There is no such thing as normal

[killerbeekilled5]

[killerbeekilled5]

i guess i only have this tumblr now to scream into the void and that's fair I suppose

sometimes i wonder if the reason i don't feel grief as intensely in the moment when something bad happens, might be because i'm sort of always in a constant state of grief already

there was a loss yesterday that fucked me up and then i was revealed things i never knew my whole life that fucked me way up. space seems like the perfect place for me to be rn

[killerbeekilled5]

was there ever a time i wasn't dreaming

[killerbeekilled5]

I'd rather live alone than die lonely

[killerbeekilled5]

9 times out of 10 I feel like I never belong anywhere, it's something I've been accustomed to as long as I can remember. It's not a sad story, just an unrelated one.

[yuujies]

tenki no ko - 2019

[devils-queen]

✞ 666 ✞

[andrearrrrr]

automatic Parmesan slicing

[ssjgoku1994]

yes YES my favorite ride at six flags. let me ride the Slicer

[fungusamongusblog2]

[groundhogfancy]

[praieira-a]

[killerbeekilled5]

An end far away, just as well I'm on the mend My heartbeat please wait for me, this life ain't just another dead end But like I said, I've damn well been on the mend Not too far and maybe just far enough, in everything else we straight pretend Please forgive me darlin' I promise, this time, I'm on the mend

[killerbeekilled5]

Learning that guilt is a burden I carry constantly

[artistalove]

[killerbeekilled5]

Stuck in a cycle of nothingness and I don't know how to get out of it

[killerbeekilled5]

My heart is submerged in discouragement this evening. Blindsided and disintegrating beneath the crimson waves. Hope is only a daydream, of your hand caressing my cheek as I weep. Released by never ending sleep

[midnightmurdershow]

Mandy (2018) Directed by Panos Cosmatos