesn't want me anymore. I can't place onto you a burden you did not pick up. I can't ever be who I was before. I can't abandon the family I've become part of. I can't abandon my home. I can't come back to you."
Rejoice
Circles - Based On Ludovico Einaudi “Experience” by Ludovico Einaudi, Greta Svabo Bech Album: In a Time Lapse (The Remixes) http://ift.tt/2dKamjh
“Only fallen blossoms know the heart of those who roam.”
— Su Shi, from Selected Poems of Su Shi; Silk-washing Stream. Trans. Xu Yuanchong.
Seven-thirty on Sunday morning: a time when everything sounds soft and hollow.
The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, Haruki Murakami (via chanelbagsandcigarettedrags)
anne boyer “the harm will come: it never doesn’t” / julia armfield “to watch a horror movie is to know that something bad is going to happen. to have a body is really the same thing” / hilary mantel “we don’t have to invite pain in, it’s waiting for us: sooner rather than later” / marie howe “you know how we’ve been waiting for the big pain to come? I think it’s here. I think this is it. I think it’s been here all along” / gregory orr “I want to go back to the beginning. we all do. I think: hurt won’t be there. but I’m wrong” / toni morrison “the hurt was always there” / torrey peters “pain that had to be endured, withstood, pain that was the same as being alive, and so without end”
#that one line from sharp objects … #do you ever feel like bad things are going to happen and you can’t stop them? you can’t do anything you just have to wait?
#THE lake mungo quote #I feel like something bad is going to happen to me. I feel like something bad has happened. it hasn’t reached me yet but it’s on its way
jenny holzer : THERE IS A PERIOD WHEN IT IS CLEAR THAT YOU HAVE GONE WRONG BUT YOU CONTINUE. SOMETIMES THERE IS A LUXURIOUS AMOUNT OF TIME BEFORE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS.
FILMS IN 2022: little forest (2018) — dir. Im soon rye
I looked at my mother because I was a version of my mother. I looked away from my mother because I was a version of my mother. I was me, but I was also her—my mother, and I understood this all too well.
— Nora Lange, "Dog Star", pub. The Rupture (#120)
Good Grief (2023)