It's been a long time 😓
So I haven't been on here in a while, I've felt no need for extended rants and everything been pretty fucking brilliant. I had a summer that was like 90% free of problems (looking at you Jonny for that 10%) now uni has put me back to square one. http://king0fthewasteland.tumblr.com/post/130368138068/literally-met-the-loveliest-guy-at-freshers-the This post and the things written in it have had no affect on my life for at least the last nine months and now the fucker is driving me mental. The pair of us are pretty much borderline alcoholics and when the alcohol kicks in it seems like the most perfect thing in the world, then you sober up, realise how much you actually hate me and then it's back to the start, for a couple of days, until it starts again. Now I literally can't tell anymore whether drunk speech is sober thoughts in your case because "you're so attractive" said to you like fifteen times is not actually confirmation of anything. But I can feel myself slipping into the state I was last year and it's majorly fucking with my head. I cannot allow myself to get the feels 😂🙌🏼
