life update: the mirror is the liar

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we're not kids anymore.

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@kira-downs
life update: the mirror is the liar
cowboy blues
cw: mention of S.H., addiction, and relationship issues
then/now
i romanticize the bad timesย try to rewind the good times back toย 2014 big sister times innocent playground times secret handshake, coloring sheet didn't realize how goodย we had it then
jump into the present doesnโt feel like a gift now-a-days itโs faking to your parents friends fake to you stress from school need to look cool if you cope itโs aesthetic what youโre feeling now
all my mutals are hot and successful amen
ty bby!!! i love you
haven't you heard? i'm the internet girl. every picture of me is, "oh my god, it's her."
GORGEOUS MOOTIE๐๐๐๐
guys
i feel so lazy
girls will ruin your life and then comment "cuteeee" on your ig post 2 years later
like sorry bro im uncomfortable
Happy Pride! ~๐ณ๏ธโ๐
Hereโs a selection of pride flags designed as medieval banners!! Unfortunately due to the massive amount of individual identities we have in the queer community, i could not illustrate all of the flags, so if your flag is not here i am very sorry!
Stay proud this month gays, weโre gonna make it through <33
Flags included:
Bisexual
Lesbian
Gay Men / MLM
Pansexual
Intersex
Asexual
Aromantic
Genderfluid
Polyamorous
Butch
Femme
Transgender
Genderqueer
Nonbinary
Two Spirit
Progress Pride: BIPOC
Progress Pride
These are so beautiful! ( ใปโใป)
This style reminds me of 'Running with the wolves' and 'Song of the sea'
i think i should have multiple lives so i can kill myself in front of people who deeply upset me
- VENT! -
to anyone who cares just need to get this off my chest and feel listened to ๐ฅบ
I'm getting alot of tears out now so that I wont act like this during my brothers ceremony ๐ ๐ ๐ I feel so embarrassed crying in front of people. ๐โจ
Alot of thoughts have been bothering me and I need to talk to someone about it:
1. I'm annoyed by my older brother rn๐ because hes more emotionally unavailable than my mom , idk if that's a male thing? He isnt a horrible brother just sucks at being available for anyone. I always wanted that soft tenderness from an older brother figure since 14๐ (I'll move on from it tho)
2. I'm always constantly worried about my parents pressuring me because I'm 21๐ meanwhile I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack over this shitty capitalist society we live in (hate it) gotta keep reminding myself that I'm right where I need to be.
3. Worried about my mom pressuring my little brother at 18 when hes still trying to figure out things that are new to him, hes autistic, and I can resonate/relate to what it feels like to be expected to know things when you were never taught.
4. Government assistance services taking foreverrrrr.
5. It will be harder for me to heal and move on from trauma.
6. Waking up in my own sweat -_- despite having an AC kms
My brothers graduation is bringing up alot of old memories/things I dont wanna think about๐ because I didnt have a great experience myself, I'm not trying to make this about me at all! It's just how I feel like wow I cant believe this is really it + I dont have any irl friends anymore either. Plus whenever one of us reaches a milestone I just think about our shitty deadbeat dad missing out on his son's growing up due to his own actions idk makes me feel super emotional n I think about all the sad things n life and I hateeee it๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
treated myself with new skincare ๐
its pride month, tumblr. you know what that means
shit.
im fucking cooked
basically i have fresh cuts and if i wear pants it will be suspicious bc itโs summer! so then my parents (mom) will most likely check me. and i will be sent away.
and then they will most likely check my room. and find my purse with my alcohol and blades in it.
I just erased 300 words and now I can't get them back im gonna fucking kill myself
NOTICE FOR PSYCHOTIC PEOPLES LIKE ME AND THE NEW TOMODACHI LIFE: Please please pretty pretty please be careful while playing Living the Dream, esp if youโre currently unmedicated!!!
The game treats the Miis like theyโre real people and makes zero mention ever that they are not, and only ever refers to them and their POV as if they are real and you are their caretaker! While playing this honestly messed with my head pretty badly at times and made me worry a lot on if I was hurting real people/not doing enough for real people while I was playing!
I cannot imagine how much worse this would be for someone whoโs unmedicated, non-dormant, or experiencing breakthrough symptoms! Do please be careful and PLEASE remember to have a way to reality check yourself while playing the game!!!
Also: If youโre not psychotic, please reblog this anyway!!! It may not seem like a big deal to you but these kinds of things are REALLY important to know for us psychotic folk in a world that is both hostile and negligent to us and our needs!!!
LOUDER FOR THOSE IN THE BACK! And Iโll reiterate this! Video game/fictional characters are NOT real people! That includes Ai chatbots.