[koi-has-joy]

I not ded

but im starting a new blog, also my bio thingy is wrong I have aged and am now 22. I'll be posting my kinktober fics from last year on my new blog but I might link them back here for easy navigating.

I will be keeping this account active and with the same username because I quite like it and I might eventually decide that it's a safe space again.

So long for now

love, koi

[koi-has-joy]

Wish you well on your new blog! Will you be sharing the new handle though? I'd love to keep up, if you're willing.

Definitely understand if you're not sharing though. Hope everything goes wonderfully nonetheless. Good luck!😘

Thank you so much!!! I'd prefer to keep the handle a secret due to numerous people I'm trying to distance myself from but I should still be active here for a little while rereading and deciding what to move and such.I really appreciate the check in and thank you again so much for your support. I love you and I hope you have a great day/evening/night!

[koi-has-joy]

Even When Icky

Bakugo x Reader

A/N: I wrote this for myself because I have many skin problems and they absolutely ruin my mental health so I needed comfort and only I knew what I needed. I hope anybody who's going through or has gone through something similar feels comfort within this.

P.S. I DID NOT EDIT THIS FROM MY INITIAL MESSAGE IN DISCORD. SO I APOLOGIZE IF THE PERSPECTIVE SWITCHES OR IF IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.

It's 9 o'clock PM and he sees you're still awake and playing games or something and is just like

"hey brat, ya put on your medication yet?"

and you kinda pretend not to hear him/sink deeper into your seat on the couch and he makes that little "tch" noise and walks over to you, blocking your view from the TV and crosses his arms. In response you lean to one side and as you open yourself up leaning he picks you up and slings you over his shoulder, taking the controller or whatever out of your hand. Carries your reluctant ass to the bathroom and sets you on the sink before standing between your legs so you can't go anywhere.

"Alright, now you're going to be a big girl and let me put this on you. Understood?" You nod. He grabs one of the jars of ointment from behind you, unscrewing the lid and gathering the recommended amount on his fingertips, as his hands get closer to your face your eyes begin to water and he just whispers a really broken "I know baby, it's okay" and you let him put it on.

After your whole face is covered he closes the jar and grabs one of the tubes and squeezes some onto his fingers after wiping the previous stuff off with a towel. "Hand." you place your hand in his large open one as he applies the gooey substance to the back of it.

"Put'em up" you raise your arms so he can inspect in order to find any other spots that may need coverage. He closes the tube, taking this as a sign for the final treatment you put your arms down and take off your shirt, clutching it tightly in your hand that isn't covered.

The tears in your eyes bunch at your lashes while you try not to full on sob again. He grabs the final tube and inspects the area before putting it on, he gently roams your skin with his hand before trailing kisses against your neck, then applying the substance, he did this with every spot after that needed covered. When the cap was back on he wiped his hands free of all product then caged you in on both sides with his arms before you leaned forward and hugged around his neck, crying over his shoulder.

Picking you up again he rubbed your back as he walked you to the bed. Sitting you on the end he switched out the pillows for the ones you preferred to use on nights like this before laying on his side and patting the space next to him for you to come up and meet him. When you do you hide in his chest, arms tightly circled around his waist while your breath evened out and your tears slowly came to an end. He rubs your back as you find your composure and when he notices you're almost there he tells you

"You did so well, I'm so proud of my good girl" and he kisses the top of your head. "I love you, even with all of this."

[panic-defense]

“I’ve never been to war. I can’t have PTSD.” Yes, you can.

“I’m not suicidal. I can’t have depression.” Yes, you can.

“He’s never hit me. It can’t be abuse.” Yes, it can.

Suffering is not a contest. Your experiences are valid. Seek out the help you need.

[satanic-bitchuals-deactivated20]

SUFFERING IS NOT A CONTEST

[newfoundfelinity]

SUFFERING IS NOT A CONTEST

[pleasant-thoughtss]

SUFFERING IS NOT A CONTEST

[koi-has-joy]

SUFFERING IS NOT A CONTEST

[the-movemnt-deactivated20170912]

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follow @the-movemnt

[psychedelicfelon]

Important

[koi-has-joy]

Even When Icky

Bakugo x Reader

A/N: I wrote this for myself because I have many skin problems and they absolutely ruin my mental health so I needed comfort and only I knew what I needed. I hope anybody who's going through or has gone through something similar feels comfort within this.

P.S. I DID NOT EDIT THIS FROM MY INITIAL MESSAGE IN DISCORD. SO I APOLOGIZE IF THE PERSPECTIVE SWITCHES OR IF IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.

It's 9 o'clock PM and he sees you're still awake and playing games or something and is just like

"hey brat, ya put on your medication yet?"

and you kinda pretend not to hear him/sink deeper into your seat on the couch and he makes that little "tch" noise and walks over to you, blocking your view from the TV and crosses his arms. In response you lean to one side and as you open yourself up leaning he picks you up and slings you over his shoulder, taking the controller or whatever out of your hand. Carries your reluctant ass to the bathroom and sets you on the sink before standing between your legs so you can't go anywhere.

"Alright, now you're going to be a big girl and let me put this on you. Understood?" You nod. He grabs one of the jars of ointment from behind you, unscrewing the lid and gathering the recommended amount on his fingertips, as his hands get closer to your face your eyes begin to water and he just whispers a really broken "I know baby, it's okay" and you let him put it on.

After your whole face is covered he closes the jar and grabs one of the tubes and squeezes some onto his fingers after wiping the previous stuff off with a towel. "Hand." you place your hand in his large open one as he applies the gooey substance to the back of it.

"Put'em up" you raise your arms so he can inspect in order to find any other spots that may need coverage. He closes the tube, taking this as a sign for the final treatment you put your arms down and take off your shirt, clutching it tightly in your hand that isn't covered.

The tears in your eyes bunch at your lashes while you try not to full on sob again. He grabs the final tube and inspects the area before putting it on, he gently roams your skin with his hand before trailing kisses against your neck, then applying the substance, he did this with every spot after that needed covered. When the cap was back on he wiped his hands free of all product then caged you in on both sides with his arms before you leaned forward and hugged around his neck, crying over his shoulder.

Picking you up again he rubbed your back as he walked you to the bed. Sitting you on the end he switched out the pillows for the ones you preferred to use on nights like this before laying on his side and patting the space next to him for you to come up and meet him. When you do you hide in his chest, arms tightly circled around his waist while your breath evened out and your tears slowly came to an end. He rubs your back as you find your composure and when he notices you're almost there he tells you

"You did so well, I'm so proud of my good girl" and he kisses the top of your head. "I love you, even with all of this."

[koi-has-joy]

If I copied and pasted what I wrote in my discord about bakugo comforting and being a total sweetie for his s/o with medications would anybody read it?

[koi-has-joy]

I don't know if you meant a request but i can send this in...?

How have you been? i haven't seen you very active but i hope everything is going well and i hope u have a wonderful weekend!

Okay first of all, any and everything is welcome in my askbox.

Second:

I'm glad I'm cared about🥺.

And I've been having a rough time since..? july-ish? of last year. A lot has been hitting be back to back to back and it's not the greatest. But I'm slowly getting back to being more and more stable so I've started posting more again! And in my "hiatus" that wasn't really a hiatus I ended up writing a few of those kinktober fics so I will have them posted eventually!

so all in all, I've been doing as well as I can! I hope you're doing great nonnie and that your weekend is splendid💛💛

[koi-has-joy]

What do you need help with, darling?

Hi love!! I was testing if my inbox was still working because I ended up messing with A TON of my settings and I thought maybe they got turned off or something. But I think im all good??

Thank you for your help sweetpea!

[koi-has-joy]

OKAY SO LIKE CAN SOMEBODY SEND ME AN ASK FOR ANYTHING, I WANNA TEST SOMETHING PLEASE

[justanotherass]

says he wants more than fireworks tonight, 

more like a stick of dynamite. 

and everyone from next door can hear the explosions, 

‘cause he wants more

[omismi-deactivated20210504]

high off you | miya atsumu

pairing: atsumu x f! reader

word count: 3.7k

summary: when you get high, the only thing you want more than munchies is miya atsumu.

warnings: smut, marijuana use, high sex, oral (f! receiving), overstimulation, multiple orgasms, minor mind break/reader goes dumb, praise, dumbification, a sprinkle of spit, pet names (doll, darling, baby)

a/n: i wrote this while really high. really high. also, i did not and will not proofread this until im sober because i don’t have the brain power right now. hopefully it’ll be proofread someday. do drugs responsibly mwah.

eyes fluttering shut, you allowed your body to fall back, slumping into the forgiving cushions of the couch. you were sure that if you opened your eyes, the world would be spinning around and around and world peace would be achieved.

unbeknown to you, your eyes did open and the world did in fact seem to be spinning around and around. world peace, on the other hand, was not something you could verify for yourself. 

your focus was everywhere and nowhere, thoughts spilling out of your brain, through your ear, and down onto the floor where they lay in a puddle of mindless daze. 

sure is good weed, you thought. boredom and curiosity for the new strain you had bought the other day had caused this, a joint between your fingers before you could think twice. the shop owner really hadn’t been lying when she told you it hit hard. 

Keep reading

[koi-has-joy]

Aniticipation

Warnings: 18+, face-fucking, smut, degrading language, kinda kinky, Dabi X Fem!Reader, swearing, straight up filth. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO DEGRADING OR DON’T LIKE THE CONCEPT OF FACE-FUCKING!

           A/N: This came about from a gif that I received of a woman being facefucked. Graphic and kinda hot I was like, “Ya know who would do that? So many of the men BUT particularly Master Shoto or Dabi” And now we’re here, at this monstrosity. I apologize in advance but I hope you enjoy nontheless!

Word Count: 1,579

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[koi-has-joy]

3, 13, 18 if you're comfortable answering 🥰

Of course!

3. I honestly don't know the name of it but it's like a cologne and like smokey and it just makes me feel safe.

13. Absolutely has to be mozzarella sticks, they just are so yummy and it satiates the Italian in me

18. OH MY GODS YES!!! I have like 4 or 5 big ones and over 15 small ones I think. They all have names and I love them all. Some of them have special stories and others have just led to beautiful and fun memories. For example, I have a large penguin I received for my birthday one year and I took it with me to band and we hid it from our director until someone dropped it and the director picked it up and sat with it on the bus. And another example is a little red bear that's a little bigger than my hand, I received it when I broke my wrist and somehow managed NOT to throw up on it.

[sunnysideanon-deactivated202003]

soft asks to get to know people

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

[half-baked-biscuit]

I am soft on the inside, I promise. The hard shell is easy to crack, also.

[koi-has-joy]

@riotfuckery

[nctinmotion]

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