Cursed & Wasted.

: : 25 / PH / Sagittarius : :

[kheicee-ph]

Minsan nakakapagod din maging tao noh? 😧

[mynotsotmblrlife]

[thesecretletter]

I didn’t realize just how important good friends are until I noticed I had nobody to turn to. Some left because they couldn’t take my problems anymore. Others got mad because I wanted to talk instead of listening to their stories again. A few of them couldn’t pass up one unimportant plan for one important friend. Why didn’t they stay like I did for every time they buried me with numerous rants and negative bullshit? Why is it that whenever I wanted to talk about my life, things suddenly didn’t matter? Why couldn’t they skip one dinner plan for a friend who was desperate for a little help? It didn’t matter how well I treated and cherished them because they never cared the same way I did. Today I learned that when it comes to friends quality matters so much fuckin more than quantity.

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[kheicee-ph]

2017.

Was hoping this was finally gonna be my year. As usual it wasn't: few days before my college graduation, I got called to our dean's office and she scolded me so badly for an honest mistake. I really thought that time I wasn't gonna graduate. Then I broke up from a 4 year relationship, and then recently failed my licensure board exam.

Now that 2018 is coming, I honestly don't give a shit anymore. I'm hopeless and I give up. Come what may. But sometimes I really wanna ask God and ask him why do these things keep happening to me? Like am I really that bad of a person? Don't I deserve to be happy too even just for awhile?

[lifemaniac91]

[pixel8or]

[autumn-fireside]

Scott Kranz

[kheicee-ph]

Cheating : (just wanted to share my thoughts on this)

If there was one thing I could never do to my partner, that would be cheating. I could never have the heart to do that. If you're not happy or contented with the person, then just simply break up with him/her. I don't get how and I don't know why other people can just cheat on their partner for fun like its a normal thing to do or as if its nothing. The fact that you can be with somebody else is already enough proof that you don't love the person anymore, so why bother staying? Nothing hurts more than being left for someone else while still in the relationship and knowing you weren't enough for the person you love.

[asking-the-death]

[kheicee-ph]

All my close friends are getting married, working and some have children already. And then there's ME: at 25, just failed my board exam, single and with no job - just being a waste in space like I always am. Sometimes I ask myself why do I still even exist? 😂

[meeseeks-and-destroyed]

[lonely--nobody]

[sadness--agony]

[kheicee-ph]

how I tell stories

me: and then she was like

me: and im like

me: but then shes like

me: then theyre like

me: so i was like

me: yeah like

me: i know like

me: ye

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

[kheicee-ph]

When you've pushed the people that meant the world to you away, when they tried to be there during your lowest point - that's when you realized how lonely you are without them and how much you actually needed them now that they're gone. And it's too late.

[hplyrikz]

[hplyrikz]

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