amore infinito @knockmeforsix - Tumblr Blog

I'd like to thank whoever it was that wrote the tag about #MyComfortingPain because you haunt me now whenever I want to crawl back into it

#i am not doing great at the minute which is so upsetting because i still am only worth anything if i can Do or Create #personal #or if i can help #i often try to offset my own not doing great by trying to help out because it makes me feel in some way valuable #which is good self knowledge but like #increasingly i just feel like i don't know how to be a person and can't join in with others until i learn how #i am so successfully disconnected from my own system of wanting things that i can't imagine what i might even want

adastrabbit

"hogwash" still one of the best words ever. this shit is so unbelievable its pig water

gatesofminrathous

there will never be anything as funny as the mutual disbelief between long form and short form fic writers about each other's style.

short form writers look at people writing 100k+ fics as though this is some sort of talent given as part of a fae bargain, that the commitment required shows some sort of ungodly mental fortitude.

meanwhile long form writers look at people writing 1000 word one shots like god I would cut off my left nipple to be able to say anything concisely. i would love to play with multiple ideas. free me from the shackles of this child I have birthed. i love them but I now must take them to t-ball and doctor's appointments and they're going to destroy everything I own.

ao3commentoftheday

#as someone who is fairly concise i always feel people who are writing longer things are looking at me like who's this mug #but then tbh. i think everyone's thinking that about me anyway because well. alas i am unable to successfully be anything other than myself #and anything i write has me bleeding through it

fairycosmos

Lowkey whats the point

honestly ive stopped looking for some big revelation. ive just started saving up to buy pain au chocolat once a week and letting that be it for now

grussellist

ben healy shouldn't be a cyclist he should be sealing the 7 seas and be a hot pirate

diehellasrache

I think I'm going to remember this phrase every time I cook for the next five years

eternalgaylord

collecting tweets

eternalgaylord

#vessel alert

that's right

#of course #much to chew on #but also i've been quite excited to consider when i'm better and no longer have to live with all these rules #wanting connection but assuming i'm a bother and all this #i'm still sort of in a place where i'm like oh well maybe when i've done all this work on myself i won't need connection so much #so i can manage without and watch from the corner of the playground again

marinella-ela

earhartsease

porcupiglets!!

#they're so little!!#i remember hearing about some porcupines that flirt by hopping on one leg with their dick out #(at least i think that's what they said on no such thing as a fish)#heartwarming to see it results in these beasties!

roglaert

Mathieu congratulating Wout at the finish of Paris-Roubaix 2026 ❤️

#“thanks mate”#dissolves into sobs in christophe's arms #what a day this was i was stress cooking i was avoiding here because it made my head explode seeing everyone stress too #wva #mvdp #cl #cycling

I've been alive quite a while now (some would say too long) and I still every now and again catch myself going oh fuck yeah I am real. Like I am a real person that exists in the world with limbs and feelings and all that stuff. I feel like I should be sort of cured of that by now or at least have the ability to fully disappear, one or the other please

#i do not care to be real i liked it better when i was a pretend person that didn't count (she lied)#personal

drchucktingle

every once in a while i will feel a great pressure to exist, but then i just have to sit back and relax and remind myself 'oh wait, you already exist without even trying. GOOD JOB.' i think this realization can be a huge relief

bluespring864

When you're British and a little bit emotional because your doubles partner is complimenting you it's time to make the pouty 'well thank you but I can't possibly look at you right now' face.