#oldersister

[lustychan]

My beautiful older sister ⋇⋆✦⋆⋇　

➷Tomie being the older sister that's over protective and doesn't let others around you, she might act like she doesn't care that much, but she does.

➷Tomie teaching you that men are just tools and you should only get what you want from them and leave.

➷Tomie and you living separately so she comes over to check up on you once in a while and leave later.

➷Tomie who always calls herself the most perfect and beautiful girl and saying you are second to her.

➷Tomie freaking out when you discover her dark secret and was awaiting for you to call her a monster but you didn't, you just hugged her.

➷Tomie confessing that your original sister is long gone and replaced by this entity.. But you still love her...

➷Tomie spoiling you with the money she got from some man and buying you extremely lavish clothes and getting you pampered.

➷Tomie having her downsides by being selfish towards you but she trys to be better around you but only you.

➷Tomie and you both seducing people to get what you guys both want because remember..

You are related to her~

[princessnihilist777]

[sonoyoni3]

Older sister core💕🌸💎

Ps.follow me on tik tok @sonoyoni2

[thefictionalgirl]

The youngest daughter

You heard about me a lot,

She mentions me all the time,

They mention me all the time,

How she had to protect me

from the problems I've never caused.

You heard about me right?

But what do you know?

The lazy and unreliable one

in every story?

That's only natural for you to believe,

Because you know I believe that too.

The one who is admired,

The one who is loved.

And the one who doesn't care,

never try to be enough.

One who's "too much"

all the damn time.

And I know you heard about me,

And I know you heard,

How I spend a lot,

Someone your blood and flesh,

gets not as much as you thought.

Mom favours her,

Dad loves her the best,

She does whatever she wants,

a luxurious nest.

You practically heard this a lot, what I'm going to tell you,

Listen to me even though you know–

They sacrificed a lot, for building her life,

She did nothing, but she's the one at the edge of a knife.

Uncivilised, uncompromising and not so nice

No matter who becomes a virtue, she's always the vice.

The oldest's anger and dissatisfaction,

maybe not always it's the case,

But whenever the question is raised,

"They love you the most, they treat you the best"

Arrogant, rebellious and the unpleasant,

She gets that alot, that's how you describe the youngest.

And for whom, parents never cared about you,

And for whom, you had to refuse the last piece of cake.

For whom, you had to give up on your room,

For whom, you'll not be praised even for how much you make.

And you try, to go back on words, to change the fate,

because of the little girl, you want to, but you cannot hate.

And I guess y'all know about these,

The cat, the mouse and the piece of cheese.

And the cat leaves and moves out,

The mouse didn't know how to cope up,

So that's why she always shouts.

But then, how about reading some things unknown ?

What happens to the girl, why doesn't she smile anymore? Why does she always frown?

Did she have to take the responsibility of always being good?

She didn't need to be compared, she didn't need to be called rude.

You were busy complimenting the comparison,

An Individual, who was never known and given a reason.

Good or bad, she never wanted them,

You all made her the antagonist here who loves to complain.

And with the tag of being spoiled one,

she became the alter ego of yours,

The princess with a large mansion

And who never endures.

Someday you leave,

Making her all alone,

She never cries,

She has now grown.

It's the best, cause you never want to see

The teenage self in her eyes again,

Where everything is immature- love, happiness or pain.

She never had the idea of how the world works, right?

She said, "no I'm fine" whenever you charged her,

But the question in her eyes didn't surrender.

Hopeful- she wanted you to try a bit more,

"She never shares, she just knows how to close the door"

You wanted to be a teacher, punish for her mistakes.

She just wanted a sister to share her aches.

Hard or soft, whatever the feelings were,

She just never trusted you again,

And why would she do it?

You became a traitor

You never took the share of her pain.

And where were you, when she was on her knees,

Praying to make it all stop?

You were not there when she got home.

You were not there when she was trying to build her rome.

She never blamed you for choosing your happiness.

But why's that different when it comes to her?

Why can't you all see

That she too has a lot of scars?

To have nothing,

It must be hard, it must be bad,

But I had you,

Then why have I always felt sad?

I cannot describe the mixed feelings,

Maybe this all happened because of us.

I love you more than my life,

I cried a lot, weren't my eyes enough obvious?

I was not a criminal, nor you were,

We could have made it better, I swear.

But you never ever tried,

And I always denied.

You left the room, you left me alone,

Now you ask me about my feelings? Why have I never shown?

Was it so easy for you to abandon everything?

I know it's not bad, but why can't I do nothing?

TELL ME TELL ME I WANT TO KNOW,

don't you know that this crappy delinquent always feels so low?

After all this time,

After screaming for so long,

You hear the depth of my voice,

What about my continuous melancholic song?

Can't you see it falling from my eyes?

Can't you see I'm tired of tossing the dice?

Constantly hoping to earn a six,

I'll pick the pieces up in order to fix.

I refuse to believe in cracks,

I will try, I'll try to give what it lacks,

But you can never give me back, the years I spent yearning in vain,

Even if you try to have a conversation with stories from the memory lane.

Distanced soul,

Unattached roles

How do you think it happened?

How do you know it's not for the best?

Because that's way she became her,

That's way of the youngest.

✒mystica

[princetoby10]

Me consuming my big sister’s leftovers after she left them unattended (she will beat me up the moment she realises it was me)

[ayoyourfavaquarius]

First Gen Daughter

Mama lo siento que no puede ser la hija perfecta

and I hope you understand that it was hard for me too

perdón que no hice mas con tus Sacrificios

I know You wanted something more for me, Something better and bigger

pero esto me ase feliz y no quiero dejar lo ir

I couldn’t be a kid and I need to follow my dreams to heal la pequeña niña qué pasó todos los días sola y dolida en mi

I wanna heal and grow so I don’t hurt my own children or me

Porque quiero ser mejor que tu madre y tu padre mama

I want to end this toxic cycle y sanar tu niña chiquita que también está dañada y lastimada

I know you didn’t mean to break me and I know you worked with what you knew

pero ahora deja me enseñarte cómo sanar tus Sufrimientos y cómo dejar lo pasado atrás.

[allstargorl]

I have a tradition that I do every year on my birthday - cry

[writefortherain-blog]

being an older sister is: i bought you a sweater i wanted but liked better for you. i miss the nights i’d sing you to sleep. you don’t smile much anymore. i know you think i’m losing my mind. you tell mom my secrets and i’d still trust you with my last breath. i cry myself to sleep missing you. you’re the worst. please don’t stop judging me. i taught you how to do your eyeliner and now it’s better than mine ever will be. you have skincare and i have scars, such a different 15 that we had. our parents learned to be kind with your sadness. i will always be angry at the way they left me behind. i am happy they love you like i wanted to be loved. i know when you’re hurting. you look just like me. do you want to come on a walk with me? i don’t care that you have homework. come drive with me, one last time. you may never have me again. your hair looks stupid, go brush it. the only reason i’m alive today is you. i know my room is messy. you’re the only one who’s noticed i’m not ok. dad said we’re leaving in five minutes.