I live in a literal tropical climate where it's hot as hell, high UV indexes, mosquitoes everywhere, and I love being out in nature. It's insane to me how many people ALSO FROM HERE get so weird and judgemental about me just. Being outside and sweaty, or applying sunscreen in public. Smelling a little like bug spray. At literal hiking trails and stuff too.
This is why you "hate the outdoors" so much, you don't even bother to dress practically! Yeah, of course you're gonna get bit and sunburned out there if you don't prepare. The heat and humidity yeah, there's not much to be done about that. But I'm not gonna sit here and act embarrassed you're judgmental of me sweating. If you wanna use full body antiperspirant that's your choice I guess, but it'll make it harder for your body to cool itself. My skin unfortunately reacts to antiperspirant so I just have to use deodorant so yeah, I'm gonna be generally damp! Imagine that! Damp, in the fucking tropics.
In general the way people here are so offended seeing someone who doesn't look "put together" is crazy. Like, they aren't even used to seeing *humans* naturally, especially if they perceive you as a woman. Is it really so upsetting for you if I go grab my mail in pajamas? Something I miss about living in deep Appalachia is the way no one gave a fuck. Had its own problems though.
There's an extra layer of irritation for me when I get unsolicited ✨ beauty advice ✨ like how I should be blonde instead of dying my hair fun colors (I have naturally dark hair btw. but since I have fair skin and light eyes I just HAVE to be even lighter for some reason. Very fucking weird), and I should pluck my brows and 1000 "you know, you'd be extra pretty if you-" I DO NOT CARE. I'm literally taking hormones to be even further from the way you want me to be. Honestly, I used to care so much about being conventionally attractive which meant obeying the standards women are held to (wrongfully! I don't think any of these traits are inherently masculine! I actually think body hair can be really beautifully feminine but if I speak too much on that it will sound freaky!!). But it's like, the more I stray from that and just be myself, the hotter I am to the people I actually care about being hot to. Even if I'm sweaty and or have acne or like. Literally anything. Even at my ugliest I'm bunnynip so why would I care lol. I literally already won. You could not find a hotter person. You can dislike me all you want but there is actually a huge market for like, me exactly.
I just hate the way people take it as some huge, almost moralized, transgression if someone simply doesn't look how they like. I'm a human, I sweat and grow hair and decorate myself sometimes and other times I just dress for comfort so I can exist in my human body.
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