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kimi / 27 / In the beginning there was semen in a deep mound of flesh. Oh wow, but fuck you.

[kimixcakes]

this still doesnt feel real

a week ago I was on the floor of your living room, glueing your photographs to poster board. spending 14 straight hours with your sisters, preparing as beat we could for the next day.

two weeks ago, I received a phone call from my best friend telling me you were gone. that's what she said to me "kate's gone"

two months ago we were texting about how you moved back to Massachusetts and we were going to see each other when I come home for Christmas.

now, I'm back. 3000 miles away and mourning your loss, wishing I could be close to your sisters. I spent almost every hour of my trip home with my second family, and I'm wishing I could still be there.

It just doesn't feel real.

[kimixcakes]

I cried a lot today but that's okay.

I just have a lot of feelings and tbh I'm very overwhelmed but I'll be fine soon.

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Ingeborg Bachmann, tr. by Michael Hamburger, from “Fog Land,” written c. October 1956 (x)

[kimixcakes]

shit is so weird right now.

but the universe worked everything out and that feels damn good.

[kimixcakes]

Hi there, I really admire your confidence! As someone with a very large nose, I occasionally obsess over getting a nose job :( Do you have any advice for when you're feeling very down and insecure about your unique look?

Thank you! I know it sounds crazy, but you just need to keep pushing past it and telling yourself that you are beautiful. I used to stare in the mirror and push my nose in hopes the bump would get smaller, now it's my favorite part of myself.You are uniquely beautiful, you will see.

[kimixcakes]

r e p e t i t i o n

[kimixcakes]

This week has been so taxing. I'm burnt out. I'm emotionalky at my wits end and I can't stop feeling defeated.

Then, I finally heard back from my boss about taking time off for Christmas and went to book my tickets home and they are over $1k just for me. I feel like I'm going to cry.

I just want to go home. I can't afford that. Waiting it out for a few days to see if the prices drop.

Things aren't easy right now.

[kimixcakes]

Bored at work today

[kimixcakes]

You are beautiful. I wish I could love myself the same way you do.

Thank you for you kindness. One day you will, it took me a really long time to get here.

[kimixcakes]

These glasses are cute

[kimixcakes]

Tumblr is for selfies.

[jureeya]

This headline

[itsagifnotagif]

Old but still one of my fave memes

[discreet45]

[fiztheancient]

i cant believe there are people who still havent seen this video

[jerkstorecalling]

I could probably recite this entire video, word-for-word, on demand.

[toolusingmammalgirl]

Goddamn, this is nearly thirty years old and it fits like a glove into contemporary shitpost cadence and aesthetics, this is High Art

[kimixcakes]

This week has been long and crazy and fun and stressful and interesting. Getting chicharrones with my coworkers and picnicking in aquatic park for the second time this week (Wednesday was wings and French fries). Then, tequila this afternoon. Happy cinco de mayo! Things are starting to feel good.

[kimixcakes]

some tests.

[kimixcakes]

I am going to stop being nice to people who are not nice to me. I don’t care if that means things get a little uncomfortable. I will not be treated like dirt any more, I will not let people take advantage of my kindness and assume they can be assholes. I can’t keep forgiving and forgetting. I COME FIRST ASSHOLE.

[kimixcakes]

Well karma came around for this one. 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻