Title | Overheated
Pairing | high school friendās crush/bf!Jeno x reader ft. nct dream (minor appearance)
Warnings | minors dni! mention of smoking and alcohol consumption, use of swear words, reader stuck in an āuncomfortableā situation, close proximity, drunk!reader at some point, sexual tension, cheating/affair, jeno gaslights reader (or does he really?), fingering, implied solo masturbation, slight somnophilia, a bit "dub non-con" in the beginning, overstimulation, sex under the influence (reader only), dirty talk, unprotected sex (please wear protection!), implied public sex, no romance in any type of context
Word count | 4.5k
Song(s) | red - santino le saint, link up - kid travis
A.N | May or may not have dreamed about the idea of this lol. Just finished it today so happy valentines! (this one-shot won't make you blush that way...)
Youāre not sure why your friend decided to it would be a good idea to go out with someone like him to begin with.
At first, you thought sheād get over him like usual, hoping itās just a part of her āhyper-fixationsā just like how sheās got maybe five crushes all at once (from what you can recall in one of those nights you spent hanging out in her bedroom) but much to your horror, it wasnāt as simple as that.
You remember her gawking at him at the cafeteria after she had jokingly pinched you, nudging you to check him out in which caused to roll your eyes and proceed to open the cap of your cold tea.
You didnāt care about crushes at all, and yes, he was cute, handsome even but the only thing that piqued your interest at the moment was that sleek navy blue motorcycle he brought to school. Youāve always wanted one and to say that you were jealous of him flexing one at such young age is nothing but an understatement ā you wanted what he had even if you couldnāt afford it.
And that wasnāt fair to you. Not when he barely has to do anything when youāre out here working part-time at a pizza parlour and you can barely even pay half of the bills at home.
Him and his old money status can go to hell, you think. He doesnāt even need to show up to any of his classes and youāre one-hundred percent sure heāll be able to get into any top universities so easily, he just has to maybe tell his parentsā
āHey, are you listening?ā
You blink away from your train of thought, the faint bustle of the library buzzing into your ear.
You realize youāre still in the same place for about three hours now, trying to study with the same friend (which would be your only friend, not best friend yet though because you donāt like getting attached to things, let alone actual people) who had been yapping about him for the past hour, and you may or may not have told her to shut the fuck up in your head twice.
āWait, sorry.ā You lie, typing away as your friend broke into a sly grin after finally catching your attention. āWhat did you say?ā
āI said Iām gonna talk to Jeno today.ā
Jeno.
Him.
You couldnāt help but squint, almost bursting out of laughter.
You didnāt mind your friend at all.
She was fun, even if sheās the complete opposite of you. Loved cute things like pastel colours, calico critters and dressed the part as 1/4 of the future art majors in your campus (quirky, and she happened to obsessed with colour yellow), and collects a shit ton of squishmallows she even has a separate storage for it. Sheās literally the true epitome of cute, preppy and pure.
Way too pure when it comes to that said department actually.
You werenāt even sure how someone like you were friends with her, and why she wouldnāt leave you alone but she was quite persistent with you ā having to initiate things first after meeting you then following you around until you decided to just let her have at it.
Ever since then the two of you had been inseparable.
Though that didnāt mean you two were automatically best friends (even if she did say this a couple of times) and you would be lying if you saw it that way too when she mostly talked about herself, her hobbies, her interests, etc. unlike you who just sits there and listens, nodding your head off as if you do agree (mostly you donāt because you canāt relate or itās just not your style) but you donāt really have the heart to tell her that⦠not when sheās generally nice and hasnāt really done anything to offend you.
You just admire the fact that she keeps dragging you around and never gave up on you. You donāt even know what made her want to work her butt off to earn your approval and have her invade your space like that, but you guessed that maybe sheās just someone you might need in your life.
ā¦And that maybe, sheās there for a reason you canāt quite guess.
She hasnāt done anything stupid anyway.
ā¦Until today.
āWhat?ā
You balked, brows raised as she sighed dreamily, already planning her wedding dress for when she ends up marrying Jeno, her āsoon-to-be high school sweetheartā as she mentioned just a few times and might have tried to manifest too with you in her room in front of her mini crystal collection sheās been obsessed with lately.
āIām gonna say hi to him today! Iām sick of him not knowing who I am.ā
If anything, you werenāt really surprised with this sudden revelation.
It was about time for her to finally try to introduce herself to him after crushing on him for two months now, and you do know she would have the great confidence to almost pursue anything, including him but you didnāt really want this day to come (hell, the thought of it was already dreadful) because you already knew what was bound to happen once she approaches him.
Itās like⦠surrendering a fawn to a den full of lions, and you canāt do anything but watch her get eaten, figuratively-speaking.
āYou donāt look too happy, but that wonāt stop me yāknow.ā
She winked mischievously, stealing a tomato chip off your lunch as you shook your head, a little smile playing on the edge of your lips.
āDo whatever you want but donāt rope me into your shit.ā
You shrugged only to earn a scowl from her, her round eyes practically begging you to tag along when she introduces herself to him later on.
āBut⦠cāmon! You donāt even have to say anything you just have to be there for moral support, pretty please?ā
You could only sigh, pausing whatever you were doing just to look at her in the eye, already incapable of saying ānoā to her because in your defense she looked too cute.
You couldnāt afford to break her heart by saying no.
āFine⦠whatever! Just get me ice cream after then weāre good.ā
āOh, I was about to say that too in case he rejects me ha ha,ā she laughs off as she sipped on her watered down mango juice. āBut at least I tried, yes? Then we can just enjoy our little ice cream date but I might cryā¦ā
You werenāt even worried about that all, but you donāt say that part to your friend because guys like Jeno fancied cute girls.
Especially the innocent ones.
And your friend just might be the perfect girl for him.
To say that you werenāt right would be a goddamn lie, and you wished you were anywhere else but here, inside Jenoās black sports car, the posh leather seat cold under your lap.
Itās been a month since the day your friend had introduced herself to him with such spark in her eyes you thought Jenoās friends might have fallen for her too. One of them was even eyeing her from head to toe, visibly amused after seeing her short little skirt hugging her little frame.
Your friend, on top of being the real embodiment of cute, was still gorgeous and easy on the eyes, so it didnāt really surprise you when Jeno ended up giving his number to her as you tucked yourself away from his plain sight, hiding behind your much shorter friend when she confessed her feelings to him with so much confidence, it made you gag.
You werenāt really sure what happened overnight but just a week after, you found yourself on your own as your friend started hanging out with Jeno, his friends and their equally cute āgirlfriendsā, but she still made sure to spend half of her lunch break with you, even trying to drag you to their table but you could only reject her offer and excuse yourself because you had to catch up on an āassignmentā when in reality, you would rather sit in the library by yourself than sit with them.
Then, today, you and your friend was supposed to go shopping by train but what she didnāt tell you was Jeno was gonna be there to drive the two of you so you donāt have to commute on the way to the mall and on the way back.
At first, you fumed having to deal with him being in an inclosed space as you, but it was indeed cold outside now that itās halfway October and you certainly didnāt want to wait for the train with you friend in this type of weather (and maybe you did want to see his car up close and personalā¦) so you begrudgingly agreed, letting her yank you off your misery and plunge you into it all when she voluntarily pushed you to the backseat, your eyes drifting to Jeno whoās still talking to one of his friends, Mark, another guy from his group you do find just as attractive.
You could only roll your eyes as your friend wore her seatbelt on, giddily humming to herself. You gradually shifted your attention elsewhere, quite amazed with the clean and sleek interior of his car, but again it made sense.
Jeno was neat, never messy.
āSorry, Mark was being clingy.ā
You briefly hear him quickly apologize with a low chuckle as he slipped behind the wheel, his classy, citrusy scent invading your senses.
You cross your arms and looked away, trying to get him off your head as your friendās slightly high-pitched voice cooed him āitās okay!ā and that āwe can waitā ultimately, ignoring that fact that she just called him ābabeā after.
This was one major thing you couldnāt bring yourself to fully admit ā the fact that heās now officially āseeingā your friend not even after a few months in which you felt no ounce of happiness about.
Your friend did inform you about it just a few nights before when she asked if you could come over and watch a scary movie with her because she noticed you were too busy and had no time with her (and you did feel bad because even if sheās always with him, she till spent some time with you only for you to run away for the most part) but she didnāt confront you about it at all.
If anything, it seemed like the usual chill nights youād share with her until she brought him up and dropped the bomb on you without some sort of a warning beforehand especially when she can tell youāre not fond of Jeno nor his friends.
It felt like a sick joke, and it just feels like you friend is doing her best to make you change your mind about him which you donāt plan on doing so, not when you catch him doing PDA with your friend here and there you couldnāt help but swear at him in your head and look away.
The more time you had to spend with those two, sometimes with their friends, made you want to crumble or run off to the opposite direction.
They were exactly like what you imagined them to be, a couple of rich, privileged kids with filthy heads, the filth your friend is too innocent to be able discern.
They were sneaky about it too especially that Haechan guy who might have tried to get into your pants before, and you hated him so bad you had to tell him to back off you in which he called you feisty in return with the sinister promise of āyouāll want me someday.ā before he left you to go smoke.
The rest of the group hasnāt really said anything to you yet. Sometimes they did but it was shallow and the girls hated your guts which is fair because you hated them as much (and with passion too). The only person you could perhaps stand in the group was Renjun.
The guy didnāt make any back-handed comments and he kept to himself for the most part but he did flash you a gaze occasionally wondering why youāre even here to begin with when itās so damn obvious you donāt like anyone except your friend who always made sure you were included even if you tried to get away, and when you do try⦠it always ends with her getting what she wants.
And now youāre here, lost in your thoughts as you bore your full attention to the rows of yellow lights in the tunnel, the loud laughter your friend shared with Jeno mocking you.
He did leave the two of you alone to go shopping, and just came back to pick the you up as promised, then heās supposed to drop you off first before her then they might go on a date like she told you earlier with so much excitement she couldnāt even choose between the two purses at a high-end store you were helping to choose from.
In the end, the two of you walked out the store satisfied ā her with a new heart-shaped purse and you with a cashmere scarf youāve been fancying on for months now that was on sale (which did hurt your bank account but your friend offered to pay half of it so you can just pay her back with instalments) this then provided some sort of a distraction for you, even offering to buy her a warm drink from the cafe as a sweet treat but since Jeno was already parked by the exit, you had to hurry.
They were still giggling as you shifted uncomfortably in your seat, the urge to strap your headphones around your head getting stronger the more you tuned in, even rolling your eyes when Jeno asked for her hand so he could give it a kiss as if you werenāt just there, witnessing the horrors.
Much to your looming demise, you try to relax and lay your head back with a determined attempt to lull yourself to quick nap anyway since your apartment is around thirty minutes away, so you fold your arms, turned your head to face the window and closed your eyes.
Not even ten minutes later, just when you were about to actually let sleep take over, your hear the deep rumble of Jenoās voice.
āSheās asleep isnāt she?ā
There was a slight movement from your friend, causing you to hold your breath as you feel her check on you.
āYep, she did say she was tired.ā
āShe doesnāt talk much. Why are you even friends with her?ā
Jeno snickered, taunting you from the rear-view mirror as you tried your best not to reach out and strangle him god willing.
He doesnāt even know you like that.
āSheās nice! Just give her some time.ā You friend sighed, defending your honour which you almost snorted at but pretending to be asleep at this very moment was more ideal for you, you think.
You pushed yourself to further into the door, eyelids slightly parting just in time to see him give her a sleazy wink before you saw his hand land on her lap, making your heart drop at the sight.
You werenāt sure if you liked where this was going at all.
āSheās sleeping Jenoā¦ā
You clawed on your sleeved, clenching your jaw when you hear Jeno whisper rather suggestively.
You knew it was meant for your friend, but he didnāt even bother hiding it, assuming youāre fully knocked out at the back seat.
āIf you can keep it down, she wonāt know.ā
You swore you almost cried, knuckles turning white for how hard you formed into fists when you hear your friendās shy giggles which enveloped to a series of quiet moans from the front seat when he began touching her down there as he drove, the soft r&b blaring from his speakers in an attempt to suppress the noises your friend was trying so hard to hide so she wonāt wake you up, when in reality, you were very much awake to witness all of this happening.
At this point, you genuinely wished you were dead, begging for the door to just unlatch itself so you can slide off your seat and fall into the road to your death than sit here, being forced to hear your friend let out a strangled moan as he fingered her, easily dragging her close to her peak.
You wanted it to stop ā for them to just cut it out and put an end to your nightmare but it only got worse as the time went by.
You can practically hear the lewd noises Jeno was making with his fingers as he played with her sheer arousal and the way he was talking to her in such a dirty manner for the sole purpose to make her cum in which she violently did just a few minutes later, an animalistic high-pitched squeak leaving her lips before she heaving and moaning his name shakily with him still fucking her with fervour, overstimulating her.
The subsequent scarlet hue spread on your cheeks, heating your face up, second-hand embarrassment kicking in as you chewed on your lip until you drew blood from your cracked ones, neck craning all the way to your side so your scarf could hide the horrified expression on your face.
You werenāt sure if you wanted to cry or laugh ā cry because he had the audacity to finger your friend at your presence or laugh because of the high-pitched noise your friend made. You think itās a mixture of both and you think you might have gone clinically insane from that alone as this was not a part of your bingo card.
Itās only been a few weeks. Have they fucked already?
You try to contain yourself as you kept still when you hear them share a languid kiss in which your friend giggled to before she flashed you a quick gaze, making sure you were in fact, still asleep.
āShe probably didnāt hear that did she?ā
āIām sure she didnāt.ā Jenoās mocking tone caused you to move slightly, but not enough to make him think you were awake all along.
Your neck became stiff after what seemed like forever, and as much as you wanted to stay in this painful position you knew you had rouse yourself up just because you couldnāt handle āsleepingā anymore, so you waited until your friend led him to your street as she navigated for him.
It was then the only time you stirred yourself up, alerting the both of them that you were now āawake.ā
āHey, sleepy head!ā
You yawned, trying to look at her in the eye in the dark as you borrowed into your scarf, hiding half of your face.
āYo.ā
You diverted your to the windows and recognized your surroundings as the car halted just in front of your apartment complex, relief surging through you in sudden realization that youāre finally home.
āThank god.ā
You murmured under your breath, hand already fixed to the door handle, about to yank yourself out of there when your friend stopped you just before you can leave.
āSee you next week!ā
She piped up, her pupils shaking in pure excitement you almost asked what the hell she smoked to look like that when you already knew it was due to post-orgasm high.
You couldnāt help but to mirror her expression, but with a completely different reason.
You think you might want to commit right there if you kept smiling for ten more seconds, much like an unhinged criminal.
āYeah! See you and thanks for the ride, Jeno.ā
āAnytime.ā
You see him nod at you, acknowledging your thankful nature (he probably though you were incapable of doing that) before you sprinted off, the two of them watching you attentively as you pushed yourself inside the lobby, cursing vehemently under your breath.
You didnāt even sleep that night, not when you find your underwear being wet from your own arousal after thinking about it again.
You donāt even like Jeno to any degree and yet, you still dreamed of him but not for good reasons.
Not at all.
And if your friend was to find out, it would be game over.
//
āI might have a friend who can take me in so Tony can come and fix this.ā
You sigh, seeing as how the flooding got worse over the weekend due to the nonstop rainy weather and you, unfortunately, still rents the basement of a hosting family your mother personally knew but since they were on vacation in the UK and the main floor is locked, you canāt even access the floor and camp in the couch until the flooding issue gets fixed.
Youāve been on the phone with your host for an hour now explaining everything, and that they were going dispatch a friend to fix the damage shortly but still advised you that youāll probably want to look for a friend to sleep over at for the mean time which you were okay with but you didnāt really want to do that even if you had no choice.
Hotels were costly so you dialled your only friend anyway whilst chugging whatās left from your coffee cup before tossing it in the nearby bin.
Youāre in a local library now, left with nothing but a small suitcase you hastily shoved most of your every day necessities in to cover one weekās worth. Your host did say it should be okay to come back in a week or less so you made sure not to overpack, and you didnāt really want to stay there for longer, not when the slightly murky water felt cold around your feet.
āWhat? Are you serious!ā
You sighed for what seemed like the 100th time today as you told your friend the whole situation.
āNot sure if this is going work but do you think you can take me in?ā You inwardly groaned. āI can pay you.ā
āBoo, I wish I can but my auntās over with my cousins I donāt have a space for you. Maybe after four days? They leave on Friday!ā
āWell that wonāt work, thank you though. Iāll go find a hotelāā
āNo, no thatās going to be more expensive I can get someone to take you in though if thatās ok?ā
You hummed, picking on your nail at the thought. Might as well give it a try.
āSureā¦?ā
āOk, great! Give me a sec!ā
You hear some sort of a movement from the other line before you hear your friendās muffled voice once again.
āI just texted Jeno! He should be done working out right now. Where are you?ā
āWhat?!ā You let out a harsh whisper, trying to calm down realizing youāre in fact, still in a library. āJenoā? I didnāt even agree just yet!ā
āWell, heās the only person I one-hundred percent trust with you even if you guys donāt talk but heās got a huge place you can stay in and then he can even pick both of us up for school!ā
āNo,ā You clutched your head in annoyance, trying your best not to hiss. āIā I donāt know if thatās a good idea.ā
āWhat? Why? He already said he can do that though just now and I really donāt want you to spend money in a hotel. Too expensive. Good luck with Jeno though because heāll say no with paying so youāre in good hands!ā She laughed a little, making you huff on the other line. āPlease? Maybe you guys can be friends. It gets so awkward when Iām with the both of you and you donāt even talk to himā¦ā
āItās justā¦ā You try to explain. āI donāt know I feel like itās so rude of me to justāā
āHoney, youāre not being rude! He literally said yes, and heās got like two cars over there that you might like. If you ask nicely, maybe he can let you drive one to school? How about that?ā
You wished she didnāt mention that at all, especially knowing that sport scars were your weakness in general and Jeno happened own two more aside from the one he drives to school.
You werenāt even sure if you had any ounce of dignity left at this point.
Hotels were costly, and you didnāt want to ask your mom for money to spend in a hotel thinking youāve got a friend to cover for you, plus what you make from your part-time job wasnāt enough to foot the bill if you were to opt for a hotel.
If it was someone else, perhaps Mark or Renjun, you would probably agree without missing a beat (not like they would offer themselves in the first place, but if they did, youād rather be with them) but this was Jeno.
The guy youāre friend is āseeingā and the same guy you thought about that night when you shouldnāt have.
You donāt even know if you could look at him in the eye anymore, and now you would have to stay over because heās that nice?
āHeeeey, are you okay? I thought you ended the call for a second there.ā
You cleared your throat, trying to make up your mind.
Am I gonna do this or not? Why the fuck would he even agree to thisā¦
āIām here sorryā¦ā
āDonāt worry about it, okay? I really want you guys to start talking⦠Donāt you think this is a good idea? He thinks it might be good too.ā
āHe said that?ā You almost laugh. āThank you, butā¦ā
āHe did actually and no buts! Do this for me please?ā
āYou⦠fine, fineā¦ā You say as you give up, letting her win over you again.
āOkay! Yay!ā
You hear her clasp her hands together before she asked where your exact location was again, intending to forward it to Jeno.
In the end, she simply gave your number to him so it would be easier, logically speaking, but you didnāt even want to save his number at all or have that exchange. It felt so weird to have him there, in your short list of contacts when you donāt even consider him a āfriendā for that matter.
You werenāt even sure if you were doing your friend a āfavourā even if she did say she trusts Jeno because deep down, you knew she shouldnāt be putting all the trust to him, not when youāre in the picture.
Especially not when youāre about to be confined in one space with no one else but him for god knows how long.
//
He didnāt even bat an eye when you slipped into the front seat of his car as he was in the middle of a conversation what you can assume would be Jaemin, blabbing something about some new pc game he got, so you strapped your seatbelt on quietly, not sure when would be the good time to thank him when you canāt even look at him in the eye.
āK, heading home. Talk later.ā
He didnāt say anything either so you slowly fixed half of your attention to the road ahead of you and his one hand steering the wheel expertly, then gradually moved past that so you can finally glance up there, to his gorgeous side profile in which you admire a little.
Heās even more handsome this close, with his tall nose, perfect jawline and glowing fair skin ā you thought you might have forgotten your words but you quickly look away, feeling the nervous energy course through your veins.
āNo thank you?ā
There was a slight tinge of tease in his tone, so you clear your throat, refusing to actually spare him another glance afraid that he might catch you looking more that you should have.
āSorry⦠Just sad about the whole situation, but thank you for taking me in. I hope thatās okay with your parentsā¦ā
āDonāt worry.ā He chuckled a little. āTheyāre in the Caribbean Islands right now. No oneās home.ā
āOh, thatās great.ā You werenāt even sure if that offered some sort of relief on your end. āAlways wanted to go there.ā
āMaybe if you start hanging out with us more then I can take you there for the summer with the group?ā
You think he might be joking, so you treat it as such, trying not to derail from what seemed like a pleasant conversation you two are actually having.
You knew your friend would be happy to hear the fact that you can actually get along just fine, but because of how you see Jeno and his friends in such a negative light, youāre not sure if you had the ability to stop being stubborn for once.
āMaybe.ā
You sigh, now shifting your gaze to him again, noticing his muscular, yet lean upper body hugged by just one layer of his black turtle neck. You couldnāt help but to ogle a little, but you do look away, feeling the slight guilt creeping down your spine.
Heās literally one move away from dating your friend, so why do you find it so hard to look away? Not when there are more conventionally attractive guys in the group? Like Mark? Renjun?
I have eyes. I can look, thatās it. It wonāt hurt.
āOh, cāmon the more the merrier.ā There was some sort of a drawl in his tone you couldnāt quite miss, but maybe you might have been imagining things. āLetās see if I end up liking you enough though then maybe Iāll work so hard to drag you into the group and come with us to the Caribbean next summer vacation, yeah?ā
Or were you really imagining things?
//
The first night wasnāt bad.
You learn that your friend wasnāt exaggerating when she did tell you he lives in a mansion.
There was a huge fountain in the middle of a private cul-de-sac, two mermaids made out of a slab of rock perched in right in the centre, flowing water trickling from the matching queen conches.
The gate was tall, and the impressive gigantic lot is nestled in what seemed like a canopy of endless tall pine trees. They literally had no neighbours close by and the entirety of the driveway was an actual boulevard, you think they could possibly fit another house over the area.
It felt like you entered a different dimension ā the gated community of the rich didnāt feel real at all. Even the air felt expensive, and just when you thought that wasnāt enough, Jeno allowed you to spare a longing gaze to his two other fancy cars parked in a quadruple-door garage.
He did notice your obvious interest with the exterior of his cars so he lets you have your fun until you found yourselves darting inside his own floor which could pass as some sort of a penthouse.
You think he might not even see his parents even if they were in one house altogether halfway in. Hell, if there was party being hosted by him for two days in a row his parents wonāt probably hear any of it.
āI have a spare room when the guys sleep over so you can stay there for now. Donāt think Iād have anyone over soon so youāre good.ā
You stand in the middle of the spare room, checking the surroundings like some sort of a curious cat.
It was super neat, had some distinctive art pieces by the walls, but it did look like where they would hang out judging from the game consoles tucked into the black drawers under the gigantic screen tv and the mini fridge with a snack bar situated in a corner surrounded by neon lights.
āThanks again, Jeno.ā
You tell him as he leaned against the doorway, a pleasant expression on his face upon noticing the way you looked awestruck with the room arrangement.
āNo probs. Iām just one door away so let me know if you need anything. Usually up until 1 am. My maid isnāt here sheās on vacay so just itās just us two.ā
āSure.ā
He left you alone like that, letting you bask at thought of him even having a maid. You think he might have an entire staff like a āhead chefā running the house, but sooner or later you learn theyāre all on vacation since they were all related which leaves you and Jeno all alone in such a big house, though despite that, you couldnāt help but feel the foreboding anxiety blaring through you like fire alarms.
There was an itch you couldnāt pinpoint and it drove you crazy the more you stayed over, and even if the first night went equally well like normal, you couldnāt help but feel some sort of guilt wrecking through you, so for the next two days you got in touch with Tony, the maintenance guy, in hopes to hear something positive about the situation back home so leave early.
Much to your demise, it wonāt be until a few days so you gave up, trying to calm yourself down as you tucked yourself to bed right after doing your homework on your third night.
Your friend visited you a few hours before but since her and Jeno had plans for the night which involved the guys, Jeno might be coming home around dawn. You couldnāt help but feel the crash of relief to be finally alone for once which was bad for you to admit since youāre literally staying in his house for free, but having him there to share a space with made you feel too damn guarded and you hated that.
It wasnāt like he was watching you either ā if anything, youāre the one who was doing more of that especially when you ate together after he offered to cook, and if he did order take-out, he asked what you wanted and delivered it right to your door just because you didnāt feel like going downstairs when you shouldāve offered but upon finding out he was in the ground floor from their own home gym, you decided not to.
He didnāt even bother putting a shirt on when he knocked on your door, letting you see his bare abs through the wide split of the door so you were quiet thankful you didnāt make your way downstairs even when the damage has been done and it did nothing but make things worse for you.
āThe passcode is the last four numbers of you number.ā
He concluded as he gave you a quick rundown of instructions in terms of the security system.
You nodded obediently, quite touched at the fact that he made you your own designated password even if youāre only staying for a couple of days.
You werenāt friends with him yet, but he sure made things easier and was quite civilized the entire time, even putting all the trust in you to be in the house but the cams were all on so he can literally see what you would be up to unless you lock yourself in your room.
You follow closely behind him and your friend now holding hands with him as the three of you entered the garage. Your friend gave you a little pat on a head muttering a āgood girlā in a light, teasing tone before they eventually drove away, leaving you by yourself for the next few hours.
You actually planned to do a mini tour and explore the other floors besides Jenoās floor but because you didnāt want to end up falling to any ātrapā doors (Jeno did mention that once as a joke but you didnāt want to risk it) you chose to stay in your room instead and watched movies on netflix with a plan to reheat the leftover pizza from last night.
Around midnight, you found yourself by the mini bar, wanting to try some of the alcohol he had so you pop a Hennessy from the glass shelf into a mug instead to pair with some sun chips to munch on at midst of a thriller movie you picked.
After downing what seemed to be a couple of glasses within the passing hours, you nursed an impending headache throbbing in your head. You could only curse, the thought of being completely hangover the next day already pissing you off.
You were more of a social drinker, but you think itās been a while since the last time you attended a party and back then, it wasnāt so bad. You were still able to walk and say sentences incoherently after a few shots but this was worse.
Youāre severely tipsy at this point, gaze all hazy as you attempt to shut the tv off, squinting over the rolling credits you can barely read off from.
You yank your crewneck over your head after feeling too hot, opting for just a mid-length slip as you tumbled out of your room, wanting to head to the bathroom with the sudden urge to splash some icy cold water on your face but you werenāt fully thinking as to where you were heading until you managed to somehow push into Jenoās room, arms splayed in the dim-lit space.
You stumbled your way into his own bathroom adjacent to his bookcase, locking yourself in.
You were about to pass out inside, suddenly too sleepy to function but still made it out of there only to end up locating his equally large, yet better bed, his sheets cool under your skin which eased up the liquid fire running in your bloodstream.
You werenāt really sure what you did next, but the faint smell of his citrusy scent from his nice, cold sheets, you didnāt care about anything else and instead, slept through the great comfort of it all.
Unbeknownst of you, Jeno did end up going back home earlier than planned, but without your friend this time.
He was too exhausted to even notice that something was truly off by the time he got into bed, shirt off, sleep knocking him out a few minutes in.
āShe wonāt know.ā
He placed your arms on the curve of your back as he pinned you to the wall in a hallway absent of any light.
You feel his sweet, minty breath on your nape, his strong hand tight around your wrists in a vice grip with the intention of not letting you go.
You were so breathless now, letting him do what he wished, his free hand tracing the outline of your thigh as he yanked the hem of your dress upwards, groping you from behind, whispering sinisterly in your ear before kissing the slant your shoulder, his hand snaking dangerously inside the silk fabric until he replaced your bra with his, playing with your breasts in a manner that drove you nuts.
āYouāve thought about this havenāt you?ā He pressed, as you whimpered helplessly, back arched with your behind brushing against his. āAnswer.ā
āY-yesā¦ā
You sigh, unable to control the soft moan emitting from your throat when he eventually slid his hand in your underwear, callused fingers rubbing your clit now covered with pure arousal, spreading it all over your aching sensitivity.
āI didnāt even have to spit.ā He hissed sardonically. āBut I think youāll like that, yeah? What do you think? Do you want me to spit on your pussy?ā
āF-fuck⦠yeahā¦ā
You feel him pull his fingers off you, causing you to whine at the loss of contact when you hear him spit behind you, immediately sliding his hand back into your soiled underwear after doing so, messily mixing the glob of his spit with your slick arousal you think if he kept this up, you would cum in no time without even having him fuck you at all.
āYouāre disgustingā¦ā He hummed in satisfaction, ultimately parting your pussy lips so he can pump a finger in, his lips leaving a trail of open-mouthed kisses down your spine. āI like that.ā
You hear him groan at the feeling your tight walls around his long, slender fingers, a series of swears rolling off your mouth when he began fingering you, fucking his spit into your throbbing hole all desperate for him and him only.
You rubbed your thighs together in a desperate attempt to itch the pulsating sensation between your legs, the bundle of nerves you eventually pressed on in your sleep made you whimper softly, the pleasurable feeling intensifying the more you rubbed yourself.
This was the second time Jeno had unmercilessly plagued your dreams again ā like an incubus haunting you in your sleep, but in the end, he gives you what you desire ā to come so hard you thought youād black out.
Youāve never even drawn yourself to that type of high before you even knew who he was, but after what happened in the car, you couldnāt help but think of how good it would be to have him fuck you instead of your friend.
You did feel guilty for having this type of thoughts about your friendās own boyfriend, but having him wreck havoc in your head after hours, was mind-numbing, it was almost addicting.
Youāve tried and fought so hard to stop thinking about him, trying to replace his face with someone else like Mark, or even Renjun or some other celebrity you fancied but when youāre just a minute away from reaching your peak, you canāt help but bring him back and let him take over you, his face alone making you come so hard your legs would shake as the raw lust mixed with shame riddled all over your skin.
Tonight was the same, except you were actually in his house and on his bed, touching yourself without any awareness about your surroundings and absolute care in the world, not when you had creeped your finger inside your now wet underwear, intending to finger yourself on your side, but before you could do that, you tucked yourself under the comforter seeking for warmth, back flat on the mattress as you slide your hand back in, moaning at the contact once again, legs propped with your knees bumping against each other as you played with yourself, eyes tightly shut.
āIt hurtsā¦ā You whimpered lightly, still dreaming as you tilt your head to the side, brows furrowing in frustration. āI needā¦ā
Jeno, who had been sleeping just right beside you, eventually stirred, turning to face you with a sigh, starting to be aware with the noises you were making but thought it was a part of what seemed like a dream for him too so he made no move until you inched closer and closer, now only one move away from touching him.
Youāre facing him now, his familiar sweet scent elating your senses, it being the only thing to make you move faster, your middle finger playing with your growing wetness before you eventually slid it in, biting your lip at how tight you felt and wishing it was him doing it for you instead.
āJenoā¦ā You huff, you free hand snaking under your slip to grope your breast, hissing from how hard your nipples had gotten.
Jeno, now half-asleep, responded with a tired āhmmā as he hovered closer, his hand landing on your hip to pull you closer to him, sealing the small gap between the both of you with his face now resting on the curve of your shoulder.
He hears you purr sweetly, fingering yourself faster when you feel him lay a light kiss on your bare skin, his hand finding your jaw so he can tilt your chin up, kissing you there but deeper.
You didnāt even care anymore. No shame surging through you thinking this was a mere wet dream even if it felt too real, so real you could actually see him in the shadow but because the lights were so dim, you couldnāt make a face but his beautiful scent and warmth was more than enough.
You just needed to feel him, have him ruin you more just like how he does in your dreams.
āArenāt you tired?ā He whispered huskily, realizing you were fingering yourself when he circled his own around your wrist, stopping you. āWhat are you doing?ā
āI wantā¦ā You mumbled, distress coating your tone when he yanked your hand from your underwear ever so gently. āI want to cumā¦ā
āWant to?ā he cooed, keeping his eyes close as he parted his lips open to suck your slick arousal from your fingers, earning another moan from you before he let you grab him on the shoulder, his own hand now snaking inside your underwear.
āFuck, just-just put it in, pleaseā¦ā You begged, circling your arms around his neck as you lifted your leg, resting it on his hip.
You hear him hum, the deep rumble of it making your head go numb.
He wasted no time, pleased with your whines when he slid his finger inside your soaked pussy, fingering you slowly until you found yourself in a verge of breaking out of a sob, your knuckles turning white on his shoulder as he fucked you faster and harder at your request, fully attentive with the way you were squeezing him, sucking him further into your throbbing cunt, making him go crazy for how increasingly wet youāve become.
āJ-jeno!ā
You half-screamed, back arching as he hovered on top of you, his head disappearing on the crook of your neck to kiss you right there before you feel his teeth bite the strap of your slip, yanking it down your shoulders.
He was going way faster now, fingers curving up to rammed on your sweet spot as you struggled under him, thighs closing tightly around his flexed arm just when youāre about to reach your peak.
āDonāt you want to come?ā He smiled sleepily, sucking your left nipple with so much want it only drove you closer to your orgasm. āIf youāre a good girl, you will, wonāt you?ā
It was scary how it feel too damn real ā you could even hear him up close and personal and it was too overwhelming, but you couldnāt open your eyes, not wanting this dream to ever end, not when heās about to make you cum so hard like this.
So you pushed through it, the lewd squelching of your wetness from him fucking into you the only thing you could hear, his equally pleased moans gracing your ears when you tell him youāre almost there.
āFuck, fuckā¦fuck! Iām,ā You cried, shaking violently as you finally snapped, hands flying on his in an attempt to stop him from fingering you in a brutal pace but he didnāt allow you.
Instead, he forced you to ride through it all as you cursed, head thrown back until you began sob from overdrive, thrashing and squirming under him only to make him pin your arms above your head, your slip pulled all the way to your neck, letting him feel your bare skin, your underwear being torn by him, tossing it on the marbled floors.
āIām fucking you.ā He growled, eyes parting slightly, unable to see you fully but the feeling of having you all naked and weak under him made him a little crazy. He wasnāt even sure if this was just a dream anymore, but he had his own personal desires needed to be taken care of. āYouāll let me, right?ā
āPleaseā¦ā You begged as he lifted your dress all the way to your face, turning it into a blindfold causing you to spread your legs wider for him, too aroused with the way he was trying to limit your senses. āFuck⦠just do whatever you want, pleaseā¦use..use meā¦ā
āCan you even take me?ā He smirked, tracing small kisses from your jaw all the way to your sternum as your breath hitched. āYouāre this desperate, huh?ā
You hear him unbuckle his belt as you begged, wanting him to give it to you already, afraid that this dream might come into an end.
āPlease, Jenoā¦ā
āSounds better when you say it like thatā¦ā
He sighed, giving himself a few generous strokes before you felt the tip of his hard cock rub your pussy, giving you a few jabs before he slowly slipped inside you just halfway, wanting you to get used to his size so he waits for a tap which came just a few moments later, and gives it to you, a matching lustful moan being knocked out from yours and his.
āSo b-bigā¦ā
You grabbed his biceps as he held his breath, trying his best not to fuck you like a wild animal for how amazingly tight and warm you felt around him, squeezing around him repeatedly, almost drawing him to the edge.
āYour pussy can take itā¦ā He whispered, fucking into you slowly. āIf I fuck you like this, youāll take itā¦and if I go faster?ā
āAh!ā You cried as he snapped his hips into you, the wetness of your pussy coating his entire cock, drawing him deeper into your cunt. āDonāt stop⦠fuck, f-fuck feels so good, so so good.ā
āI know, babyā¦ā He hissed vehemently, face buried into the crook of your neck as you let him fuck you faster, the slightly deep baritone of your tone intensifying the fact that he wants to ruin you, even if this wasnāt reality because god knows what he will do it had been, but for some reason, he didnāt felt any type of shame if this wasnāt a dreamā just the carnal desire he felt for you, the girl who seemed to hate him for no valid reason.
You clutched the sheets as he pistons in and out of you, ultimately driving the both of you to each otherās peak.
He doesnāt let you touch him, his hand fixed to your wrists on top of your head as your jaw went slack, breath hitching as your legs trembled, alerting him that you were there.
āFuck, spread your legs wider.ā He demanded through gritted teeth, strong thighs stuttering against yours as you obediently did what he asked. āThatās it, pretty girl.ā
It didnāt take long when the two of you finally came, you being the first to snap as he followed-through just a few seconds later, pulling out of you so he can cum on his bed sheet instead.
You immediately fell asleep right after, smiling through it all just like he did, the looming taste of regret awaiting to ruin everything in the morning.
Or would it?
//
You awoke to an unfamiliar bed, already panicking upon finding out youāve been sleeping in his room the entire time so you quickly pad down the silent hall, disappearing inside your own room with a huff.
You ignore the throbbing headache in your head as sat on your bed, a little shaken and not knowing to go about explaining what just happened if he was aware of it, but you think heās not even home or if he was, did he end up sleeping elsewhere?
You grabbed your crewneck and fixed yourself in front of the mirror, about to head downstairs and find him when you feel something odd, so you lift the hem of your dress, discovering that you didnāt even have an underwear on.
The memory of him taking it off you haunted your train of thought ā last night felt too raw, too real and you think it maybe because youāre starting to be delusional, using the advantage of staying in his house and touch his stuff that werenāt yours.
You assume this might have catered to it all and you werenāt even sure if thatās something to be happy or angry about.
You figured it wasnāt ā in fact, it was too wrong and you wanted out so you immediately text Tony for an update before heading downstairs to find Jeno.
Jeno, you learn, was not alone.
It was a Saturday after all, and he happens to be on the phone by the living room, his full attention watching the glowing fireplace in front of him, energy drink on-hand as your friend darted from the kitchen, immediately seeing you.
āOh, sheās up!ā She announced, running to hug you with a beam. āJina and I are going to get our nails done and sheās picking me up, you wanna come?ā
āOh, um⦠thatās okay.ā You falter as Jeno turned to look at you, gaze unreadable. āIām leaving soon anyway, like going back to my place.ā
āOh! Well maybe next time? Jeno is leaving soon too but wonāt be dropping me off. Jeno, help her okay?ā
You avoid the way heās looking at you now, quite embarrassed with the fact that you literally just slept in his bed and even dreamed of him fucking you. You just hoped he had no idea, and if he did know, you knew you couldnāt bear to show face any longer.
āIāll plan us another date. Just you and I. I promise!ā
You let your friend drag you to the entrance and albeit dazed from the unholy thoughts you were suddenly having about Jeno, you managed to brush it off and watch your friend leave, waving her a small good-bye, the guilt surging through you once again after seeing her.
You were just about to lock the door when you feel him hover behind you, the hairs on the back of your neck raising at the sound of his deep voice invading your cloud of thoughts.
āIām gone for one night and youāre suddenly touching stuff that arenāt yours?ā
So he did know. But does he know?
āIām sorryā¦ā You exhale, sighing regretfully but refused to look at him in the eye. āGot a little drunk then looked for the bathroomāā
āSee⦠that wasnāt the only thing Iām upset about though.ā
You gulped as you feel him walk closer so you slowly back away, the shocked gasp leaving your lips as you feel the pressure of the door behind you, him towering over you now.
āWhat?ā
āDo you know what Iām talking about?ā He questioned, a little on edge. āDonāt act dumb now.ā
āI said I was drunk and Iām sorry.ā You apologized sincerely, the overwhelming silence skyrocketing your anxiety. āIf there was any damageāā
āNo, thatās notā¦ā You hear him chuckle as he drove his hand to the door, cornering you like a predator, but you remain still, stopping yourself from looking up or it was going to over. āDo I have to explain?ā
āI donātā¦ā
āYou donāt care about your friend, do you?ā
Your eyes rounded in shock, immediately tilting your chin up so you can look at him in the eye this time, suddenly angry at his accusation.
āWhat made you say that?ā You snapped, watching him shake his head in amusement but you werenāt buying it. āJeno.ā
āYouāre something else.ā He whispered softly, eyes searching something in yours before you feel him inch closer to your ear, his lips brushing across the shell of your ear. āYouāre insane. Has anyone ever told you that?ā
āJeno, what the fuck?ā
You pushed him off you but he could only laugh, head tilting to the side, a smirk now evident on his face.
He was too handsome, it almost drove you nuts if it wasnāt for the way he just insulted you.
āGuess Iād be the first but donāt worry, Iām not that angry, you know?ā
You clenched your jaw, watching him advance to you again with an intent to pin you against the door.
āYouāre full of shit. I donāt even know what the hell youāre talking about when all Iāve done is āā
āWe fucked.ā He sighed, reeling closer when you clamped your mouth shut, looking away from him. āWhy, you thought you were dreaming?ā
āYouāre joking.ā
āSee, Iād like to think I was. The whole time I thought the same until I find you in my bed in the morning.ā
You faltered, unable to think straight when you feel him trace the outline of your jaw, grabbing you by the chin gently to make you shift your attention back to him.
āJeno.ā
āYou said my name too. Just like this.ā His darkened gaze pierced yours, pupils blown. āYou like me that much?ā
āWe canāt do this.ā You grab his wrist, pushing him away with a huff. āIt was a mistake!ā
āIād like to think the same but for some reasonā¦ā He took another step, completely caging you in just like you were always meant to be for him. āYouāre fucking everything up.ā
āHow is that my fault āā
āYou shouldāve pursued me first, thatās all.ā
Your eyes widen as he cradled your face, drawing you completely speechless.
Turns out, he was crazier, even more sinister with the way heās touching you so inappropriately right now you feel like pushing him off and running out to escape but you simply couldnāt. You knew you wanted him too even if you shouldnāt.
Not when the damage has already been done, and youāve opened a pandora box, unleashing his hidden desires on board with yours, the sinful thoughts youāve been trying so hard to seal away for no one to figure out.
āYou donāt give a fuck about her?ā You swallowed a lump in your throat, a pained expression on your face as he kept up with his ministrations, his hand now holding yours. āWhy are you touching meā¦ā
āI like you.ā He confesses with a shrug like it was something so simple to do, his piercing gaze meeting yours again. āYou think Iām into your friend?ā
āYouāre sick.ā
You say through gritted teeth, raw anger still there but the more you allowed him to stare you down like this, the more it dissipated. The desperate hold you had around it vanishing to thin air.
āAnd you think youāre not?ā
There was that same fiery edge to his tone now, his grip around your hand tightening. You try to break free from his grasp until you hear his phone ring. You were just about to use that as way to completely push him away, but he cut you off, demanding you to stay still.
āWeāre not done.ā
You watch him answer the call, fear on your eyes when you discovered it as your friend asking if he could pass the phone over to you just because you werenāt answering yours.
āTalk to her.ā He demanded, his stern tone sending shivers all over your body when you placed his phone near your ear.
āHey,ā You greeted your friend, trying to sound as normal as you could before shying away from the way Jenoās eyeing you right now. āWas in the shower. Whatās up?ā
You let your friend take-over, asking if you wanted anything from a specific shop near the nail salon she was in and had been trying so hard to get your mind out of the gutter for the past minute that seemed to flow by in forever. You found yourself stuck in the middle ā part of you wanted to tell her about what you did just like that no matter what the consequences were but the other half simply haunted you, did you really want to stop? When the guilt should be burning you alive right now but for some reason, you hardly felt anything and you werenāt sure what to make of that.
āYou donāt care about your friend, do you?ā
āThe one with stars is cute but you donāt have toā itās okay,ā You shook your head, completely missing the fact that Jeno had gotten even closer. You catch on to him before he lowers his head to the side of your face, about to murmur something.
āStop.ā With the phone away from your lips, you attempt to get away but he only holds you still, hand fixed to the curve of your waist. āJenoāā
āJust tell me the details later!ā Your friend squealed over the phone. āAnd tell Jeno to read my text!ā
The call ended just before you could utter something but the phone from your hand was snatched away in a millisecond, suddenly finding yourself gasping when Jeno placed his knee in between your thighs, feeling you up with his clothed knee, his hand now groping your breast.
āQuit it, wonāt you?ā You bit your lip, hand fisting his top as he placed an open-mouthed kiss on your collarbone. āYou want to run away so bad but I can see it in your eyes. You want this as much as I do so donāt lie to yourself.ā
āJeno, stop,ā You begged, arousal already pulling in your underwear when he forced you to grind down on his thigh, holding all your weight up alone with just that alone. āJenoā¦ā
āIāll let you go f thatās what you want.ā He grunted as you began to grind on him, growing more aroused with the way you were whining, struggling on his thigh. He challenged you, even if he knew you wouldnāt be able to resist all of this.
Resist him.
You whimpered as he removed his thigh between your legs, letting you off but you donāt make a move.
āYou want to go?ā You could only gaze back at him, completely in trance as he grinned down at you, his sardonic expression reeling you in. āThen go.ā
It didnāt take long until you finally snapped altogether, crashing yourself to him to latch your lips on his in sheer frustration, an audible groan coming from him as he nibbled your bottom lip, lifting you up, hands all over your body.
Sooner or later, you found yourselves in bed, having to have exhausted each other but there were no words shared after it all.
You werenāt even sure what to do next as you laid there beside him, watching him sleep on his back, head turned away from yours. It was then you felt your heart crumble into pieces, the immense jolt of pain suddenly waking you up from trance.
Do I really want to do this?
You left the next morning just like that, not wanting to pursue this wrong deed at all, and without a word other as you hailed a taxi. You deleted and blocked his phone number and made a plan to somehow try to avoid him and your friend for the next few months, but it wasnāt simple like that, and yet, you tried to stay away.
For the next six months, it was like that ā with you and your friend slowly falling apart because you no longer shared classes for second semester and you made no amends to even see or spend time with her, having to have met other friends you shared classes with and then her, with the boys and their girls.
You were also thankful of Jeno not pursuing anything with you too. You barely saw him around due to the fact that he did sign up for more sport-related activities so naturally, he disappeared from your sight. He must have thought that it was clearly a mistake just like you did, and you fought to repent for your sins and you wished he did too.
You didnāt keep track about anything that had to do with them anymore and decided to focus on your studies like youāve always had from the beginning to prepare yourself for graduation and university requirements. Your great efforts did pay off in the end, having to graduate with almost on top of all your classes and getting into one of your top three universities.
Life seemed great for you ā quite elated for the next journey youāre bound to go on for the next two years now that senior year was over and so was the evening dinner you had to attend because it was mandatory despite wanting to opt out of it but you made sure to leave early as you had no plans to sit in the fancy banquet of a five-star hotel and āget entertainedā when everyone either sat around to chill or lose themselves in the dimmed down dance floor.
By 11 pm, you bid your goodbyes to a panel of teachers, one of them being your favourite, just in the next room in the hall, then gunned down to the parking lot where you parked your car.
You dug your keys in your purse, humming to yourself when you spot someoneās slick black shoes right next to your car so you stop and blink, shifting your attention the wide plain of his familiar broad back, his white dress shirt being the only article of clothing he has on with some tailored black plants that probably cost five months worth of rent.
āJeno.ā
āNice ride you got.ā He drew the cigarette away from his lips, grey smoke hitting your face as you slowly took a step back, unable to form any coherent sentence upon realizing that heās standing before you now. āNew model too. Gift, maybe?ā
You do know youāve been trying to avoid him.
As much as you tried however, he was there, always in a crowd and you never missed a handsome face like his. He burned in the back of your head so easily, but it was too difficult to get him out no matter how many distractions you could come with, and even if most of it worked in your favour he still lived inside your head like a parasite.
A parasite you may never end up getting rid of.
āIām going home.ā Was all you said, trying to stay stoic and unaffected as he advanced to you, even more irresistable now that heās worked out more and grew his hair a little longer, a strand from his gelled back fringe curving on his forehead and it did nothing but clench your jaw.
He was just too handsome, you were close to believing no one would be able to resist him at all, not even the new arm candy he brought as a date to dinner since your he has apparently broken up with your friend a month before graduation due to a sudden drastic change in her familyās living situation.
You soon find out she was never coming back, and apparently ālong distance relationshipsā wasnāt Jenoās thing.
āThis early?ā
There was a coy smirk on his face, cigarette resting between his lips. You stood there, liking the smell, reminding you of your father back home so naturally, you stayed where you are, feet starting to hurt from the five inch heels you regretfully wore to dinner.
āYeah, I have work the next morning.ā
Heās one step away from you now, his full attention scanning your red dress from head to toe, liking the tight fit around your soft curves. You try to stand your ground anyway, albeit about to burst into shivers from the way he narrowed his eyes to you now, blowing another puff of grey you ended up inhaling into your system as well for how damn close heās gotten, invading your comfort zone.
āThatās a shame.ā He circled around you like some sort of a predator, but without touching you until you feel him stop just inches away, his hard chest brushing against your back. āWell go on, your car is right there.ā
Your breath hitched as you began to walk to your car, unlocking the back door to throw your purse into with a slam. You donāt say anything as you placed your hand on the handle, chewing on your lips as he quirked an eyebrow, wanting to know what seemed to make you look a little stressed and all tensed up.
āYour date.ā You slowly met his amused gaze. āHow long?ā
āDidnāt sleep with her if thatās what you were wondering.ā You didnāt even want to lie ā the wave of relief crashed through you, engulfing you in so you let go of the handle and headed to him, letting your burning desire drag you all the way to his arms as he pulled you into a suffocating embrace. āI knew you couldnāt resist me.ā
Jeno flung his cigarette off his lips to kiss you hungrily causing you to moan in his mouth, tasting the peppermint candy heās had and the slight bitterness from the cigarette but you didnāt care.
You didnāt care until he threw you in your backseat, ripping your underwear off you so easily and gave it to you right there and then, until you were in a verge of tears, unable to think straight as you moaned his name all over again like some sort of a mantra, dragging the both of you into eternal hell.
And to hell with him it is.

















