kelzzz (17)

books, tea and depression

[kelzzzsleeping]

intro

so uhh, thought i would introduce myself. just because. name’s kel, added the three z’s and sleeping to the username because i like to sleep. a lot. it’s a pretty unfunny word game but i like those. i like the word pretty way too much. i usually go by she/her but i don’t think gender is real so any pronouns are fine. sexualily?? idk but people are pretty so that’s that. i’m pretty open about everything. i’m 17, a mINOR, so yeah, mind that. trying to get back into my old reading habits but it's sO HARD. i do read fanfiction tho. pretty into anime too. i suck at math. i have a cat, her name's charlotte. can’t think of anything else so i’m done. 

[ashstfu]

we're all just fools waiting for someone to hold our hand and give us an annotated book and a chocolate wrapped up in a love letter.

[kelzzzsleeping]

please

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vent but why is it so hard for my mom to understand commenting on my body is not okay!! whY does she get sad and angry about me having body image issues when everything i hear her say about her own body is "oo, i have to loose weight, ooo, i'm so fat, oo my legs are so big haha" and then EVERYONE tells me we have similar bodies oF FUVCJING COURSE I'M GONNA HAVE PROBLEMS WITH MY BODY IF YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR LIKE THAT MOM, EHAT IS NOT FUCKINH CLICKING????? why does she blame everything on my ex why does every time i eat late the first reaction always is "omg stop eating!! you shouldn't be eating so late!! you ate so much today" why. just. why.

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every once in a while i'll remember somenthing i did or find something i wrote in one of my diaries or sum and think,,,, how??? did i???? ever think???? i was straight????????

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besties i'm finally 17 and honestly??? i feel the same why is it such a big thing to age

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i kinda wanna say ily like it's nothing bc i truly love everything/everyone but also words mean nothing to me but at the same time i want people to hear me say ily to them and feel warm and fuzzy and loved and them knowing i say it bc i mean it, but i just feel empty and confused like 99% of the time

[kelzzzsleeping]

why do i hate half of my kins and wanna make out with the other half. what is wrong with me.

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SO, WHATEVER THESE ARE DUMP POST

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./づᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ♡

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ﾟ Pain is temporary, swag is forever

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𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣

☃︎ snowman

( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

(ง'̀-'́)ง

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(｡•́-ก̀｡) eyerub

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(っಥ_ಥ)っ

⭒  εϊз  εïз butterfly?

( ˘ ³˘(◡‿◡˶) kiss kiss

ᓚᘏᗢ lil kittie

..̯ heres a little sad face

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I also did some desktop wallpapers..and i hope you like it?? Like or reblog if you use it

[kelzzzsleeping]

so my computer is in for a makeover:)

[pesky33]

Do you like Doukyuusei?

If so, then here’s a PSA I needed and no one ever gave me.

There are TWO sequels, a spin-off and a film. I had no idea, and came across it by accident. So even though maybe everyone else in the world knows, I thought I’d tell you all.

Here are the links to Mangago, including the original story and a couple of other things starring these two. Reading all of them gives the full story, and it’s all just wonderful I’d recommend reading them in this order.

Doukyuusei

Sotsugyousei

Sora to Hara

Occupation to Beloved

Graduation Certificate (artbook)

Fanbook (this is by the same artist and is an extra story)

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oMG OMG OMFG

[doukyuusei-mp3]

hello!! i've wanted to get into doukyuusei for a long time after seeing the movie, but i was wondering how the rest of the timeline goes? i know sotsugyousei comes right after doukyuusei, but does OB come next or is it blanc? thank u so much!!!

Hi there! ^^ Thank you for this ask! Doukyuusei’s timeline is a little tricky, since a lot of important content is spread out over one-shot side comics (like them proposing among other things). I’ll do my best to list everything in order, though for personal reasons I’ll only include the content Sajou and Kusakabe make an appearance in. I hope it helps!

Doukyuusei (and the movie)

Another One (Chapter 1 set from Sajou’s POV)

The Night Before (After their first kiss)

A Few Centimetres (After the choir festival)

Preparation (Kusakabe does his “research)

“10 Years Later -Sajou & Kusakabe”

Sotsugyousei 1 & 2

Night Coffee (takes place at some point during sotsugyousei)

And Kyoto (The morning after their night in Kyoto)

Coffee Time

Sora to Hara (Specifically chapter 3.5)

O.B./Occupation to Beloved

First Love (technically could be set anywhere between after Coffee Time and During a Date)

Tokyo/Kyoto

Friends in Kyoto

Class Reunion

During a Date

Gold Ring & Silver Ring

Happy Ending 1 (the proposal)

Doukyuusei 2017 Daily Calendar short comics (the majority of these are not yet scanlated)

Blanc (ch 1-3, ch 4-9 (translation ongoing))

Blanc bonus booklet (Not yet released, set between ch 10 and 11 of blanc)

Spicy or not Spicy (OPERA subscription bonus comic, the one where sajou, kusakabe, miyamura and kinosaki are at a restaurant, not yet scanlated)

Doukyuusei 2021 Weekly Calendar

Futarigurashi/Living Together (Webcomic) (Completed?)

Futarigurashi/Living Together (Manga) (Ongoing)

“10 Years Later -Kusakabe & Tani-”

Extras

Sajou Rihito & Kusakabe Hikaru’s timelines*

10th Anniversary Q&A

“10 Years Later” love letters

Sajou and Kusakabe’s flowers

EDIT: I’m also adding a link to my clearing up mistranslations tag since you may come across some of them!

I hope this helps! ^^ Please let me know if any of the links are wrong/broken and if I missed anything!

*(Keep in mind there are a few mistranslations in this version of Sajou’s timeline (to clarify, Hii-chan is Sajou’s family nickname, not his cousin’s; and a girl confessed to him in elementary school and he rejected her, not the other way around) but is mostly solid. This person had their own translation with the correct wording but tumblr appears to have marked Sajou’s as sensitive content for some reason :T)

EDIT: I just realised that the download links to During a Date and Gold Ring/Silver Ring are broken. However if you search around you should be able to find them on certain manga reading sites or elsewhere (though I do prefer linking to the source, it’s not always going to be available.) I apologize ;-;

[kelzzzsleeping]

just to remind myself;)

[frogmeds]

DOUKYUUSEI

[kelzzzsleeping]

the bRAINROT PLSSSSSSS

[deactived-mittens-deactivated20]

list of movies you should watch:

1. doukyuusei

2. doukyuusei

3. doukyuusei

[kelzzzsleeping]

do i have adhd? future me pls remember this after i get tested (in like,,, 5 years or sum) so i know i'm not just making up stuff in my head for attention

[kelzzzsleeping]

random but i find it very weird when (in fanfiction) the authors change the gender of one person in the ship so it's a straight ship???? when it was mlm or wlw???? idk it's just sus. i don't care if u make one of the characters trans or gender fluid or whatever like that, but with the (half) genderbend it feels like writting a homo story and then saying, no homo tho

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KINNIE LIST

imma add into this everytime i kin someone to gain a bit of self perception(?

bakugou katsuki (bnha)

yuri plisetski (yoi)

kaido shun (saiki k)

saiki k (saiki k, duh)

oikawa tooru (haikyuu)

kageyama tobio (haikyuu)

reki kyan (sk8 the infinity)

[kelzzzsleeping]

started watching aot for the girl i like and now i cry everyday bc

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ﾟ。armin/eren

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. 2021 is not going well.