Quick shout out to the Wattpad user we lost years ago to suicide. Trigger warning for the contents below including child abuse, sexual assault, self harm, and of course, suicide.
They lived in China, they were bullied and sexually assaulted by a boy who used his mental disabilities as an “excuse” to do what he did. He went online and spread her nudes around, of course the account he made to do so was quickly shut down, but it didn’t help, and there wasn’t much she could do because her parents were very, very bad people.
She was beyond kind, we hadn’t ever interacted but, everyone in that circle of Wattpad followed one another and we all got along, we reported that cyber bully / her abuser off the internet multiple times… She apologized, she was always the one to apologize for what he did. She was insecure, embarrassed, and single handedly caring for her newborn sister.
She made herself produce milk to nurse her sister, and the final thing she did was get her sister and self taken away by CPS and left a letter to her for when she gets older, and then she ran away and… Y'know how it goes. She was young, I believe fifteen, and everyone would write on her profile till it was hacked, by the guy who made her to commit, and taken down, her friends made another though, anyone was welcome to say kind words. I think of her often, a stranger I never talked to but we were mutuals, and I never knew her but, somehow I know some things about her. She had a picrew profile picture, and died a hero, as far as anyone knows and, I’d like to keep thinking of her as that. Strong to the very end.
Sorry, this was long, but I don’t like the thought that anyone could just… Be forgotten, especially heroes, heroes who save their sisters who will never know just how dear they were. It might have been what killed her, the final straw, but she loved her sister enough to give that last dollop of happiness in her life, at only fifteen…
Yeah, this was long, sorry.
