I think all my followers are gone at this point, and also this is more longform than twitter, and also my boyfriend is working on something important, so I’m gonna vent here instead of bothering him. Also, preface this with, if someone out there does see this? This is not me asking for help or suggestions, this is just me wanting to talk about something [Subject: Art/drawing]
So anyway, I’m frustrated because I don’t seem to have any patients for my own drawing abilities anymore. I guess I never really had much to begin with, but still, I feel like. Well one, it’s kinda sad that I rarely get inspired to draw anymore to begin with, but more importantly, when I do get in the mood or have an idea, I give up as soon as I can tell it’s not going to come out exactly like I see it in my head. And that’s not conductive to getting any better. But also I draw so seldom these days I wonder if it ever matters. I do kinda miss drawing. I just wish that I didn’t let all the fun of it get sucked out of my brain the second i see something that isn’t as good as I want it to be. I wish I could stick with it long enough to actually improve. I dunno. Like I said, I’m hardly even inspired to draw these days. Maybe I should find some kinda like, 30-days of drawing prompts or something, that would at least keep me practicing. Anyway, done talking about this now.
