Kenny.

csa/cocsa survivor. vent blog. trigger warning. {20} DONT interact if you’re pro MAP, kink, or ddlg.

[opal-jam]

When i was a kid, my bad dreams often took the form of being chased and scared by monsters

Now that i am adult, the dreams havent gone away, but those monsters faces have revealed themselves and they look awfully familiar

[pathologising]

[ojibwa]

[twgross]

[ojibwa]

[ojibwa]

[ojibwa]

[owlfish]

1/5/22

[scars-pills-pain]

I feel so different and so distant…my body feels weak and sick all the time. I’ve lost myself. Everyday feels like a dream that I’m in but I’m not doing anything in. I don’t feel real anymore. I feel so numb and empty. I’m not sad I’m hollow.

[rabbittongues]

[y-are-you-still-here]

Having to mentally talk myself into and out of suicide every day is exhausting

[zarovich]

[darklittlehidingplace]

[cannibalrot-deactivated20240714]

20/09/20

//and it didnt even come true

[godfollowing-deactivated2023011]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[lemememeringue]

ngl I could do without experiencing the epic highs and lows of mental illness