Armand was in full gremlin mode and I was delighted!
He was just an absolute train wreck and at the most unstable we’ve seen him. The writer Hannah said he’s at his most “vulnerable and most violent” at the same time, both “dangerous and pathetic”.
(I would still love to see him coated in blood, however. Let that beloved little freak of mine be the sopping wet meow meow he was born to be.)
I truly didn’t expect Louis finding it in himself to connect with Armand like he did and I was very touched by it.
In the post show, it was pointed out that Armand was the least deserving of an apology from Louis (absolutely true!).
Despite that—Louis was clearly very affected by the brutal wake up call Claudia gave him and was forced to reckon with how he interacts with the people around him more as props than relationships.
He used Claudia as a bandaid for a shitty marriage and he used Armand as a perverse revenge against Lestat.
(“It was never about me!” applies to both Claudia and Armand, hence them both being compared to pillows, objects for Louis to use.)
Armand was never in the running to be a real companion to Louis because Louis was simply never going to forgive him for Claudia’s death (even before Louis discovered Armand orchestrated it entirely) and because he was (and always will be) hung up on Lestat.
However, instead of doing the sane thing—telling Armand he simply wanted nothing to do with him—Louis locked them both into a 70 year death spiral of a “relationship” that really was just a way for Louis to marinate in his own guilt/self-pity with the added bonus of stringing Armand along with the illusion of absolution/love if he just played the “good-nurse” to Louis long enough, cleaning up his messes all the while.
It was a horrible self destructive cruel farce—and regardless of what Armand does or doesn’t deserve—Louis himself has come to regret being the kind of person who uses people in such ways.
So even if his apology was only given under duress, even if it was just a well placed manipulation, the fact that Louis is now capable of actually looking outside of himself and seeing Armand—
To acknowledge that Armand has all these horrible traumas and emotional wounds that he’s been carrying around completely untended and ignored through his entire vampiric existence, even by his supposed companion of 70 plus years, when Louis was still attempting to play the role of loving partner—
It was colossal for both of them.
It was growth for Louis and catharsis for Armand, what both of them needed to move forward.
I’m really pleased with the outcome of the scene.