“Sister” Quote part 1.
Growing up ive been surrounded by only my three brothers and their friends we became close with. I do however have an older sister that i know of i spent some time with her but not a whole lot. she was an adult when i was a kid. however within the last couple years her and myself had been getting really close. My husband and i are her youngest sons godparents, i messaged her daily about the problems i was struggling with small and big, she was there for me. I was sending her roughly $500 a month for diapers, formula, cigs, gas and much more. which didnt bother me. shes my sister. weather she was my mothers or not. she was the product of my bio dad and his highschool girlfriend both of which were doing drugs on the regular and sleeping with other people. which is why i believe my sister ended up with her moral codes. My bio sister is incapable of working due to her “disorders” by that i mean she pops out a kid every year, which has done a number on her body, by doing so she claims shes disabled. so she has been living off money from the government along with getting money from me, my mother, my cousins, and her grandmother. which wasnt really a problem for me until i found out what her and my Bio father were saying about my mom, my brothers, and myself. Reading the messages between him and her were soul crushing. i had so much respect for my sister, and thought she was always thinking of my best interest which is what i did for her. however, between the things they said about my older brothers, underage brother, down to what they were saying about me. i felt my heart in my throat with a burning rage. i felt like i was going to throw up. the way they so casually talked about my older siblings being garbage. talked about my mother being a worthless pile of shit like it was saying hello to an old friend. how they said my 15 year old brother will probably end up being a drug addict.. how they talked about me being a “mooching soon to be stripper.” all while i held three jobs to pay the bills to the house. but i digress,
Part 2 coming soon.