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makeout with me in our underwear while we watch Netflix

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congratulations to anyone who has a normal sleep schedule

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[kobyandme]

Oh hey. Long time no blog...

unless you have my new blog ;) then you guys already know..

Thought I would come on here and give a little update because I know so many of my old followers would really love this 😂

I broke up with J back in July.. Actually on my birthday lol.

Eveything is still super complicated. I have zero support network. Ive only just started receiving welfare/centrelink support today (and only half of it mind you) it took 7 weeks to process.

But I just thought I would come on here and say thankyou to all those people that ever anonymously messaged me and told me he was toxic, or told me i deserve better. It always was in the back of my head that if other people could see it maybe i was delusional lol.. but yeh I finally see that. I just needed to do it in my own time, and I needed it to be my decision.

I gave him every possible chance to make things work. I gave him everything I had.. And it was never enough.

So now I choose to put myself before him. And I know I deserve more than anything he would ever be able to give me, sadly.

It breaks my heart everyday and it is honestly the hardest thing ive ever done.. Walking away from the one person who knows me inside and out. Who knows what ive been through, and who I am. But I know its something that needs to happen.. for me to grow as a person and to be truly happy..

I know I have to let go.

What we once had isnt there anymore.

And thats okay, thats life... but im just sad that im losing my best friend and my family.

Im going to be alone for the first time in my life. (Obviously ill have koby but, 2 year old conversation only goes so far haha).

Koby is 2 next month! Crazy how time flies.

If you want to keep up with my new life and struggles of being a single mum then i guess you can follow my new blog ;) but you'll have to message me for the url 👌

Hope you are all doing well!

xox

[kobyandme]

Are you still on tumblr?

yes, just on another blog ;)

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[howilearnedtocope]

You can have a good life, even if your mental illness will always be a part of it.

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internet isn’t real life | credit

[kobyandme]

[kobyandme]

[kobyandme]

Im not going home. We are on the beach and a little river, I can hear the waves 👌😍

[kobyandme]

Omg get over it. It happens to everybody. Not just you.

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First of all. (speaking from my own experience. The only one I CAN talk about) Just because it “happens to everybody” doesn’t mean everyone’s feelings aren’t valid. That doesn’t mean you just suck it up and pretend everything is OK. Because it’s not. And it never will be again. Either you work through it and stay with the person or you leave them and start all over again. Both choices are extremely difficult and there is no just GETTING OVER IT. Either choice brings with it life long lessons and choices that change you forever. DON’T EVER FUCKING TELL SOMEONE TO GET OVER IT when their life is crumbling around them and it’s all they can do to wake up in the morning. How dare you, anon.

[kobyandme]

💕💕💕💕

[kobyandme]

Do you check your conversation messages?

Yes?

[kobyandme]

Actually no. This is my blog. Fuck OFF. Ill write whatever the fuck I WANT.

[kobyandme]

Omg get over it. It happens to everybody. Not just you.

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[kobyandme]

To have a child with someone and a life with them only to have them betray you so badly is the worst feeling in this world you give them so much and they hurt you. I feel for you so badly. 😞

😔💕