And so im in my 3rd year of high school. I really thought i wouldnt make it through because of all off the stress... I know you college folks out there probably think what you’re goin’ through is worse, and without a doubt I’ll be there. But enough of that, i had a group of 3 friends last year and coincidentally i was the one left out of the bunch, they were in another class and myself in mine’s
But the problem is. I feel way more empty now, I have the motivation to push through my classes and have high scores but I just feel separated.
You guys probably think this drama is ‘nonsense’ which without a doubt it is. But what’s really bothering me is what happened today. For my current location today is a Friday. And there was this one kid that most people didn’t like. Here’s why.
So I’ll describe this Anon as vague as possible. He is the type of student that tries to get close to everyone’s safe zone. The type of guy who tries to act like he knows you. Heck, statistically 78% of the people he knows dislikes him. I don’t know why he is feelin’ so high and mighty about it.
So today there was this lady at the edge of the school campus selling corn. Sketchy, i know. But it was corn, how could you not. Anyway every person who went there to buy some, He asked if they could spot him some. And they did not. Who would when he had more than enough in his hand. I called him out and he whispered in my ear.
“At least I succeed in life”
I REALLY did not get what he said
He is still in school he did not buy his house or a car nor a computer, And i had more money in my hand than his UwU. Anywho, that really pissed me off somehow, he did not even have evidence that he was succeeding in life because as much as I’m aware we are in the same grade with the same phone.(Material objects do not make a difference) but being born more fortunate and being a single child with a judge as a father apparently makes a difference. I wanted to go all Hamilton on him, “just you wait” but speaking also means i got triggered. And mind you i could smell the cheese in his breath (It smelled terrible... Horrible?) any who that was my Friday in a nutshell... Not much right? but then again it is my first week of school
And all the people out there. Just restrict yourself from time to time. It may not be the best feeling, but society is trash rn. And just to add to some people’s anxiety (I’m sorry for this) people judge before it happens and before they get to know you. just try to restrain yourselves from clinging to too much people. Others will think that you are an attention whore. Just like the Anon mentioned within this Post.
Hope you guys are having great days and more in the future
