Are you really over that person when you see something that makes you a little jealous? Are you really over that person when this little thing can just ruin your day? Maybe it’s true. Maybe I was in denial all along. Hoping to get over it, but one little thing just revealed my true feelings. The front that I’m trying to get over you is nothing but a damn joke. Idk how I feel about this, but this time I just feel so damn sad now. I was a fool then. I am a fool now. I fucking hate feeling like this. It sucks because I do deserve someone better than you, but I just can’t grasp the fact that you only see me as a friend now. I had my chance and I blew it. Maybe this is a sign I should move on. I need to just accept reality and not linger anymore. Its funny because its that one person whom you don’t have to talk to everyday, but once you see them again, it all comes back.
