The reason I've been too afraid to start therapy is because I am afraid of unleashing all the hurt that's in my heart in fear that I won't be able to function. I'm afraid that opening up that box is going to take everything I have, but I still need to be able to work and take care of myself because I'm all I've got.
But now I feel my body and mind shutting down in a way I've never felt and I'm being forced to deal with that hurt at one of the worst times possible. This is day 9 of crying myself to sleep and I know I can't keep doing this. I'm so tired of being sad and angry.


















