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the ongoing saga of “are you okay, rafi??????”
Law & Order: SVU | 1x04: Hysteria
Goodbye, Richard Belzer
Dedicated in loving memory to Richard Belzer, the actor who portrayed John Munch, BPD Detective, NYPD Detective/Sergeant, and DA Investigator John Munch, whom he has portrayed as a regular cast member on the NBC police drama series Homicide: Life on the Street and Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, as well as in guest appearances on several other series. He portrayed the character for 23 years, from 1993 until retiring in 2016.
Rest In Peace Richard Jay Belzer August 4, 1944 – February 19, 2023
Pictures of Raul with Richard for Raul’s Leap of Faith era before they were SVU Colleagues
We’re Partners But Also Brothers, Some By Blood, Others, By Bond.
I’m the problem. It’s always my fault. If I apologize, people will not forgive me, they will just ghost me. It’s always been that way. I make a small mistake and people treat it like I just cheated on someone. But if someone else did it? “Hey it’s just a mistake”
Fucking hell I’m very much sick of being the one to blame when others are so easily forgiven. Someone else could commit a murder and they’d be forgiven before I would.
Deleted everything from my wishlist because there is nothing I need. No books because I can’t read anymore. No crafts because I don’t even do what I gave now. No movies/tv series because it takes a lot for me to even want to sit long enough to pay attention. No coloring pages because I haven’t touched any other I have. No video games because I never play anything…I’m ready to purge my things. Giving them to people that will actually do something.
My life is empty. The only future I see is death, but I can’t even do that. I will never find the thing I want to do. I don’t believe I can ever be happy.
I have a longing for something, I can’t place the words. I just want to go back to middle school, that’s when I was at my best. I wrote constantly, I played my games, I made graphics. I had my friends around and they would help me, keep me company. I don’t have company anymore.
I’m mentally trapped in the age of 13-15. Maybe because of dad’s accident, since that was 7th grade…am I stuck in that time because of the trauma? I have no drive. I have no confidence. I have no self esteem. I can’t communicate and I am usually invisible when I go out. I turn 30 in may and I have absolutely nothing to show. I stopped talking to friends because I have nothing going on and people asking about what I’ve been up to gets exhausting. I have nothing new.
I try to be excited about things but once it gets down to it, I was feigning that excitement. Thinking it would help. It doesn’t. I know I’m the one that has to change my life, but it’s really hard to do when I’m trying to take it day by day. It’s hard to care. I’m rarely proud of myself, and that never lasts long when I am. I just want to be void of all emotion.
I regret my tattoo now. Because I don’t want to be still breathing at this point. But I’m too scared to do so.
Raúl Esparza as Rafael Barba in SVU 23.22 “A Final Call at Forlini’s Bar”
Joe with his cats
I remember getting ready to do ’American Idiot’ thinking that people were either going to call us brilliant or crazy for doing it and I think maybe we got a little bit of both in the reaction. With any album, you put in the best you can and you dig further than ever before and then you put it out never really knowing what will happen
HAPPY 15TH ANNIVERSARY TO AMERICAN IDIOT
SONNY CARISI WEEK
↳ Day six - pampered up or battered?
we need MORE kiss scene with joe😤😤😤
if you were looking for this kind of pictures about joe,here you go😏
part 1 😏😉
full offense but none of you would have ever survived fanfiction.net in 2009
remember when writers had to be all like: “omg omg lemon starts HERE” y’all are lucky that ao3 has tags and filters you can set
Sometimes shit was marked “lemon” and it’d just be them making out, and sometimes they’d just start pissing on each other
No rules, no laws, you took your life into your hands opening fics
A/N: this contains SLASH, that means TWO MEN, if that makes you uncomfy, DON’T READ!
A/N: please don’t sue me, o anime overlords, I’m not making any money off of this! I’m just a broke student! I don’t have any money!
A/N: I totally wrote this while high off 10 Red Bulls wheeeeeee!!!!!
A/N: COMMENT if you want me to continue the next chappy!!!
No, no, no
remember when there’d be interactions with the author and the characters?
InuYasha: I don’t get why I have to be here for this
A/N: Because it was in your contract!!1!1 *revs chainsaw*
god those were lawless times.
…I’m fucking SWEATING
this is literally giving me flashbacks
Make Me Choose: @marielle-heller asked: John Deacon or Eugene Sledge