KennethOndrew&Noah

My name is Hli Vang, age: 20 and blessed with three sons, Kenneth Yengchee [090311] Ondrew Mouachee [070713] & Noah Nouchee [050515] LOR. Graduate of North High School 2013 and sahm & full time worker at Phillips medical plastic.  I'm also married to a...

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Venting out!!!!!

Can I just say that I have put my whole life on hold while everyone in my husbands family go along running and having their fun with their lives?!?! I mean yes I know we're the youngest. Yes we are they're family so we have a responsibility to take care of them. But YOU ALL are also their family, not only us. WE both are also broke and is trying to strive for our dreams and support our little family, just like you all are. Can't you open your eyes and notice that too? Because really I don't see you all doing anything to help. We do all the medical/physical help and all you do is run your mouth saying this and that. I'm just so aggravated!!!!!!!!! Another thing is that you both make it seem like we aren't doing anything and always complaining either you'll do it or you don't know how to do it so you won't do it. Sighs. Can all of you make our life any harder and worse than it is already?! Sometimes I wish everything will just dissappear and go away so I can live my life the way I want to and not the way you ALL want us to. Fuck you, you, and you!!!!!!! There vented out as much as I can.

[kennethondrewandnoah]

New baby boy. Noah Nouchee Lor. 7# 12 ounces 20 inches Born on cinco de mayo day 5/5/15 Time: 2:32 pm Haven't been on here forever.

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Food and needs

When we need you guys to help us with urgent things you guys always say oh we don’t have any gas or money to come over . But when we have food like making some bonbass good food you have money and gas to come over? Man fuck you all. When they say blood is thicker than water sometimes it’s not true. Well my family is great at helping us when we are in need but my in laws. When they need us we’re always THERE. but when we need you guys you all have to always make up excuses. So annoying.

We made pho today and yesterday we asked my sils to come over to help us take us to Wal-Mart cause our car wasn’t working and everyone said either they have no gas or money. And right about now my sil is here when we make pho.. man I'm so annoyed and pissed off. This is why I rather live close to my family because there ALWAYS there for me and my family. But I'm staying here close to the in laws because of my husband, i mean I respect his decision of being close to his family but most of them are never there for us when we are in need . *sighs..

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Yesterday was Kenneth 2nd birthday . He's just growing too fast! Spongebob ice cream cake!

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Work out gone bad - Have to ACCOMPLISH it!

I've been slacking on my workout too much, so for sure this month coming up I will definitely do what I wanted to do. Lose my baby fat & get back to 120# ! Since everyone will be going to school and won't be drinking as much anymore, hopefully, I will be able to work out and have time for it, I promise myself. Bad thing: I won't have a workout partner, like my little sister, which I was to motivate her into getting back in shape, but I did a horrible job but just got her fatter with her staying in with me. HAHA! Anyways, it'll be fine, I'll just push myself, & hopefully Kong will work out with me too, but I doubt it - he's too sexist with working out with me, since I'm a girl. He rather work out with "boys", mainly his brothers. But whatever, that won't bring me down. Got to DO IT! 

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Love the outfit I got him. Momma boy<3

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Baby blues

I’m just in an emotional state right now. Feel like I can’t take it anymore. Just wanna die, but for the sake of my two sons I'm still here. Just for them.

[sirhellsing420]

A zombie-bitten father tries to save his infant daughter in this bittersweet short film

So you’ve been bitten by a zombie. So long, conscious brain activity, hello craving for human meat. But the protagonist of the short film Cargo has bigger problems than his impending demise: he has to find a way to save his infant daughter, even if he has to die first to do it.

Directed by Ben Howling and Yolanda Ramke, Cargo was a finalist in Tropfest Australia 2013. It’s also a rather clever take on zombie genre tropes, with a story that isn’t about the survival of self, but the survival of another.

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2nd time ive watched i and i still cried like a baby

[kennethondrewandnoah]

This made me cry. Just awe me.

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Annoyed and PO!

So I just got done eating earlier and was gonna wash dishes. Out of nowhere I hear Ondrew crying like crazy, he WAS sleeping on the couch, but while I was washing the dishes Kenneth got to him and pulled him down to the ground making him have a loud shriek of pain. My poor baby!!!

The other thing is that my mil was right there sitting next to them but talking on her stupid phone, and I can't believe she didn't fucking see what happened or even hear Ondrew cry... when I saw Ondrew on the ground the first thing I did was shout out to my mil that Ondrew fell on the ground and she like fucking waited for a minute to put her phone down and grab him. I should've just went and ran to him . I just can't believe it, this makes me not ever wanting my kids to stay with her now cause she doesn't even seem like she cares or either pay attention at all.. always on her phone!! After that happened I finished washing the dishes and went straight to Ondrew and took him to our room and told my husband all about it so hopefully he'll lecture my mil later about her just.putting her face into her phone...

Another thing, i can't wait til we move out and away from here cause nobody is ever willing to help, the only ones are probably his oldest brother and his family . Ugh! Cannot wait til our application for housing is approved!

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Hate

I hate:

that I love you, the way we argue, our differences, ways of coping with each other, that you always want your way, or you always complaining about doing things for me, etc... There's so much more to say, but I won't let it get all taken out from me.

  I feel like my heart is breaking apart, I really wish that you understand me, I really also wish that I understand you too... You mean everything to me, but I feel like we're just stuck here in one single spot.. I feel like our love is tearing apart, but we can always mend it right?! Hopefully! Maybe this is just the baby blues talking, but I really feel this way..

  I wish you just did what I said, for just this month, just everything... I'll just be satisfy.............. Without complications and complaining back to me that why I cant do it myself cause I have my own hands and feet... I'm suppose to rest, why can't you let your mom do it? It's not like just cause she has problems with her life doesn't mean that she doesn't have feet and hands too. I wish you ate your own words and notice it.

  That's all for my venting today.. Crying it out now.

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Ondrew Mouachee Lor <3 Born on July 7th, 2013 at 9:32 a.m.

Weighs: 8# 4oz. ; Height: 21 inches

Labor took about 9 hours, contractions were so intense!

First picture: My oldest son and his little brother <3 He loves him oh so dear much.

Second picture: The second he was bon :D

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Hate being a sahm

Just cause I’m a women and pregnant doesn’t mean I should do all the cleaning, especially when you tell me that your going to do it, pick up your pace and get your butt up and clean, it cannot take you two days to clean up a mess from Sunday night.. Ugh, this is why i literally hate in laws coming over and trashing the house, cause who’s going to clean it at the end? ME! My back hurts so much now… Hate it when nobody in this house ever cleans and let the pregnant lady do it… I’m suppose to rest not clean every single second of my life.. Can’t wait until this weekend when i get to my moms.. She just lets me rest and understands me.. The only place i feel home and peace sometimes… Sighs, idk what i would do if we live on our own.. I’d probably make some new rules, no parties unless willing to clean up after ya self! Or either husband clean it up forreals instead of slacking off all the time…. Can’t wait! Sighs , i hope this better not happen after i give birth, cause i remember when i just had Kenneth and i had to clean and sometimes cook for myself.. How sad. Gosh! What a life!

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Annoyed

I swear I'm so annoyed today, husband is being a crabby bitch and it seems like he has something up his ass . Mil, being what she always is, talking on the phone never listening and just plain ugly looks.. Kenneth just keeps whining too... I think this is just all stress and pregnancy hormones taking on affect of me.. UGH!

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Feel the pain I felt like

So this is the only place to vent out my feelings, due to family Facebook is out of line cause people take it too seriously.. But seriously am so annoyed of my mil dirty looks at me... Not my fault that whenever I cook and clean you never help me nor even eat my food when i make it.. So maybe now you may think I'm lazy and you can go talk shit behind my back about it just cause i didn't help you or ate your food.. Cause that's all you ever did before was lie to people about me never cooking for you or cleaning.. Like i said from my last time cooking, I'm not cooking anymore if you aren't going to eat it.. So I'm giving up trying to be your perfect daughter in law. Because i didn't take an oath to marry you or the family, I took an oath to marry my husband.. So quit giving me your ugly looks.. Ugh, can't wait until i move out and live on my own without having to worry about these kind of shit.

[kennethondrewandnoah]

Hmong sweet pork, made from my husband for mothers day:)

[kennethondrewandnoah]

32 weeks ::

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Beaver Creek Reserve

Going on a ALL-DAY field trip for my environmental class. Which means, hiking most of the time, give me luck for trying to keep up with everyone, since I am pregnant again! AHHHH! It's gonna be so tiring and i'm gonna be  so worn out by the end of the day!

WATER FLUIDS MUST DRINK*REMINDER!! LOL!