jedi alone .

[  𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙾𝙱𝙸-𝚆𝙰𝙽 𝙺𝙴𝙽𝙾𝙱𝙸:  ] i have failed you.    i have failed.

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PLEASE send me character development questions.

I love to get insightful about my character and to ramble on them. Ask me about their habits, thoughts, relationships! Go as deep and complex as you like! And send as many as you like so loads.

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okay i have decided when i get home i am archiving this blog and making a new one that’s even more private

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hi i am once again thinking about obi-wan son of aphrodite

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some of this fandom really wants obi-wan to have suffered worse then anakin and i hate it so much

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i am thinking about the concept of obi-wan haunting vader it’s so funny to me

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nah i just found out about the time in legends where vader killed someone loyal to the empire because he thought the guy had had luke executed and that's literally so funny to me

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okay, so here are my thoughts on obi-wan's riordanverse/demigod au all in one post. (just as a little note, this is more of an in general verse, where obi-wan isn't really involved in the events happening in pjo/heroes of olympus. he just lives in the world where they are taking place. though, with plotting, i would insert him into the stories themselves.)

obi-wan's godly parent is aphrodite + because of that, he can charmspeak. my evidence? obi-wan's skills at negotiation come more from his charm and ability to flirt than they do from his intelligence. that's not to say that he is dumb, of course. i think he's very smart, but his negotiating skills heavily rely on his personality more than anything imo. i also think that, while not the most into fashion or particularly vain, obi-wan does put a lot of effort into looking presentable and wears his simple clothing well. also he hot.

obi-wan is one of the lucky greek demigods who was able to live into adulthood. i mean, it's just a straight up canon fact that that obi-wan is good at surviving, so obviously that carries over in this verse. like don't underestimate him for his parentage; he is a trained fighter, too. i do think he would still be a teacher in this verse tbh. and if he sometimes has to fight a monster trying to kill him on his lunch break? don't worry about it.

after the death of his father when obi-wan was young, he was raised by qui-gon + spent his summers at camp half-blood when he found out he was a demigod. idk i just like the idea of him being raised by qui-gon in most verses because it's always like so unconventional lol. in my head, qui-gon is also another demigod, but i'm flexible on that point. he found out he was a half-blood when he was like 12, and that's when he started going to camp half-blood

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listen i understand why people think obi-wan is the more serious one out of him and anakin, but that is simply untrue. there's room for being unserious in obi-wan's perfect jedi act

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hi i am here to obi-wanpost because i am thinking of him struggling so hard to adapt to suddenly being knighted and having a padawan

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it’s me again i just want to say that i once again thought about how important to me it is that obi-wan isn’t naturally powerful in the force but worked super hard to become one of the best jedi

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LUKE SKYWALKER and OBI-WAN KENOBI throughout the years. 

STAR WARS: REVENGE OF THE SITH (2005)

STAR WARS: OBI-WAN KENOBI (2022)

STAR WARS: A NEW HOPE (1977)

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Prayer Can Be Anything, Karen Elizabeth Sharpe

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@maegicks: obi-wan, what were you thinking ?! / p.

too much & too little, that's what he was thinking. it takes everything in obi-wan to prevent the tears gathering in the corners of his eyes from falling. he knew, even as he was rushing headfirst into taking down the smuggler they'd been after, that he should listen to qui-gon & wait for his signal. but obi-wan is seventeen & has a bad tendency to believe he knows better than his master, bolstered by qui-gon's constant disregard for what the council says.

in this, though, obi-wan has to admit, his master was right. in his stupidity, he almost got himself killed. (this isn't even the first time he's done that.) a voice, one he hears all too often, whispers in his mind: you will never be good enough. obi-wan believes it a little more every time he hears it.

sometimes, he is angry enough to argue, to try & defend himself, but now, all he feels is shame. looking pointedly at the ground, he murmurs, " i'm sorry, master. "

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↪     𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑫 ᶜᵘʳᶤᵒˢᶤᵗʸ .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted question prompts .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will  be  updated  frequently .  )

are you kidding me ?

[ name ] ,  what just happened ?

hey !  what’d you do that for ?

did you plan on ever telling me ?

do you want to tell me the truth ,  this time ?

you seriously think i could’ve done this ?

did you know about this ?

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?!

can we talk ?  alone ?

why are you doing all of this ?

it can’t be that bad ,  right ?

haven’t you heard the stories ?

who did this to you ?

what are you insinuating ?

what did you think was gonna happen ?!

you think i could do something like that ?

who do you think you are ?

why won’t you let me help you ?

do you have any evidence of that ?

can we put away our differences for a second ?

where have you been ? 

is that  …  blood ?

what’s your problem ?

are you real ?

where’s your sense of adventure ?

would you kill for me ?

you’re  [ name ] ,  aren’t you ?

why can’t you just let it go ?

do you want me to stay ?

what if we left  …  ran away ?

what else was i supposed to do ?

how did you get this scar ?

could you give me a hand with this ?

do you ever stop talking ?

you’ve never done this before ,  have you ?

where do you think you’re going ?

how many fingers am i holding up ?

what can i say to make it better ?

why can’t we all just get along ?

can i stay the night ?

what’s that supposed to mean ?

where did your common sense go ?

you seriously don’t believe me ?

what aren’t you telling me ?

do you have a minute ?

why are you lying ?

you’re gonna walk away from this ?

where am i supposed to go ?

can we stop and think about this rationally ?

how long has it been since you’ve slept ?

why can’t we be civil about this ?

what makes you so special ?

where is all of this coming from ?

how are we gonna get out of here ?

you’ll never leave me ,  right ?

were you in on this ?

care to join me for a bit ?

shows what you know ,  doesn’t it ?

do you want to get out of here ?

what were you expecting to happen ?

what are you working on ?

i can tell you’re upset ,  what happened ?

when can i see you again ?

where do we go from here ?

can you sit up for me ?

how long have you been awake ?

what are you getting out of this ?

can we put this behind us ?

where are you ?  nobody’s heard from you .

how can i make this go away ?

were you following me ?

where does it hurt ?  show me .

[ name ] ,  what the hell ?

hey  …  can i ask you something ?

you’re not gonna tell me where we’re going ?

really ?  you’re gonna do that right here ?

are you even listening to me ?

we can help each other ,  right ?

hey  …  did you hear that ?

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

how long have you known ?

what exactly are you asking me to do ?

how was i supposed to know that ?

are you new around here ?

can you stop and listen to me for a second ?

do you think there’s something wrong with me ?

what ,  you think i’m not qualified ?

why did you help me ?

can you just look at me ,  please ?

what can i do to convince you ?

where did we go wrong ?

oh my god ,  are you bleeding ?

why the long face ?

are you trying to get yourself killed ?

what do you make of this ?

how much do you wanna bet ?

you’re sure this will work ?

why are you so concerned about me ?

what are you trying to prove ?

did you ever care about me ?

are you drunk ?

isn’t this amazing ?

how long have you been standing there ?

what are you suggesting ?

why are you such a pessimist ?

did you know them ?

can we call it a day ?

where did you come from ?

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once again i am thinking about the conflict anakin and obi-wan would have in regards to the twins because of how differently they were raised in an au where they both leave the order (because if anakin left, obi-wan would follow okay)

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amaryllis + lavender !

amaryllis: what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in? how do they express that pride?

oh, anakin for sure. he has more confidence in anakin than he does in himself tbh. i do think this pride develops mostly over the course of the clone wars, particularly after anakin is knighted. obi-wan's always been proud of him, of course, but he was often too harsh with him when he was still his padawan. however, this is something obi-wan is aware of and has worked hard to improve on.

as for how he shows it, he honestly gushes about anakin to everyone except anakin himself. it's clear how proud obi-wan is of him to everyone but anakin.

lavender: how easy is it to gain your muse's trust? once their trust is broken, how might one go about mending it?

it's definitely easier for some and harder for others. he doesn't trust politicians in particular lol. he believes most of them are in it for the wrong reasons, though there are a few that he does trust (namely bail and padme.) i also think he's capable of trusting people too much, and i am of course specifically thinking about anakin. it wasn't always that way when anakin was his padawan, but by the events of rots, obi-wan has full faith in him. and i think that, in part, blinds him to what is going on and prevents him from seeing anakin slipping to the dark side until it is too late.

as for mending his trust once someone has broken it, if they genuinely show that they are sorry for whatever it is that they did + are seriously making an attempt to make things right, he will start to trust them again. it may take a long time depending on how bad the breach of trust was, but if someone had his trust before, they can eventually gain it back at least somewhat.

(yes this is me saying i think obi-wan would have forgiven vader had he come to him for help. i don't think he'd ever trust him as much as he trusted him before, but i think they would be able to get to a point where at least some of their issues could be resolved and obi-wan would finally believe that there is still some good left in vader.)

botanical headcanons / accepting.