matt

professional angst lover

[kittiism]

— @ stanley snyder <3 #MALEWIFE !? “ there's a dozen reasons in this gun ,, ;; MATT / SEV / MADS / 8teen / anyprns!ㅤ ⸺ㅤ multifandom ! ☆ ★ MLIST - AO3 - RECS

[kittiism]

Just got home from seeing tadc episode in my local theater and I feel it only raised more questions..and that it was setting up for a great season 2

[lavenderpanic]

all of my writing is actually just thinly-veiled fantasy about being seen at your worst and still being loved

[kittiism]

𓏲𓏲⠀⠀.. ⠀キラ new world.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ;; ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ death note centric  ──── ‎ ‎

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:: tos , no mass pings . sfw , be respectful to fellow detectives

collect roles !! ;; complete introduction !! ;; open new investigation ‎??

https://discord.gg/2RyyEbaThQ

[nicolenick]

Quick Mello study <3

[wartankhorse]

[kittiism]

happy pride month to all the doomed yaoi and cursed yuri

[riverr4n]

random general near headcanons

he was a premie baby, before 37 weeks. it contributed to his short height, how frail he is, and the constant pain he has in his body from low bone density (always sitting down).

the reason he became an orphan was congenital heart disease as a baby. his parents didn't want to care for a severely disabled child, and that's it.

due to his low bone density, he struggles to stand or walk without pain, so he uses a cane. it got worse after 25 though, and his movement became basically net zero.

because of his heart disease, he spent a lot of time sick in wammy's. he would do a lot of tests and studying while being monitored in their nurse office.

he's had OCD since he was little, with most of his symptoms focusing around anxiety and intrusive thoughts over compulsion. his autism also contributes to it.

kids in wammy's would start literal rumours about who he was because of his appearance and intelligence. he was called fairy a lot.

he was abused way more than the other kids were due to his proximity to roger. a lot of the kids hated him for being the golden boy who could do no wrong, and a lot of the adults hated him for making roger such a pain to work with.

roger was also abusing near, but in a much more subtle manner. he had a close and highly inappropriate relationship with near, which usually got excused due to how people viewed both of them.

[swxnraii]

I LOVE GAANG SMM!! And yes, Suki is part of gaang. I can’t stand the suki under representation. I love my queen sm. ALL CREDITS TO THE ARTIST!! @schwesterchiz in Insta

[aisatsaa]

we'll meet again don't know where, don't know when

[riverr4n]

i think there's a point to be made about how near makes himself a lamb to every person in his life to disguise how cunning he actually is. it's mostly with mello, every time mello eventually explodes rightfully on near, near is somehow turned the victim. specifically with the gun scene, it's almost like near has somehow manipulated every single person around him to see him as the victim, and not the perpetrator who keeps up this cycle of mello's anger. he's just flat out manipulative and uses who he's characterised as by others to his advantage.

[oyuna-art]

He's BALD let him have fur

[lulu0zyx]

if mello died and matt survived matt would definitely make him into an ai chatbot and he’d speak to it religiously like full ai psychosis he’s getting tattoos for it and he’s bringing his laptop out with him everywhere literally talking to it in public just ignoring all the stares he’s getting

[cattoonxd]

Never give up without a fight

[kittiism]

Mattmello but it’s just Mello forcing a situationship and refusing advances from Matt for literally no reason other than to be difficult

[riverr4n]

mattmello but it's mello yearning from a distance in this really embarrassing teen crush way. he kicks his feet in bed at messages, tries his best to stay around matt during everything they do, constantly questioning if he's awkward or looks stupid or if his outfit it too much or too little or if matt even notices. and matt sure doesn't lmao

[riverr4n]

mattmello but they've been apart so long that Matt has started resenting Mello, so when he picks up the phone randomly one day and hears the same old slightly russian accent, he can't help but blow up over the phone. the other side goes quiet for a while, just for him to go 'I need you, Matt. whether you think I do is up to you.' and then the line abruptly cuts.