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Girlhood on a spectrum
Mama, I don’t wanna die.
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.
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homelander vs butcher, season 5 finale of the boys: “you and i and kimiko and ryan too for some reason, mildly shocking gore and a little satisfaction, slightly damaged room.”
EDDIE “GONZO” GILMAN X FEMALE READER
+18 content ( oral and masturbation )
Description: You found a picture of Gonzo with Eve at school.
NARRATOR’S POV
You and Eddie were tidying up the room and chatting a lot. You were organizing the wardrobe while he arranged the shelf with the action figures of the characters he liked. You've always been organized, but the wardrobe still had a lot of junk and boxes, like books, notebooks, and old school assignments.
"Ugh, Eddie," you said. "This place is just dust, you should have gotten rid of these assignments by now."
Eddie laughed.
"Wow, honey, but all of this is part of my history at that school. If you knew me back then, you'd think I was even more amazing."
You rolled your eyes.
"Even so, this place is moldy," you said, rummaging through a box and finding the newspapers Gonzo used to make in his senior year, where he almost missed his chance to go to college.
You had found a photo, already worn, of him and Eve, an old crush of his that didn't amount to anything afterward. You only knew her from stories and knew he used to like her. The photo was taken at a party when he was working on the newspapers, and everyone there was supporting him. Eve was his partner, mainly because she helped him with that.
"Did you find anything else?" Eddie asked, his back turned, still tidying up.
"Yeah, actually, I did." You said uncomfortably, getting up.
Gonzo turned around and saw you with the photo. He frowned, not pretending not to understand, but as if he knew the photo existed. You weren't a toxic girlfriend; it was rare for you to feel jealous, and you had no reason to distrust him. But you were bothered that he had kept the photo.
"I didn't remember this photo anymore." He said, going over to you.
"Okay." You remember all the things you've ever posted, but you don't remember ever taking a picture with someone you liked.
"I'm sorry, love," Gonzo said sadly, trying to say something more.
You pursed your lips and sighed. You didn't usually freak out over jealousy like this, and you didn't know why you were so bothered. You just dropped the photo on the floor and started organizing things. Eddie sighed and saw that you didn't want to talk. He knew you and knew that when you were angry, it didn't bother you.
Twenty minutes passed and you had finished organizing your wardrobe. During that time, Gonzo occasionally stared at you, wanting to talk because he needed an explanation, but you were so quiet that he was afraid of making things worse.
"I'm going to take a shower."
You said that and stood up, adjusted your pants and went to the bathroom, locked the door and took off your shirt, lowered your pants, took off your underwear and got into the shower, turned on the water and stood under it. Gonzo, who was still in the room, put his hands in his pockets and went towards the door, leaned his head against it and gathered the courage to speak to you.
"Eddie, I know you're behind the door, please, let me shower in peace."
"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have kept that photo, but you don't need to ignore me," he said.
"I just can't understand why you still have that photo," you said, lathering your body with soap.
"It's just a photo, love. I don't have any desire for Eve, you don't need to be jealous of her."
You remained silent and continued showering. When you finished, you grabbed your towel and wrapped it around your body, opened the bathroom door and Gonzo was still there. You rolled your eyes and went into the bedroom.
— Look, it's okay if you don't want to talk to me right now, I just need you to listen to me now. — He said, following you. — Maybe I wasn't honest with you for keeping that photo after a few years, but I know why I kept it all these years, it brings back wonderful memories of my youth.
You were incredulous.
— And how am I supposed to feel about that, Eddie? You look at that photo and, I don't know, you feel young? — You looked at him, hands on your hips, still in a towel — How do you feel when you look at me?
— I feel like I won the lottery when I see you. — He said, and you smiled sarcastically. — With you I feel in love, I feel desire, we have a wonderful house and soon we will have children. — Gonzo looked at you. — That photo is just… My past. You are my present. You are my future. I'm sorry for hurting you… I wouldn't trade you for a billion Eves. I found love with you, not with her. We were just teenagers. And with you, I feel everything.
You were silent for a while, and Eddie moved even closer. He held your waist. You were still angry, but you let him touch you. Gonzo kissed your cheek, and you didn't react. To your surprise, he lowered his kisses to your cold neck. Eddie was crazy about you. He never felt sexual desire for Eve, but with you, he became a different person.
"That's not fair," you said, holding back.
"Do you want me to stop?" Gonzo asked.
"No," you denied, and he kissed your neck even more, lifted your head, and took off your towel.
Eddie carried you and you wrapped your legs around his waist, he sat on the bed still with you on his lap while strongly squeezing your breasts, Gonzo's nails were short, but you felt them so hard that the boy squeezed, moaned weakly and he smiled sideways. Eddie took off his shirt and threw it to some corner, you smiled and kissed his entire neck while listening to his gasps. Gonzo squeezed your ass and slapped right there, took off his pants along with his underwear quickly and made you roll there on top of the member, you moaned after feeling that Eddie's member was "wet" and hard.
- Roll like that. - He held your waist while you moved your hips on the boy's member, he looked down and bit his lip watching you rolling. - Wow, I even wanted you to sit on me, but I'm imagining you rolling like that on my face while I suck you until you have no more balance to stay on top of me.
- Do you want it?
- I want to, and you go. Come.
Gonzo took you off his lap and settled on the bed, calling you with his hands, you even walked with your knees on the bed and positioned yourself, he held your thighs and made you sit in his mouth, it looked like he was holding you there, you moaned loudly after feeling Eddie's tongue exploring you, your body went up a little and he pulled you again.
- You'll only cum when I want.
He said and started sucking you slowly, giving soft kisses, just to provoke you, he gasped from time to time and squeezed your thighs, you saw him putting a finger inside you and stayed there masturbating you, while eating you. You moaned and trembled, it seemed like you were going to fall from there with so much pleasure, he laughed a few times seeing your despair.
Eddie took out his finger and passed his tongue again, and this time it passed quickly, you were having a thing there because you didn't know when he went fast or when he went slow, he just did what he wanted.
- Honey, I can't stand it, so I'll cum faster... - You said between the moans.
- You can't stand it, will you? Yes, you can hold on. - Gonzo said and squeezed his thighs.
He sucked you harder and you bit your lips so as not to drown out the moans, again you felt your body rise because of the tension and he pulled you again to continue sucking you.
- Go, you can cum for me, I want to prove it to you. - He said while running his tongue on the lips of your intimacy. - Cum hot for me.
You smiled and he was faster with his tongue, he shook his head while devouring you, caressed your thighs until you couldn't stand it and reached the peak, he swallowed everything and smiled at you, exhausted, got off him and lay down on the bed. Eddie smiled at you and hugged you by the waist, kissing your cheek.
- Delicious. - Eddie said after giving you a kiss on the nose.
KEVIN KHATCHADOURIAN X FEMALE READER
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NARRATOR’S POV
You were in the backyard at Kevin's house with him, watching him practice archery. He was using the bow and arrow his father had given him for Christmas. Sometimes you felt a little scared watching Khatchadourian practice, because it seemed like he was going to shoot you at any moment. But it was all in your head.
Khatchadourian liked it when you watched him shooting the bows and found his expression of fear funny. He loved having fun on cloudy days, even though he practiced a lot on sunny days.
"That's enough. I'm tired," Kevin said, sighing and putting the bow down, but still holding an arrow.
"You were doing that fine." You stood up from the grass and cleaned your back pockets.
Kevin smiled at you without showing his teeth, but his smile was never friendly; it was always selfish and narcissistic.
"Always." He approached you. — I think it's going to rain now, let's go inside before you catch a cold or something, I saw you sneezing a few times.
— Yeah… Better that way. — you said, and Kevin, who was holding the arrow, ran the small feather from the arrow across your neck and down to your chest. You felt ticklish, but you also felt a shiver. You tried to hide it by laughing, but Khatchadourian knew very well how to make you shiver.
He picked up his things from the grass and they went inside the house together. They went upstairs to Kevin's room, he carefully threw his things on the floor and then went to you, giving you a long, wet kiss. Khatchadourian moved your hair aside and kissed your neck. He unbuttoned your pants even while you were standing and then squeezed your butt hard.
Kevin carried you and sat on the bed with you in his lap.
He took off his pants too and held your panties, wanting you to feel his erection. Your panties were already soaked, and you were mortified by it.
"It's okay, I like seeing you wet like this, I want to see you even wetter, grinding on my cock until I feel the coldness of your panties. Come on."
You were shocked by what he said, but you started grinding slowly on Khatchadourian. He was really hard and seemed thirsty for you. You looked down because you knew Kevin was staring at you, and you didn't know how to make eye contact.
Kevin sighed and closed his eyes, then turned your panties aside, inserting two fingers inside you, smiling hungrily.
He started with really fast movements. You moaned and held his hand so he wouldn't stop, even trying to push further inside you because of your excitement.
"Why don't you moan? Moan, love. It's me," Kevin said, encouraging you and running his free hand over your face.
You moaned and buried your head in his shoulder as he fingered you faster. You felt your whole body tremble and it seemed like you were going to come at any moment.
At that moment, you felt he still needed to go a little deeper, so you had the courage to say:
"I want you down here, I need you like this right now."
Kevin smiled and understood what you meant. He lifted you off his lap and took off your panties completely, laid you on the bed and spread your legs, starting to give you oral sex. You tried to watch him, but you could only see his hair and feel his tongue exploring you. He gasped and moved his head along with his tongue still inside you, just to drive you crazy. You let out a moan and Kevin sucked on every part of you. He kissed your thighs and your stomach, then went back to licking you again as if there were no tomorrow.
It didn't take long before you climaxed. He stood up and kissed you fiercely. You turned him over, making Khatchadourian lie down, kissed his neck, and then his collarbone.
"You're rich, you can buy one just like it later," you said, and Kevin didn't understand.
Then you simply started pulling the buttons off Kevin's dress shirt, removing the stitching on each button with your own mouth, and then tossed the buttons to the other side. Khatchadourian smiled mischievously at the scene, and you explored his abdomen, kissing it, until you reached his underwear.
You removed his underwear and took Kevin's member in your hand. You were still insecure because you didn't know how to do it, but you didn't care much.
Kevin felt your mouth on his member and closed his eyes, moaning. He had a deep and incredibly attractive moan. You ran your tongue over the head and then the entire length of his member. Khatchadourian bit his lip and stroked your hair while you did your work.
"Come here." Kevin held your chin in his hand and laughed at your messy hair. He fixed your hair, and you crawled over to him.
Khatchadourian put his hands on your waist and made you sit on his lap. He held his member and rubbed it against your entrance to tease you, then helped you sit down and held your waist firmly. He preferred to stay seated with his hands behind his back while he watched you begin to ride his cock slowly. He let out his first moan and held your waist with a hand.
- No, now you'll have to speed it up, sit on me hard.
You obeyed and held Kevin's shoulders while moving, the bed made noise, the two bodies were moving at the same time and the moans were synchronized, he saw that you were still wearing a bra and took off this useless piece, Khatchadourian massaged your breasts and then kissed both, you trembled but kept sitting fast.
- Cum. - He said looking at you while you moaned low.
You sat down more and Kevin approached your ear saying again:
- Cum, go. - He gave a wet kiss on your neck.
You sat down faster and it didn't take long to cum, Kevin's belly was completely glued to yours, from so much sweat. He held your cheek and kissed you, while caressing your arm with the other hand.
- I'll have to do this more often. - Kevin said. - Like, every day. - You widened your eyes and laughed along with him.
KEVIN KHATCHADOURIAN X FEMALE READER
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number of words: 998 words.
NARRATOR’S POV.
It was Saturday and Kevin had invited you over to his house. Every time you went over, Eva felt uncomfortable—actually, she was afraid of what he might do to you. But the thing is, you knew exactly what he was like because he told you everything he felt about himself, about his mother, everything. Your thing was friends with benefits—a real “hidden intentions” kind of situation.
You rang the doorbell, and Kevin’s mother answered. She froze for a few seconds but then gave a weak smile. Before she could step aside to let you in, Kevin was already at the door, looking at his mother the way he always did—with disdain.
Kevin pulled your arm to get you inside, not even giving you time to say so much as a hello to the woman. You went up the stairs together, and he stared at your thighs, smiling, then looked at you. You pushed Khatchadourian’s shoulder, and he laughed.
“You’ll have to hit harder next time,” he said, walking into his room and holding the door open. “You’re such an asshole.”
You walked into Kevin’s room and watched him lock the door. You sat on the bed, took off your shoes, and relaxed on his bed while scrolling through your phone. Surprisingly, Khatchadourian liked your attention—he didn’t use his phone when he was with you. He only had the messaging app, and you were the only one on it. Kevin sat on the bed and ran his hands over your soft legs, prompting you to put your phone down.
“You’re so fake, you know that?” you said, laughing. “Pretending to be affectionate isn’t gonna work.”
Khatchadourian kept stroking your legs, then lowered his head to kiss the inside of your thigh. He heard you sigh and continued, then started nibbling. Kevin liked to bite any part of your body, especially your thighs. He bit down hard, and you slapped the back of his head.
“Are you crazy? That hurts, damn it. If you want attention, just say so.”
You laughed, but he stayed serious. You sat up on the bed, putting your phone on the nightstand. Kevin smiled, satisfied, without showing his teeth, and took your hands to crack your knuckles.
“You’re lucky I even invite you over,” he said, holding your fingers and cracking your pinky. “Maybe you’re the lucky one,” you said, smugly, as he stared at your chest.
Kevin rolled his eyes and patted his lap, gesturing for you to sit. You found it funny how he’d call you over to be close to him but never hugged you or asked for kisses. That’s Kevin—he doesn’t ask for anything, he just takes. You teased him by calling him “cute,” even though you knew he hated it.
“You’re annoying,” he said while you were sitting on his lap.
You laughed and ran your hand through Kevin’s hair, brushing the strand away from his forehead. You leaned in and kissed him, and he kissed you back immediately. Khatchadourian gently slid his tongue against yours—he liked hot, wet kisses. He also liked biting your lower lip, so much that he often made your mouth bleed. To ease the pain, he’d kiss you softly and lick the blood away, and it drove you crazy because his insanity turned you on. You just wanted to be fucked hard until morning, if it were up to you.
“I can’t wait anymore… I need you now,” you said.
Khatchadourian smiled, showing his teeth, like, “It’s about time you asked for it.” He laid you down on the bed and closed the blinds, darkening the room. He started kissing your neck and held your waist, then stopped and looked at you, asking:
“Will your parents be mad if I leave a mark on your neck?”
“I can hide it,” you said, shrugging.
Kevin smiled and went back to kissing the skin of your neck, then started sucking on it. You gasped and ran your hands under Khatchadourian’s shirt, lifting it. He quickly took it off and returned, sucking harder, giving soft licks. When he finished, his mouth was red, and he was breathless. Kevin took off your shirt and smiled when he saw your bra—it was unlined lace, red. He loved when you wore that bra; he could feel your breasts since there was no padding. He slid the straps down your shoulders, tracing his fingers along your skin, then took the bra off completely and kissed your left breast, sucking on it while smiling at you.
You moaned, and Kevin kept enjoying your breasts. He took off your pants and then his own, grinding his member against your intimacy, which was already wet. You felt embarrassed, and Khatchadourian noticed.
“Relax, it’s not the first time I’ve seen you this wet for me.”
Kevin spoke and spread your legs, running his fingers over your panties, teasing to take them off—which made you even wetter. He removed them and positioned himself on the bed, putting his head between your legs. Khatchadourian started licking you, just to taste you more. He sighed and seemed hungry, holding your thigh firmly as he licked your folds with precision.
“You’re delicious. I’m gonna fuck you so good now, just to show you how tasty you are.”
He spoke and got up, held his member, and placed it at your entrance. He lay on top of you, holding your waist, and started thrusting fast. You took Kevin’s hand and put it over your mouth to keep from moaning loudly. Khatchadourian went deeper and faster, watching you close your eyes as you moaned against his hand.
Kevin didn’t moan loudly, but he did moan—and he moaned while looking at you. He was cunning and full of desire. He sometimes growled, too, and it turned you on so much you could be fucked like this all year long. Khatchadourian went even faster and gripped your face firmly.
“Come on, cum on my dick. I want to see you cum,” he said, and you nodded. “So fucking hot.” Kevin spanked you, and you smiled.
He thrust a few more times, and you came on his dick, trembling as Kevin laughed, pulling out and stroking your face. “Come here.”
And for the first time, he pulled you into his arms, both lying in bed. “Is this a hug?” you laughed.
“Shut up,” he rolled his eyes, and you laughed even more, kissing his cheek.
KEVIN KHATCHADOURIAN HEADCANONS IN RELATIONSHIP.
HOW HE MET YOU:
Kevin had been watching you for a while from his window as you passed by on the street; he was just waiting for the right time to talk to you.
Kevin found you interesting and quiet. He preferred quiet people because he knew they would never try to do anything absurd to him.
Kevin spoke to you for the first time when he was out shopping with his mother, a thing he was hating. He saw you in the produce section and asked if you were having trouble finding one that looked good. You laughed and let him find one that was good.
Kevin had already invited you to his house a few times to teach you archery. He liked to stand behind you, feeling your hair lightly touch his face.
Kevin would laugh when you lost a level on his video game, and most of the time, Eva would look a little startled because she wasn't used to seeing her son act that way.
He had invited you to his room many times, and if there was one thing he liked to do, it was things just to "strengthen your friendship," like talking with his hand on your thigh and stroking it too. Kevin knew you liked him anyway.
HOW YOUR RELATIONSHIP STARTED:
Kevin didn't ask you to be his girlfriend like most people do. He didn't give you a ring, nor flowers or chocolates—it's Kevin, and he hates any cheesy behavior. The way he asked you to be his girlfriend seemed more like a proposal to always have a connection with you.
You had already understood that he wasn't like the others, so you gave him space. Kevin felt more attracted to you because you understood him and weren't all over him asking for affection or hugs.
Kevin liked to mark you with his pen; it was his way of showing he liked you.
Kevin knew you were a virgin, so the first time you were together, he said they had to start quickly so you would get used to the pain soon, but that was just a pretext to see you moan in pain because it aroused him.
RARELY, he would put you on his lap, but without hugs. When he put you there, it was more because he liked to feel his member rubbing against you.
He didn't hold your hands; when he took your hand, it was to crack your knuckles because he liked the sound.
Regarding kisses, he seemed to like them, especially those where he bit your lip and felt the blood coming out.
You fell asleep faster than he did. He would watch you sleep, just put a blanket on you, and turn to the other side.
ELLIOT HELLMAN X FEMALE READER
+18 content ( penetration, masturbation )
number of words: 516 words.
part one: https://www.tumblr.com/khatchadouriangf/792995305177104384/narrators-pov
NARRATOR’S POV.
Elliot and you entered the house and were quick to go up the stairs so relatives and friends wouldn't see you. The guy entered the room with you and quickly locked the door, turned around, held your face, and kissed you fiercely. You felt his strong cigarette breath but didn't mind much. He held your waist and started leading you towards the bed.
Elliot sat on the bed and took off his hoodie. You took off your cardigan and your dress, leaving you in just your panties and bra. The guy looked you up and down, smiling, as he unbuttoned his pants. He grabbed you by the waist and sat you on his lap so you could feel his bulge. Elliot kissed you again and pulled down his boxers with you still on his lap.
— If it hurts, tell me. — He whispered, breathless against your mouth. — I'll go slow.
You nodded, and he held his member with one hand while helping you lower yourself onto him. You gasped as you felt him and gripped his shoulders, squeezing. Elliot then held your waist and guided you down, making you let out a moan mixed with pain since it was your first time. You buried your head in his neck while holding onto his back, scratching it. The guy made "shhh" sounds with his mouth, trying to calm you. He cupped your face with both hands and gave you soft kisses on the lips. You just needed to move, since the part of taking him in was already done.
You sighed and held his shoulders while Elliot held your waist tightly. You started moving on him slowly and still felt a bit of pain. A tear escaped your eye, and the guy helped you with the rhythm. You moaned softly and kept moving until you felt quite comfortable.
— Let me help you, love.
He spoke and went a little faster. You moaned a bit louder and felt the desire to move faster; the pain seemed to have turned into pleasure. He ran his tongue between your breasts and took off your bra with one hand. Elliot threw the bra on the floor and ran his tongue over one breast, drooling. Elliot moaned when you went faster and scratched the guy's back.
He spanked your butt and attacked your neck with his mouth, leaving a mark there. He bit your shoulder and spanked your butt mercilessly. You were already soaked, and Elliot felt even more turned on when he heard you moan and move faster. Elliot helped with the thrusts by squeezing your waist. He had an idea to run two of his fingers over your mouth and then down to your intimacy. You faltered in your rhythm when you felt his fingers there.
— Don't stop, ride me good. — Elliot said and grabbed your butt firmly, making you bounce on his cock while he moaned and let out some curses. He looked down to watch you riding him and smiled at the sight.
The guy couldn't hold on any longer and ended up cumming, letting out a final moan. You were breathless and laid your head on his shoulder. He then laid you down on the bed, kissing you and stroking your hair. Elliot's phone, which was on the nightstand, rang. He picked it up and frowned.
— It's your mom.
— Hm, I think she wants to talk to me. — You said, and he nodded, handing you the phone. You answered. — Hello?
While you were talking to your mom, Elliot moved closer and got behind you, running his hand over your thigh as you spoke to your mother. You felt a shiver at his touch and then felt his hands on your intimacy, touching you lightly. You gasped and tried to disguise it on the phone. He laughed softly and continued, moved your hair to the side, and gave wet kisses on your neck.
— Mom, I have to go now, they're calling me… — You said and then put your hand over your mouth, afraid you might moan. — Bye, love you too.
You put the phone down on the bed, and Elliot moved his fingers faster. He sometimes growled against your neck every time he heard your moans; they were coy, and that excited him even more. Elliot was fingering you faster now with three fingers. You held his wrist, but he continued.
— Cum for me, love. — He whispered in your ear as he went faster. — You're so good for me.
You got chills from his words and finally came on Elliot's fingers. You gave him a weak smile, and he held your face, kissing you calmly. They heard someone knock on the door—it was surely Elliot's younger brother. He made a sign for you to be quiet, and you nodded, laughing softly with him.
Hobbies are useful, but even they can't save you from intrusive thoughts.
I'm already 18 and a half, and only now have I started writing down my states, thoughts, and ideas on paper.
It doesn't really ease the loneliness, but at least there's somewhere to pour out this strange, mad chaos from my head.
Hey! I loved your Kevin Khatchadourian Relationship Headcannons, and I was wondering if you could write more, but in Kevin’s way of appreciation, and affection? Thanks!
THE WAY KEVIN GIVES YOU AFFECTION AND APPRECIATES YOU | HEADCANONS
Firstly, thank you for your request. I was not really online recently so i just saw this cute request. Please don't forget, your requests always makes me happy <3.
✓Female reader (i can edit and change it if you want.)
I already wrote he is a toxic, terrible boyfriend in my other post about Kevin. Which means he will not give you affection or appreciate you easily.
I think most of us have times that we just want a warm, soft cuddling session. If you would just go and hug him or tell him you want to cuddle, he would make fun of you.
If you really want it, you must beg him.
But, if he is the one who wants affection , which is kinda rare, he will pull you to himself and just hug you from behind.
Now, let's talk about his favorite ways of physical affection. I think he would love almost everything includes hair. He loves it when he puts his head to your legs and you play with his hair. He also loves to tease you with tousling your hair. But don't do the same thing to his hair (for your sake).
He loves the nights when he lays down with you on his bed. Slightly smelling your perfume and maybe playing with your hair. When you two sleep together he will not hug you. It will be more like arms or legs slightly touching each other. There is a little touch but definitely not too much.
Sadly, i can't say too much about other ways of affection or appreciation. He lives his emotions inside so he won't tell you that you did a nice job or you are a perfect girlfriend. Probably he will treat you better when you do something he appreciates.
When he really appreciates you he will let you do something you always wanted to do with him. He will not go to cinema with you (he finds it cringy) but you can make a movie night together.
You need to do a lot even for bare minimum if you are dating with Kevin Khatchadourian. He is a poison that is killing you but you are not able to quit it. So, just drink it until the end.
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Hobbies are useful, but even they can't save you from intrusive thoughts.
I'm already 18 and a half, and only now have I started writing down my states, thoughts, and ideas on paper.
It doesn't really ease the loneliness, but at least there's somewhere to pour out this strange, mad chaos from my head.
KEVIN KHATCHADOURIAN X FEMALE READER
number of words: 998 words.
part two: https://www.tumblr.com/khatchadouriangf/792766039874207744/london-england
+18 content ( penetration, fingering, fetish in putting your fingers in his mouth )
Description: You were in your first period of college, you decided to study literature in London at Darcy College, it was a different college from the others, of course, because everything in London is rustic, old, but still has a very beautiful and pleasant aesthetic.
LONDON, ENGLAND.
A few months had passed, and you were getting only good grades on tests and assignments. Kevin thought you were very intelligent and hardworking, determined too – he liked that, a lot of determination and focus. The others were smart too, but you had an otherworldly ambition, and it was overly visible.
You had forgotten to pick up a test. The professor had it, and incredibly, you had gotten an internship at a library near where the professor lived, so you made a point of getting the test from him directly, since you lived far away and didn't want to leave it for later.
Your internship lasted until 4:00 PM, your college classes were from 9:00 AM to 12:00 PM, and you had to be at your internship by 1:50, so it was a rush for you. You were wearing a long-sleeved black shirt with a V-neck, along with jeans that were loose on the legs and small, comfortable boots. You had texted Kevin that you were on your way, he replied confirming, and you put your phone back in your bag.
The house Kevin lived in looked like a rustic building, not too extravagant, just a normal house. You went up the small steps and rang the doorbell, but no one answered. You rang again and waited, you pursed your lips and ended up knocking on the door, and once again, there was no response. You had the idea to turn the doorknob and were surprised because it wasn't locked.
You took a step forward and looked around, searching for the professor.
– Professor? – You called out to him. – Sorry, I came into your house, but it was open and you didn't answer me.
You called out one more time and got no response, put your hands on your hips and sighed. You were standing in his living room; he had some photographs of his mother and a little blonde girl who seemed to be his sister. The TV wasn't a state-of-the-art model; it was somewhat old. You then heard footsteps that seemed to be Kevin's, looked ahead, and it was him coming down the stairs with your test. He was wearing something completely different from what he wears at college; at college he seems to have a formal style, but outside, no, he was wearing a basic black shirt that showed off his arms and black jeans.
– Sorry for the delay. – He was taking one last look at your test.
– It's okay. – You smiled. – Did you find any mistakes?
Kevin laughed to himself.
– Of course not. You're great. – He handed you the test.
You felt your cheek burn with the compliment; the boy sometimes made you shy with his conversations, and his looks at you made you feel very intimidated. You thought about the fact that you were feeling something for him, but you were afraid because you knew he was extremely professional and that everything he said was because he just thought you were a great student.
– Thank you. – You said. – I think I should get going…
– Already? I was going to make some coffee, thought you could join me. – He said with his hand in his pocket.
– It's just that I live far away, my bus is about to leave, and I don't have money for an Uber.
– It's fine, I'll pay for you. Seriously.
You gave a weak laugh and nodded your head as if to say "okay," he smiled without showing his teeth, and you went to the kitchen. You sat down on a chair and put your backpack on the table while watching him heat water on the stove. You didn't quite know what to say for fear of being inconvenient, so you just waited for Kevin to speak first.
– Black coffee or with milk? – He asked.
– Ah, I like it with milk, thank you.
He nodded and sat down in the chair, waiting for the coffee water to boil.
– So, ___________, how is your internship going?
– It's good, sometimes I have nothing to do because there isn't much work. I don't really like it because the hours pass slowly.
– Yes, I understand. – Khatchadourian nodded. – I've interned like that too, it was really boring to have nothing to do.
You laughed in agreement and saw that he had let out a laugh too. You were both silent for a few moments, but he brought up a topic again.
– You should be a teacher too, you have a way with words. When you presented your work, I saw that your presentation style is very similar to mine when I used to present.
– I don't think I can be a teacher, to be honest. I think you have to really love the profession. – You said, adjusting the sleeve of your shirt.
– I don't looove being a teacher that much, but it was good for me. I wanted to be a neurosurgeon once.
– It suits you, I can imagine you as both a teacher and a neurosurgeon.
Kevin smiled, thanking you, saw the stove, and got up to turn off the heat. He grabbed the pot and poured it into the coffee pitcher.
– I only have powdered milk, is that a problem?
– Not at all. – You said. – I think it might even be better.
Khatchadourian just nodded and got the powdered milk. He took a glass cup and poured the coffee, put in 3 spoons of powdered milk and stirred it, then handed it to you.
– Thank you. – You thanked him and started blowing on the coffee.
– You're welcome.
He poured his coffee into a glass cup; he liked black coffee, no sugar. He sat down in the chair again and took a sip, looking out the window. You took a sip of your coffee and found it delicious.
– It's really good. – You complimented. – Thank you.
– You don't have to thank me so much. You thank people too much; I think that's your only flaw.
You frowned, confused, wondering "what do you mean, only flaw?" but just smiled.
– I find you fascinating. – Kevin just dropped that, looking at you, while you just swallowed dryly. He put his coffee on the table and moved his chair closer to you. – You are attractive and ambitious. That fills me with pleasure.
You gasped at the words and looked at his mouth; it was so red and very kissable. Then you looked at his gaze, which was fixed on you. His expression was neutral; he seemed hungry but controlled. It was then that he pulled your face into a kiss that started slow and then turned fierce. Khatchadourian got up from the chair and carried you, still kissing you. He had one hand holding your cheek and the other holding your butt so you wouldn't fall from his lap.
Kevin carried you to the bedroom and threw you on the bed, taking off his own shirt while you took off yours. They threw them on the floor and he was on top of you, kissing you again. He held your waist and then squeezed your breasts over your navy blue bra.
– Do you want me? – He held your chin, waiting for your answer. You nodded your head and he ran his hand over your neck, holding it tightly while watching you gasp and try to say something.
Kevin smiled and then removed his hand from your neck to unbutton the clothing underneath both of you. You were left in your bra and panties, and he was only in black boxer briefs. He took off your panties and brutally opened your legs, got on top of you, and took off his briefs. Before entering you, he spat on his fingers and rubbed your intimacy to lubricate it. You moaned softly and he rubbed more slowly, just to tease you.
He then held his member and entered you, held your thighs and started thrusting. The thrusts were slow, and Kevin noticed that you wanted him to go faster.
– Go faster, please. – You asked, sweet as always; he loved that.
Khatchadourian then went faster and gave a hard slap on your thigh. He threw his head back and moaned; Kevin's moan was coy but also exuded dominance. He cursed a few times and you were almost dying of arousal right there. Kevin pulled out and turned you on your side, getting behind you and holding your leg up a bit to enter you more easily. He started thrusting and bit your shoulder.
– You like it like this, love? Hm? – He whispered in your ear and you just nodded your head while moaning.
Kevin moved fast, his arm veins were bulging and his face was already red with sweat. He turned you to face him but was still fucking you from the side. Khatchadourian wanted to see you cum right near his face, wanted to see every expression of yours.
– You are beautiful. – He said while panting.
The boy put two fingers to your mouth, wanting you to open up and suck on them for Kevin. You sucked on his fingers while he fucked you and moaned against them too. Khatchadourian was having the best view of his life; he had a crazy turn-on from seeing you like that. He thrust a few more times and came along with you.
Not quite satisfied, Kevin sat you on the bed with your legs open and he sat behind you. He held one of your hands and guided it to your intimacy.
– Touch yourself for me.
You felt a bit insecure because you didn't know how to do it, even though you had seen how it's done once, you had never tried.
– You've never done it, darling?
He asked and you shook your head. It was then that he took your hand and separated two of your fingers. He placed them slowly on your intimacy and you trembled a bit. He laughed softly but continued, holding your hand making back-and-forth movements until you felt comfortable. You then sped up on your own and he let go of your hand, just watching you and kissing your back. He brought one hand to your breasts, squeezing. You threw your head back onto his shoulder while moaning. Khatchadourian kissed your neck and you touched yourself a few more times until you reached the peak.
You sighed heavily and were tired. Kevin laughed and laid you down on the bed, stroking your face while watching you recover. He gave you a kiss on the forehead and stayed cuddled up with you.
ELLIOT HELLMAN X FEMALE READER
part one.
number of words: 702 words.
NARRATOR’S POV.
Elliot’s family was together, and as always there was some kind of commotion, especially between him and his mother who argued countless times. The boy had always been difficult because of the things that had happened in his life — a father who was unfaithful and abused his mother and children psychologically, verbally, and physically. The Hellman family was rather hard to live with, the annoying aunts and the uncles with a terrible sense of humor. But besides the family, there were the children of Elliot’s uncles’ friends, and one of them was you, who preferred staying in the backyard instead of socializing with his family.
Elliot was wearing an old black hoodie with a rip at the collar, a pair of jeans, and his messy hair. He was smoking a cigarette when he saw you sitting on the grass. Usually, he would blurt out something silly because of his Tourette’s, but this time he held it back.
— Hey. Why are you out here alone? — He exhaled smoke and licked his lips as usual. — It’s too dark out here.
You looked at him. — Oh, I don’t want to go inside. Your family is irritating. — You adjusted your knees.
— Just like that? But I agree. — He sat down on the grass near you, resting his hands around his knee. — Want to smoke with me? — He offered the pack.
— No, I’m good. — You shook your head. — I don’t smoke.
— Okay. Want something to eat? There’s ice cream in the fridge, if you want.
You shook your head again. Elliot watched you. You had a “proper” style, wearing a baby-blue spaghetti-strap dress covered in tiny flowers and a white cardigan. It wasn’t long, it stopped just under your chest, and even being “proper,” your cleavage still showed, along with a necklace with a light-green stone pendant. Elliot thought you were beautiful, attractive. His friends always brought “trashy” girls around who threw themselves at everyone, but Elliot didn’t like any of them, never felt attraction to them. He even wondered if he might be asexual for a while. But you? You were different. He liked your mascara-coated lashes, found your gaze alluring and piercing.
You felt the same about Elliot, thought he was attractive. You’d seen him a few times overdosing and wondered how he was still alive. He was handsome, with his defined lips and small eyes, his jawline out of this world, and his body slim. You two stayed in silence for a few seconds until he broke it.
— __________, can I ask you something?
— Sure. — You looked at him, waiting.
— Do you like me?
You frowned and laughed at the question, but he was serious.
— Yeah, I like you, you’re cool.
— No, not like that. I mean, really like me. Do you feel something for me? — Now he was staring straight into your eyes.
You swallowed hard and sighed, looking down and scratching your head.
— Yeah… I’ve felt some things for you, actually I still do. But I don’t know what to do about it. Why are you asking me this? Did someone tell you something or what?
— No. I asked because I feel things for you, and honestly, it’s hard to hide it. — He sighed. — I don’t want to hide it anymore. Every time I see you, my mind forces me to say some random crap just so I don’t admit what I really feel. I like you a lot, __________. Every time there’s this stupid family party, you’re here to keep me company. With you, I feel like I can forget everything — the family, my problems, the mess that I am… I want you, I want you so much, and that’s it.
You were shocked by what he said, because Elliot seemed so desperate his hands began to tremble. You held his hand, stroking it gently with your thumb.
— It’s okay. — You lifted your hand to his thin cheek, caressing it. He looked at you softly, then gave a faint smile. — Come here.
You pulled him in for a kiss that he returned instantly. He pulled you onto his lap, holding your waist tightly. Elliot gasped into the kiss and smiled during it. You felt his arousal against you and shifted slightly, sending shivers through him. He ended the kiss by biting your lower lip and giving you a soft, quick peck.