I just want to feel something again 🪐

[imsadperiod]

[bpdcrybaby213]

I associate approval with love. When I don't get approval for every little thing I do, I don't feel loved. And then I feel alone. And then I hate myself. And then the sadness takes over and I can't stand my existence. And it happens over and over again until one day it kills me.

[border-meme]

Rather be caught doin drugs than caught cryin lmao

[bunnieborderline]

[olivzn]

[consecuences]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“u okay?” no i just want to feel loved by someone without thinking they’re lying to me

[betweenmee]

[bpdcrybaby213]

[souljashawty-deactivated2025040]

I hate having bpd so fucking much. I hate how I feel the urge to push everyone that loves me away. I hate sitting on the bathroom floor rocking back and forth because I don’t know what to do. I hate being called dramatic because I’m unable to control how I react to everything around me. I hate that people will never understand what it’s truly like be inside my head.

[bpdcrybaby213]

The borderline urge to literally run away from your whole life. Just walk out the door and never come back, block everybody and start over.

[nemevex]

warning signs of a BPD episode

you start to feel atypically upset

you start to feel irrational anger or hatred

you start to feel as if your emotions are taking over your rational thinking but can't do much or anything to help it

you start to zone out of reality, can be both physically and mentally

you start to see your favourite person as malicious

you start to hyperfocus on your emotions or can't focus at all

you start to think nobody does and will ever understand you

you start to feel extremely restless and fidgety

you start to feel hopelessly pessimistic

you start to feel intense paranoia over abandonment

you start to feel urges to do impulsive, atypical things

you start to crave chaos in the moment

note that this may not be the same for everyone! this is just my own experience and a few others'.

[nagichi-boop]

Me: crying and feeling suicidal

Me, 10 mins later: I feel absolutely nothing.

[bpdluv]

i’m not even asking for happiness

just a little less sadness

[bpdsweetheart]

Is this anything lmao

[bpdcrybaby213]

It's that time again to isolate.

[bunnieborderline]