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i saw an image that was very Yusuke Kitagawa
Abbot (as we already know) is a HUGE flirt. Dude flirts with everyone. Literally anyone, anywhere, it does not matter, he will flirt with them.
Which of course makes Whitaker's secret little crush on him even more humiliating, watching him flirt with literally everyone… well, everyone except Dennis.
No, he barely even bothers acknowledging Dennis, at most says his name in passing to direct him to a case. He can barely even look Dennis in the eyes, and when Dennis does catch Jack looking at him, it’s to find the attending glaring at him from across the hub.
And Dennis is half convinced Jack hates him with how he clams up whenever they end up in the same orbit as each other. The man barely manages to string together more than two words to make jilted small talk.
So yeah, Dennis wonders if it’s a one sided rivalry over Robby warming up to Dennis so fast. If Jack feels like Dennis is somehow getting in the way of their friendship.
And he hates it, because he just… doesn’t understand what he did to make Jack dislike him so much. Jack gets along so easily with everyone else, fuck he flirts with anyone with a pulse.
Of course what Whitaker doesn’t know is that Abbot has a MASSIVE fucking crush on him, and he literally cannot make his brain work around the boy. Like Jack’s brain just goes on an endless loop babbling about how pretty and talented Dennis is whenever he gets within five feet of the suntanned farm boy.
“Um- one of my uncles drank himself to death. Barely recognised him at the end. At least Louie always seemed happy.”
Sometimes, Dennis thought, there was a kindness in lying to people. And really, in the most fundamental way, he wasn’t strictly lying. Uncle Tommy (not to be confused with his brother Tom, who was a bastard of the highest proportions) had drunk himself to death, unable to cope with what, in hindsight, Dennis assumed was crippling, untreated depression, likely undiagnosed BPD, and a catastrophic, seething self-hatred for being a homosexual. And to say the man was unrecognisable was also true, if one took the word literally. Unfortunately for Dennis’s fifteen-year-old self, a 12-gauge shotgun under the chin left most people looking unrecognisable. It also left the majority of their skull and brain matter spread across the walls of the room they were in.
robby, who thinks dennis is this naive, eager little thing who would wait on him hand and foot. in a way he is completely correct, dennis absolutely would.
he uses this to his advantage and reels dennis in promptly, only taking a few months of lingering touches and whispering praises to get him locked in.
they have their little routine. they leave work at separate times, dennis walks to the bus stop, robby picks him up, they go back to robby’s place and fuck each other a million ways into the night.
it’s really fucking good sex, but robby notices dennis starts to get a little… clingy. nothing too crazy, but he starts staying even longer after their rendezvous and hovers around robby a little more at work. it becomes too much for robby and he breaks it off justttt after seven weeks of their involvement.
he tells dennis it’s just too risky, there is just too much on the line for them to continue it. dennis is confused and upset and he tries to be an adult about it but, fuck, it came out of nowhere and it felt just a bit humiliating.
dennis tried to be an adult about it at work but he couldn’t help the way his face turned red in anger when he was near robby or the short, one worded answers he gave him when he was asked a question. even when robby cornered him in the break room trying to make sure they were cool, dennis told him to fuck off and leave him alone and stormed out into the hub.
this went on for a week or so. it wasn’t unexpected, robby was used to it from his track record and dennis did a good job making sure his work stayed solid and robby was the only one getting the brunt of his anger.
robby knew to take his reaction in stride and just keep working and stay unbothered but one day, it just stopped.
dennis stopped avoiding him, he could actually look robby in the eye as they talked, and his face stayed a nice and neutral beige when talking.
he was confused by the sudden change. he never liked to admit it, but he loved it when his ‘exes’ got rude with him. he loved a little attitude and challenge, he couldn’t lie. but even so, it was like a flip had just switched and dennis was no longer affected by what happened. it was good, he supposed.
he thought about it a little too much for his liking and he started to get a little peeved that dennis wasn’t upset anymore. like he was upset he moved on. whatever, he doesn’t want to think about it anymore so after a night of tossing and turning he made his way over to jacks place. he needed to talk to someone about whatever was going on in his fucked up head.
he gave him no warning, his truck being parked in the driveway was invitation enough. he pulled up and walked up to the front door, giving it a good, sturdy knock. he waited at the door for a minute or two before raising his hand to knock again, but the door opened suddenly, his hand falling into the open space.
his mouth dropped open at the sight in front of him. it wasn’t jack who had answered the door, not even some random woman from the bar. that had happened a time or two too many for him to have been surprised if that was the situation.
no, standing in front of him was dennis, clearly just waking up from an eventful night. his eyes were peering up at him, sleep still etched in the bags. he was wearing a shirt that hung off of his body, a shirt he recognized jack wearing years ago in medical school. the shirt fell off his shoulders and exposed a trail of dark marks that littered the bottom of dennis’ neck all the way down, disappearing under the fabric.
he stood there at a loss for words as he took in dennis’s state. before he even had the chance to speak, jack appeared behind dennis, wrapping an arm around his waist and tugging him in to his side.
“hey, brother, you wanna come inside? we’re just making breakfast.”
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here me out... hybrid puppy Dennis 👀 I will leave you with that
Okay so hear me out. -Duke absolutely knows he's got a big chance of dying and also that there's an even bigger chance of Robby straight up killing himself if he does. He managed to get through to him once, somehow, maybe, but seeing Robby with his brittle grasp on recovery guide him at his appointments, he's not sure anything will get through to him if he dies.
So he pulls some strings with some contacts and a friend-of-a-friend-of-a-biker-gang sets him up with this sad, broken little hybrid rescue. He's got the saddest big blue eyes you've ever seen, the fluffiest soft ears and tails, and sometimes a glimmer of surprising sass when you least expect it. Robby loves a project, and from what he saw at the hospital, the guy needs to feel needed.
"Robby man, I will get the surgery but you need to promise you'll take care of something for me, whether I make it or not."
-Robby says yes, because of course he does. He's thinking maybe it's a bike or his house or Duke's garage, but he's got all that under control. No, Duke cheerfully drops off a sad-eyed hybrid boy with a sob story about how if Duke didn't take him, he'd end up in a fighting ring again and the kid deserved a break but now with the surgery he wouldn't be able to take care of poor Dennis.
-Hybrids are usually just as smart as humans, they just don't get treated as such. Dennis had been a great help on the farm, even if his brothers treated him more like a pet than a little brother. But then he'd started to get sassy. And have opinions. And think for himself. And sooner or later they decided he wasn't worth the troubles and he'd been given up to a shelter.
His life had been rough after that. Returned several times, for back speaking, for the family cat not liking him (the family cat didn't like anyone, Dennis was pretty sure that was just an excuse when the family realised there was a whole thinking person behind those fluffy ears), for biting (well then don't try to force a dick in his mouth).
The last one was a death sentence, he got a stamp on his file that said volatile, and nobody at the shelter would listen when he tried to explain. The dog fighting ring hadn't been a joke, that's where he'd been found, trying to hold his own. He was wiry and pretty tough, but they started putting him up against guys twice his size, and well, he was going to die there, he was pretty sure.
-The biker that went all John Wick and rescued him didn't say much, but did show him a picture of a little boy and a dog with soft ears and a curly tail just like Dennis', and then he understood. He offered to let the guy pet his ears and very wisely kept his mouth shut when he saw the tears.
Dennis wasn't meant to be a biker gang dog, though. Sure he was scrappy and he could be sassy, but he was also a shit liar and not that intimidating, even in a leather jacket.
Which was how he ended up with Duke, and later Robby. And he was determined to make this work.
-He’s been briefed by Duke about what Robby needs, and he’s been reading up on therapy hybrids on Duke’s rickety old desktop computer from the moment he got there to the moment he was dropped off at Robby’s. Robby looks flustered and unsure of what to do, because he did promise, and Dennis just looks at him with big, sad eyes and asks him very seriously: “What colour is your motorcycle?"
-It breaks the ice, which is exactly what Dennis intended. They talk, and slowly but surely, Robby seems to accept him as less of a massive burden he needed to take on to help his friend and more as a weird house guest that won't need too much attention. Which is fine by Dennis. He knows The Plan.
-He’s there when Robby gets home from therapy. The house is spotless, dusted and vacuumed and even mopped. There's laundry going, and the entire place smells like banana bread. Because well, those bananas looked ready to grow legs and move out.
Robby laughs when he says as much, which he feels is a good sign he's not going to be sent back for having a smart mouth, at least.
-Dennis learns Robby's rhythms. When to be a distraction, asking question after question about Doctor Stuff or Motorcycle Stuff or about anything he can think of. Robby seems to like teaching people, and Dennis likes learning new things, so it works.
He also learns how to gently bully Robby into taking care of himself. Taking a shower, going on walks ("Robby, you promised you'd show me what a city bodega looks like!"), actually resting. It was pretty hard to be stressed about needing to answer e-mails when you had a hybrid who just so happened to tip over and fall asleep on your lap in the evening.
-The first time Robby absentmindedly scritched Dennis' ears during one of his faux naps, he nearly melted.
-But then there's a thunderstorm. Big and loud and he's fine, he's totally fine. He manages to keep his whines low and quiet, manages to hide his flattened ears by putting the hood up on the hoodie Robby had given to him (when he found out Dennis did not actually enjoy dressing like a biker, that's just the clothes that were given to him). His tail was tucked between his legs, yes, but if he sat just so, it'd just look cozy. He couldn't look scared, that wasn't what a not-a-therapy-dog was supposed to be.
Except then there was another flash of light, and the power went out. Before Dennis could respond, the thunder crashed, and seemingly went on forever, and he was curled up underneath the couch, shaking.
-Robby finds him there, whining and panting, and gently pulled him out and into his lap. Dennis kept apologising, shivering, but also pressing closer, seeking comfort in the now-familiar scent and warm arms around him.
-He ends up getting to sleep in Robby's bed that night as the storm rages around them, in the light of some battery-powered candles. He only feels slightly better about his failure when Robby wakes up from a nightmare and he's there, ready to return the favour.
-He doesn't sleep in his own bed often after that.
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How do we feel about serial killer Dennis Whitaker-
The first time he did it was out of panic, he's broke and a collage student he had to make due some how. So he goes around using his body for money until one day someone try's to keep him telling him there going to drug him up making him the prettiest sex doll ever. He panicks and grabs the nearest sharp thing, and the thing about being a soon to be doctor is you know where to aim. So naturally he one taps the dude hides the body and moves on with his life. He still hooking up with dudes but once he sees the guy he killed on the news and nobody has a clue it was him he gets a rush. It was exciting and thrilling playing with your life in that way. Dennis didn't have much to loss anyways no money no friends and ni family that wanted him-so he keeps going, keeps sleeping with men and it any try's to one up him he just straight up kills him
Flash forward season one, Robby falls in love with the idea of this shy little boy running around his ER all nervous and seeking out praise. Robby falls easily into the trap many men did- so at the end of his shift he sees Dennis sneek up to the 8th wing, big problem for Dennis that's were he keeps some body parts and most of his utensils he likes to use I mean no one checks this floor anyways and know one would now it was him if they did find this stuff, unknown to him Robby is there mortified and Dennis just kinda manipulates the shit out of him into believing that this was okay and Robby surprisingly goes along with it.
Dennis expects to be fired the next day and turned into the police but instead he's told he's doing night shifts he meets Abbot and learns that both Robby and Abbot are married through shen, Dennis panics but trust not to show while he works at some point through the shift he learns that Abbot also works with the SWAT team and is a veteran. Dennis thinks to himself that Robby just wanted to play with him a little before letting his husband deal with him and turn him. At the end of the shift he finds himself safe though stupidly he goes to the 8th wing again bc unfortunate for him he also kinda lives there and again he has company. Abbot decoding to follow him and see everything for himself Ro by having told everything to him just that prier evening. Dennis sees him and panic telling him a hundred excuses but to his surprise Abbot just laughs and looks at him with an amused expression and tells him that he already knew and that hell offer to keep everything under raps and help him out in exchange he goes to live with the two. Dennis thinks this is a trap but he goes anyways cause again he doesn't have .much to loss and even if they turn him in at least he had a good run.
Instead he finds that Abbot did in fact keep his word and is helping him keep himself safe and help him with the bodies he even goes as far as to lead the police away from Dennis every time they get even the slightest bit close to knowing who it is. And Robby? He gets off to it, he likes to watch Dennis pick and fuck his victims before ultimately killing them and then fucking Dennis himself. Sometimes he gets over protective of Dennis and will stay there and make sure whoever it is is following directions and stays in his lane.
Knowing that Eridians have much longer lifespans, and also he can't be at every school on the planet at once, Ryland Grace decides to record a bunch of entertaining science lessons with Rocky's help.
Hundreds of years later, Eridian kids still get excited when the substitute teacher rolls in the 3D shape projector, because they know they're in for an episode of Friend Grace the Science Ace.
A few possible prompts…
- being ashamed of what one desires (bonus points if it’s piss)
- Robby seeing Dennis on his security cameras
- Grindr fic, play with the idea of how we want to control how we are perceived
you're a true genius and a hero and I tried to make this shorter but it's 4k. Here's the AO3 link for those not inclined to read this much text on tumblr.
(the other two prompts may ... also eventuate.) ____________________________________________________________
It's not that he enjoys holding on for hours and hours. He can, yeah, he's cultivated the skill. You don't get through a single fucking shift in a hospital without having to learn to hold your piss. You're not getting a chance to duck out to the bathroom in the middle of a trauma when you're wrist-deep in someone's chest.
He never had to do it on the farm. Anywhere you were, out on the property, you could just unzip and take a leak. He misses that freedom, a little, but mostly, he's good at putting his physical needs to the back of his mind, putting them on a backburner and letting himself focus on the work that needs doing.
It's Robby who ruins it.
"You're jiggling your foot," the attending tells him, as he sits in Robby's chair and charts.
He is. He hadn't realized, but, there it is.
"Yeah," he replies, through a mouthful of protein bar. This is his moment to catch up on the paperwork so he doesn't have to stay late. Again. He might as well also use the moment to eat. He's learned, by now, that if you don't eat when you can, you don't eat.
Pissing just seems lower on the priority list.
"When was the last time you went to the bathroom?" Robby asks, voice low. His boss would hardly be asking him this. His husband, though, would.
"Uh, I don't know," Dennis answers, distractedly. He's trying to focus on listing the history he took for a fifteen year old with what looks like it's going to be an ectopic pregnancy. "Like, this morning?"
"It's four in the afternoon," Robby tells him, flat.
Distraction
you're out of touch, i'm out of time
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thinking about huckleabbot sugar baby dennis au where at the tail end of COVID, jack wanted some guaranteed safe fun. it seemed easier to ask for vaccine cards, masking, regular testing, and limited social interaction within an arrangement.
dennis was at the tail end of his undergraduate, taking a bunch of pre-requisites for medical school still. he was broke, overwhelmed, and desperate for some in person guidance.
it was a match made in heaven. or hell. or wherever they belonged. it’s was mutually beneficial at the least.
so dennis would come over after they both tested negative, they would get take out, jack would tutor dennis, and it would always somehow devolve into fucking.
dennis was on jack’s lap with his old ass laptop on his thighs. his professor’s video lecture on the vascular system was incredibly vague. or maybe dennis just couldn’t internalize anything tonight. it could be that.
or it could be that he was sitting in jack’s fucking lap, and dennis could never think straight when jack was touching him. he couldn’t believe he got paid for this.
jack noticed how lost dennis was. he started to help dennis fill out the stupid quiz he had to do after the lecture was wrapped up.
it was asking him to match the major arteries to their locations on the body. jack skimmed the rough pads of his fingers up dennis’s neck, a ghost of a touch that made them both shiver. “this here is the carotid,” jack whispered. dennis dragged the answer shakily to it’s place. jack palmed the inside of dennis’s thigh. “and this is...”
dennis tried to fill in the blank jack had left for him, but he couldn’t fucking think. “i-um-it’s-shit!” dennis gasped when jack moved up just a little higher, squeezing him lightly through his shorts.
jack’s voice had a teasing lilt, “come on, you know this. be a good boy.”
dennis breathed deep, steadying himself, “the-the femoral.”
“there’s my good boy!” jack praised. dennis submitted his quiz, facing lighting up when he got a 100%. jack huskily laughed. “my straight A student.”
dennis dropped his laptop on the floor in his haste to turn around and straddle jack. it was fine. jack would get him a new one.
Huckleabbot but it’s Jack just paying for way too much shit. He lives alone, his house is paid off, he makes a tenured attendings salary and still gets disability checks. He has loads of money, a full 401k, and nothing to do with it.
Frequently, Dennis finds random $20 bills in his locker.
When people go out to drink, Abbot always pays for a few people’s tabs—including Dennis’.
Jack texts Dennis, asks him if he’s hungry, and Dennis mysteriously receives a DoorDash order of whatever he’d mentioned to Jack.
Dennis complains about his work shoes losing their tread, and receives a brand new pair in the mail a few weeks later.
Dennis keeps receiving anonymous Venmo payments of $250 every two weeks.
And like, he knows it’s Jack. It’s obvious it’s Jack. But he has no idea how to bring it up.
When he gets another Venmo—only one week after the previous one, and Dennis had been griping about needing new scrubs—and it’s $500, so he texts Jack.
“Jack, I don’t really know how to say this, but I appreciate what you do for me and stuff, but you really don’t have to do it. Like with the money.”
Jack texts back a few minutes later.
“Don’t worry about it. I want to.”
Dennis receives another $500 via Venmo a few minutes later. He sighs, blushes.
“Thank you.”
“Of course, kid”
And unbeknownst to Dennis, Jack’s laying at home, his hand creeping beneath the waistline of his boxers.
“Oh- I’m usually the big spoon…”
Dennis cocks his head to the side, propped up in one arm, ready to get some shut-eye and enjoy the weekend. “You don’t wanna try being the little spoon?”
Jack hesitated. “Is it the leg? You don’t want it touching you in bed?”
Dennis cocks his head the other way. “No? Love, I couldn’t care less about where you put your leg.” Dennis reaches out and takes Jack’s hand. “I’m fine with being the little spoon, or the big spoon, whatever you want. We don't even have to cuddle if you feel uncomfortable.”
Jack seems to hesitate even more, his face impassive, but Dennis has been dating him long enough to discern his microexpression and tell that he was nervous and unsure.
"Seriously, I'm fine with being the little spoon-"
"It's fine." Jack cuts in. "I trust you."
Dennis couldn't help the blinding smile from stretching across his face as Jack slowly lay down. Dennis immediately latched onto his back, burying his face against Jack's neck and kind of cradling him.
For a moment, Jack remained tense, then he slowly relaxed, taking one of Dennis's hands and interlocking their fingers. It didn't take long for the two of them to fall asleep.