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The fact that i wake up, and when i look in the mirror i see such a such beautiful girl, with a beautiful spirit and a kind soul. I am truly abundant

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kosmogrl

I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. lol. I probably do need mood stabilizers or something bc this isn’t normal at all. I was fine earlier but now it’s like….id rather not be here. Not where I’m at rn, I enjoy being with my friends, i love their company, but knowing that when I go back home I’ll be without them and beating myself up bc girl u can’t just act normal now??? But no, I can’t. It’s literally just me. Like right now. This is me. Sad asf at a Mexican restaurant with no money, sitting with my friends and I don’t know what the fuck my issue is. This is embarrassing asf. I have no appetite, i look stupid, i dont wanna make my friends feel bad for me bc that’s not what I want.

I just want to feel better.

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stuckinapril

24kblk

david alan harvey, backstage at tropicana nightclub. havana, cuba. 1999

xspiderbat

hispanicnothispeace

blaispascal

Like the saying goes;

“When people show you who they are, you better believe them” and in this situation, i will do just that.

If i express to you how i feel, and you try and act like its not that serious or isnt a big deal and then on top of that you just leave knowing that i feel a certain way and you dont even care to listen or even acknowledge that I feel a certain way, it just shows me that you only care about me and how i feel to an certain extent. That my feelings are only valid if you arent on the end of those feelings/ the reason as to why im feeling that way. Communication is something that is so important on and offline. It helps us understand eachother better, but at the same time, the lackthereof makes it very hard to navigate relationships with people.

With that being said, i wont let anyone stop me from communicating my feelings, and this was nothing but a learning moment for me.

I know my feelings are valid and i will continue to tell myself that, because i deserve it, I deserve to be able to be as loud with how i feel as everyone else does.

I am not quieting how i feel for anyone, it isn’t beneficial for me.

I can cry as hard as i want

Laugh as loud as i want

Smile as big as i want

I can feeeeeeeel, i deserve it, i deserve to show myself, i deserve to feel and live and breathe and experience.

The fact that i can even say this is showing so much growth. I deserve to be as passionate as i truly am, i really do, and because i deserve it, i will.